Unsent messages to BOBI

a thing of the past now - but i'll always remember you fondly. hope youre thriving.

It’s been almost two years & i still miss you. I hope you are alright

I'm sorry we don't talk as much as we used to

I miss u :/

It’s been 5 months since we last talked properly and it honestly felt like years. I remember that day when we met in august and you told me that it’s worthless for us to go through the same stuff over and over again and i keep thinking that you did that because you cared about me and you knew i was hurting but you broke my heart so many times goddamnit and you knew how i felt every FUCKING time. I keep trying to think that we are not talking anymore bcs you want my beat but then i fucking remember that i was not the only one for you and you didn t care about me nearly as much as i did. i remember when i told you that if you keep treating me like that and u leave me you won t find me there to welcome you in mu arms but God i miss you so much and every week i m telling my friends that i m over u but inside i just know that if you ever decide to text me again my heart will literally melt in a heartbeat. I cared about you so much more than i let it show but you were not ready for it. I still search for you in every guy i meet but i know you have been ober me for a very long time
it really hurts that one day i ll have to watch you fall in love with someone else and i ll have to hear all the gossips and shit
I guess it will take a long time for me to forget you

Hola. Quiero que sepas que me llenaste. Que con cada uno de tus mensajes arreglaste partes de mí que no sabía que estaban rotas. Y que tu silencio me pesa como ningún otro, porque me dí cuenta de que amaba amarte y amaba que me ames. Me consuela pensar que podés llegas a ser mí persona, pero supongo que no es nuestro tiempo. Sí algún día llega a serlo, te pido que me des todos los abrazos que necesité mientras escribía esto; llorando de ganas de hablarte y correr a tus brazos, cagada de miedo de que vos no sientas lo mismo, aún cuando me dijiste que sí lo sentías. Te quiero, eso es tuyo y no te lo quita nadie.