From: ABC
To: Bobi
Date: November 24, 2020, 8:50 pm
It’s been 5 months since we last talked properly and it honestly felt like years. I remember that day when we met in august and you told me that it’s worthless for us to go through the same stuff over and over again and i keep thinking that you did that because you cared about me and you knew i was hurting but you broke my heart so many times goddamnit and you knew how i felt every FUCKING time. I keep trying to think that we are not talking anymore bcs you want my beat but then i fucking remember that i was not the only one for you and you didn t care about me nearly as much as i did. i remember when i told you that if you keep treating me like that and u leave me you won t find me there to welcome you in mu arms but God i miss you so much and every week i m telling my friends that i m over u but inside i just know that if you ever decide to text me again my heart will literally melt in a heartbeat. I cared about you so much more than i let it show but you were not ready for it. I still search for you in every guy i meet but i know you have been ober me for a very long time
it really hurts that one day i ll have to watch you fall in love with someone else and i ll have to hear all the gossips and shit
I guess it will take a long time for me to forget you