Unsent messages to HALEN
From: ABC
To: halen
no matter what we went through i was always there for you. you weren’t there for me. i felt like shit and like you were forgetting about me. even though you hurt me, i will always love you and wish you were back in my life because i feel like you’re meant to be in it. you probably hate me.
From: ABC
To: halen
my life is so much better without you. i have everything but i always find myself thinking about you. idk what it is but you never leave my fucking head. idk if i love it or hate it. it’s like you put this spell on me or something because we literally haven’t talked in 2+ years yet i still think about you. i honestly feel like we never got our time together in person and that’s what fucked us up.
From: ABC
To: halen
i’ve become such a better person since we last spoke. i wish i could tell you everything that’s happened since we stopped talking like 2 years ago. i’m almost done with undergrad and i kind of wish i could tell you how excited i am. i wish i could show you what a better person i’ve become bc i feel like you deserved a great person but so did i.
From: ABC
To: halen
wtf did you want me to do? you didn’t talk to me anymore. you didn’t text or call me. i needed you and you didn’t care so yes i left. i’m not sorry about it.
From: ABC
To: halen
I know you won't be able to read this, not in a million years, but I love you so much
From: ABC
To: halen
sweet boy. i really messed up didn’t i… trying my best not to bother you . i love you .
From: ABC
To: halen
I wish you could love me but you enjoy hurting me too much to ever hold me in your arms
From: ABC
To: halen
My sweet pretty boy. If only we had more patience. I’ll still love you even if you don’t come back.
From: ABC
To: halen
In my delusional mind one day you will care and want me but i have to move on i dont want to though
From: ABC
To: halen
You hurt me so bad and you don’t even care that you did even tho i loved you so much
From: ABC
To: halen
i’ve always forced myself to struggle alone
but i’m glad to have you to lean back on now
i love you
From: ABC
To: halen
I could never be with you because of things you did even though i want to so bad
From: ABC
To: halen
I miss how things were, I hate that I would never do that to you and I hate that i still love you
From: ABC
To: halen
You will only ever view me as something to use and i’ll only ever view you as something to love
From: ABC
To: halen
I wish i could be the one for you i wish you would stop hurting me and just love me
From: ABC
To: halen
it physically hurts to love you i wish i could move on i wish you didnt treat me so bad
From: ABC
To: halen
Wish you respected me wish you could want me wish you didnt enjoy hurting me i love you so much
From: ABC
To: halen
i lied about not loving you anymore, i think i always will
come back & let’s watch gilmore girls
