Unsent messages to ASH
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:39 pm UTC
really miss you, loved our friendship, sorry it ended
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:54 pm UTC
subject of pain is, we no longer belong to each other
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:14 pm UTC
I didn't realise it was possible to love someone this much. ♡
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:27 pm UTC
bro I don't think you realize how horrible you were to me.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:03 pm UTC
i love you so much, pretty boy. see you soon :>
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:41 am UTC
You're not alone. I'm by your side.
My soul is always with you.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:22 am UTC
I wish things didn't end the way they did
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: July 11, 2023, 1:49 am UTC
i miss you so much. i wish that i didn’t change. im sorry
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 18, 2021, 6:15 am UTC
I wish that you would seek help instead of running from your problems. You have so much potential, don’t waste it on superficial and unfulfilling things.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:55 pm UTC
you didn't call yourself that when we dated. i feel like i never knew you at all. my heart burns with hate. im sorry
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:17 am UTC
hey cutie ;) i’ve never loved anyone the way i love you. it’s overwhelming in the best way & i truly hope it lasts forever. you’ve changed my life.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:14 am UTC
hey cutie ;) so beyond lucky to be the one to love you the way you deserve. i love you today, tomorrow, & every day forever after that.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:25 am UTC
I find it funny how fast it all ended. Almost as fast as it started.
I still think about you sometimes though.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:35 am UTC
i really really love you, even though we've never met and i could never have you in a million years, i love you so so so so so much and i always will.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:20 am UTC
i barely even knew u but the way ur memory pushes down on my chest everyday hurts so bad. u were never meant to leave the way you did. you were supposed to come back bc they say you always did. you were so beautiful and i can’t wait to come visit you at the place where you will rest forever
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:02 am UTC
I lost you as both a partner and friend, I wish we’d ended on better terms. I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:27 am UTC
i wish i could tell u how i feel but sadly my ego won’t let me do so & i know urs won’t either so now we just sit in silence.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:58 am UTC
you were the first person to tell me that it was ok to tell people you love them, that it wasn’t some phrase you could only use a certain ammount of times before it lost it’s meaning, you taught me that loving people isn’t a bad thing, you taught me that i don’t have to be what i always have been for the sake of others, but over it all i love you, you are genuinely one of the sweetest and warmest people i know, i look forward to seeing you whenever i can(hopefully soon) i truley belive the world is so so much better with you in it, i love you so much dude
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:47 am UTC
You're one of the greatest people I've ever met. You're so funny and I love talking to you everyday. If I'm ever feeling shitty you always make me feel better. Just know that I love you and you're an amazing person.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:08 am UTC
I’m so glad I met you so long ago you make my day on a daily basis and I wish I could put that into better words. There days where I wake up just because I want to talk to you.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:46 am UTC
You saved my life and I’ll never ever forget that, I am eternally grateful...I just wish that I could’ve saved yours...I miss you??
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:30 am UTC
Helping your projection lollll just wanna say that I'm sorry there have been times where I've been distant with our friendship, I don't know why I do that, I've done it with other people too sadly. I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you, I hope you know my actions never come out of malice. Thank you for being in my life
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 26, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
you unknowingly hurt me sm. I love you so much but u don’t love me back. I say we are friends but in reality everytime u talk about dating someone else I break down inside.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 23, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
thank you for showing me that my trauma is not the only thing about me, you showed me that I can have happiness and i think i found it shes my equivalent of your shorter. platonic soulmates, but I'm scared she'll have the same reaction as you did to shorter's death mine. i don't want to leave her but i know its the right thing.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
i awfully miss you and love you. i wish i could fix us to love again because i haven't and i can't move on from us.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:56 pm UTC
i wish you could see how much i've been and i am suffering. i guess i'm such of a high quality actress that could even lie to you by smiling.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
i still love you. i want you to know im not mad at you. i just miss being loved by you :((( i wish i could still call you my sunshine
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:54 pm UTC
PerdĂłn por no ser como tĂş querĂas. Ahora he llegado a un punto donde no te soporto y te desprecio con todo mi ser. Ojalá no haberte conocido nunca.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 4, 2020, 9:53 am UTC
hey,
i don't think you'll ever see this. i love you more than anything. you're my best friend and you're my soulmate. i know things are hard right now but we can do this. i love you. always have, always will.
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From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
if i say that i still love you, think about us, and our memories even after it ended. would you say the same?
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:02 pm UTC
thank you for making me feel like i deserve the whole world when i don't and treated me like i'm a perfect person for you when i'm not.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 2, 2020, 6:58 pm UTC
I wish you could notice how much you're truly worth, I need you to stay here forever and I can't let you go, come back.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:48 am UTC
i miss our friendship. our 8 year, stupid friendship. the countless memories, i miss it all. i'm better off without you, but i can't help but miss it.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 22, 2020, 11:13 am UTC
Je savais que c’était pas réciproque et ça ne le sera probablement jamais mais je t’aime et je t’aimerais toute ma vie .
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 20, 2020, 12:40 pm UTC
I know you still think about me... The same why I still think about you..I just wonder if we’re thinking the same thing
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
i want to be closer with you again :)) you're the only one who i have felt so comfortable sharing secrets i'd never confess to anyone else. why did we have to fade into strangers? i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:49 pm UTC
when i first met you i thought damn shes hot but when i got to know you i was like damn her personality is hot.
peg me
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:42 am UTC
You were my world and I feel like I can't breathe without you but we've gone our own ways, I miss you.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
I loved you so much, I wish I could take it all back. I want to redo it all. you needed me but I wasn't there. I'm so sorry. I think of you every time I think of kpop or frogs. I hope you're doing ok now.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
i dont know if you will see this, but thank you for making me happy. i love you forever. i hope things went well in a different universe, but now.. its time to let go. i love you.
From: ABC
To: ash
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:07 am UTC
we’ve been dating for a year but you’ll choose her every single time. it’s her feelings over mine, right?
