Unsent messages to BRAD

i cannot figure out why you treated me like that when i was so good to you. hope she was worth it

If it’s you writing me on here then I you should pick up the phone and call me, ur the guy.

My soul, not just my heart, loved you. But not getting love from you destroyed my heart.

I think of you more than I want even tho you hate me

I am sorry

One day it will all catch up with you. You’re not what you think you are.

Right person, wrong time forsure

I miss you

I’ll always miss getting drunk on your floor with you. Still the best kisser I’ve ever met

u will never know how much i wanted it to be u. i needed to lose u to love me. xx

somewhere along the way i fell so deeply in love i can’t go back and i didn’t notice until now

i wish the timing was right and you were my person

your my first love,my first heartbreak but how i wish i could go back

come back, imy

in another lifetime i am your forever, i miss what we had

U told me I was the first boy you loved, yet still did that? I love you, but never speak to me again

Thank you for walking away, cause I know I wouldn’t of been able to.

i hope we work this time.

you know who i am

i hope you realize my worth one day and heal yourself

i hope we meet again in the future and work out this time

You ‘never know what to say’. I wish you would just say exactly what you’re thinking rather than close off with me. It would’ve made things so much easier. Some point in ur life you’re gonna have to own up and just say what you think, it will help. We could’ve been good friends

You probably won’t ever see this. I wish you had’ve said more when you messaged today, or just said the right thing. It’s clear you don’t want to be friends. You should want to just be friends. There’s nothing more I can do

The last time we saw each other, you said "this isn't the last time we see eachother". You lied, just like you lied when you said you loved me and was sleeping with someone behind my back. I don't miss or love you anymore:)

i think sometimes i've moved on and other times i think im still in love with you. i hope you're happy because that's all i ever wanted and i'm sorry i couldn't help you.

I do care, but I can’t wait much longer. I tried too much and it’s embarrassing. And you feel the same. So this is it. Never thought a friendship could be so difficult.

a lot of these sappy messages are making me sick, maybe it's because I'm hurt beyond repair, maybe I don't actually like you. I'm not sure. One thing I do know is that you comfort me and, I hope, are down for me no matter what.

i feel like i’ve been through the break up while still being with you, you aren’t the person i fell in love with

You never cared like I did but you liked me being there even though it’s tore me apart I always was and always will be

I wish you didn't hurt me the way you did after all you said, I always thought you were a better person. A big fuck you.

i don’t think you understand i would do anything for you back. i just want what we had. but you wanted her.

I for sure thought we were in love for maybe two seconds. but I take all that back. you broke me too where I lost who I was and am now having to rebuild myself and find who I am again. I want you to know that I'm trying my best to not have hate for you or wish bad things for you but you make it hard after the things I'm still hearing about till this day. you deserve nothing but I hope you are happy living with the fact that you lost the one girl who loved you and would do anything for you. you will never get what I gave you back.

I still think of you so often. I hold the memories we made so close to my heart and am forever grateful for the time we spent together even though it was short. I still hope that one day we'll find our way back to each other.

i can’t stop thinking about u. you are the light of my life, u make me so happy beyond anything.
u made me become strong and happy like i once was.
u may seem like a dick, but u are a softie.
i love you, i always will b.
you make me so happy.
please, stay forever.
i love u beyond words.

i know i’ve confessed my love to you. you left and i waited. im still waiting for that embrace. im still waiting for you to come back.
i miss u with all my heart.
i just want you to know im always going to be here...
i love you.
i never stopped.
when you left, i couldn’t stop thinking about you.
i miss u.
i love u.
you’re my everything...

I know you said you’re sorry about what you did and I accepted it. Which I shouldn’t have. You gave me so many emotional issues and now I can’t talk to anyone about my problems without feeling bad. I can’t wear that swimming costume without thinking about it. I know it wasn’t much but it effects me to this day. So I won’t accept your apology

I hate that I miss you, because I shouldn’t. You made me miserable. You keep stringing me along, I have other things I wanna do with my life. I want to travel, I want a family, I want a baby. But I can’t do what I need to do to get what I want when you’re still in my head. Please leave me alone and let me move on if you don’t want to be with me anymore.

I’m sorry the doctor was your first dealer. I’m sorry that I could not see the signs of addiction sooner. I’m sorry

i still think about you often. i secretly hope we will reconnect one day, but i’d never reach out first.

seeing you at school hurts. i know it’s my fault but i miss you. i should have treated you better. you deserved better. m

Red was your favourite colour. I still have the teddy i never got to give you. I still cry in your hoodie every night. I’m sorry i wasn’t good enough. i tried my best.

u gave me love that felt euphoric and i miss that. and u. cheated on me for months and i'd still take you back.