Hey, I know you'll never find this, but I wanted to thank you. Thank you for being my first love, my first heartbreak and for making me feel truly happy in a time I was at my lowest. I'm sorry everything ended how it did, I hope you're doing better.

i found the scratch n sniff stickers you gave me when we were sixteen in an old coat yesterday. they still smell like you

hey boo. you were the best thing that was in my life enough though you tried to kill my dog and hurt my turtle.you were some of my life

i know you had a troubled childhood, i wish i had of understood how it influenced you to do what you did to me. i was too young to understand anything like that. i matured once you left and i understand now the significance. i hope you’ve found some peace, and i hope you can heal from your past.

i do not like you at all as a person, ur so friggin judgemental and i hated that about you, focus on yourself babes thx.

why do you have to be so perfect. so perfect that you attract every male that i’m attracted to. you’re the reason why i’m not with him anymore. i just can’t stand you anymore.

I’m trying to be better...I’m finally working on myself bcs I can’t be with anyone who isn’t you I’ve learned. But you love someone else now..I love you forever and ever. So I’ll keep working on myself And hope that you are happy. You have all of my love. Always.

Lets just get this out the way, I didn't love you. I never said I did, but the implication of these unsent projects is that I did love you.

You didn't deserve what I said and how I reacted, but you lead me on and then came back from vacation with a boyfriend lol. I was a piece of shit to you and it should've stayed between us, but if I was put in a situation like that again, I'd probably do something similar again.

I don't think you were a bad person though. You were just as confused as everyone else in this world is, so I don't really blame you either. I hope you're enjoying life, really.

Tell fishy mcfishface I say hi if you still have him lmao.

I love you but sometimes you really hurt me and i’m never gonna be able to tell you because i have trust issues. i just wished you realized what u say affects me, i get you’re my best friend, but things you say still hurt.

i'm so sorry i never feel good enough. i'm so sorry i'm clingy. i'm so sorry i'm always saying sorry.

the servers doing alot better without you. i miss you, but only a little. you took advantage of me SO much.

I never told you, but I love you. I’ll always be yours if you want to give me another chance, little bear

There are days where I cry till my stomach aches and it feels like there is not enough air in the world to help me breathe. I’m angry at the world. I’m angry at you for leaving. I’m angry at youre parents. And I’m angry at myself. But I understand that we are not as young as we were and our time has come and gone, and that I have to learn to live with a broken heart. Even though you’re all I ever wanted, but I’m letting go now for good..I’ve finally learned that it’s ok to let another person in and love me. Take care of yourself Abbey. I’ll love you always and forever.

At your funeral my mum told me when we were little kids, when we played together that you used to think I hated you cause I never talked that much to you, I was just really shy as a kid so I never talked much. The fact that you died with that thought and not knowing the real truth haunts me and Im really sorry but I know your up in heaven watching over us so Abbey I wanted you to know I never hated you I was always excited whenever my mum said we were coming over your house, you were one of the strongest cousins I knew battling cancer and brighting people's days
luv u forever and always xox

i miss you so much. i’m sorry

wish we met later. I don’t know if you were ready for me yet. i loved you the hardest

I wish you married me instead.

I found your playlist for me. Sorry for all those jokes about your bad music. You know I’m stubborn.

it doesn't have to.

I miss you and it hurts that I have to be without you. I'm sorry for what happened.

you ruined my life. thanks to you I lost the one person I needed most. now you have them instead

You're a good friend, love you a lot <3

I wish you could love me the way you love boys, the way you loved him. Because I love you that way.

i know i will get hurt but ill continue loving u even though u dont feel the same anymore

hoping that someday u would come back and say u still love me :)

i miss you so much. i’m sorry.

I wish I could just tell you.

i spend every day thinking of you and hoping you’ll reconsider

guess i wasn’t your soulmate huh? she will leave you as well fyi she always does

Sometimes it’s really hard not to just tell you.

you are the best friend i could ever ask for. i love you <3

You have changed my life for the better. One day I’ll have the guts to tell you that I love you.

i am so sorry for leaving you out of the blue i know that was wrong. i still love you

please just make the first move

you are the most amazing human on this planet. i love you

I love you like a dog, i will always come running back

think i'll miss you forever. like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky.

I’m sorry for how we stopped talking. I was in a really bad place.

You hurt me a lot

I wish I could apologize for meeting, I love you

It breaks my heart everytime I think of you. Im sorry. Please come back…

Now I wake up thinking of how in the morning sky, it’s just lonely you. I love abbey

sparks

I hope you know how hard I tried for you

sparks

I wish you'd tell me the truth

nothing started, but I moved on even if it was from nothing at all. idk if you liked me too tho HAHA

We’re always something, never nothing. I’d wait 10 lifetimes for you.

I don't know how to feel abt you. I love and hate you at the same time

I just miss you and sometimes wonder if I’ll get a text from you I hope you’re okay