i miss you so fucking much. shit is getting bad again and you’re the only person i want to talk too. it just seems like you don’t care about me. i don’t want you to feel forced to be friends again but i need you.

i wish i held on a little tighter saying goodbye. i wish i hadn’t sent that text that day. i wish i didn’t lash out on you. i wish i apologized sooner. i wish i didn’t stop speaking to you. i wish you were still my best friend. i wish that our chapter in my life didn’t end. i wish we can start a new one, only if you’re willing.

It's not my fault that you had feelings for me and I didn't like you back. You knew I wasn't gay and you knew I didn't like you like that so you secretly hating me for that is kind of pathetic.

I'm honestly glad that you did what you did. It proved to me that everything I ever suspected about you was true- that you are an awful person and any regrets or doubts I had? Completely gone. So thank you. Thank you for making me reassured I lost absolutely nothing when you walked out of my life.

You got inside my head and made me believe that I would never be good enough. You constantly tore me down and made me feel like a burden because of my depression. You were never there for me and manipulated me into believing that it was the other way around. I was doing the best I could but it was never enough for you. Yeah okay I'll sign this "you know who I am" too. You don't care about anyone besides yourself. And you shoving other people down your throat to try and distract yourself is never going to work, Aubree. Because guess what? You lost something too and you can't replace what we had with a bunch of random shitty people who you only chose because you were desperate. I did really love you and there was a time when you were my favorite person in the world. Now I can't even look at you because I'm embarrassed for you. What you turned your life into, it's just so sad to me because I really thought that you were better than that.

Ever since you left I kind of feel like someone took my heart and now it's just out in the world walking around without me. I miss you every single day, all the time. Most of the time it's easier to forget we were ever an "us" but then I want to tell you something and you're not there anymore and I feel like I'm going to just disappear. You were supposed to be here. I feel homesick without you no matter where I am because you're who I would say is my home no matter where we are but now it's like I have to figure out how to live life without you and I don't want to. I didn't ever want to. I love you still and pretending that I don't is killing me. I don't want to live without you, I'm not good at it. I wish you would come back. I wish we could fix us. I wish I could take everything back. I love you, Aubree. I love you and I miss you all the time. I hope this isn't forever but I'm kind of losing hope that you will ever change your mind and even if you did no matter how much I loved you I don't think I'll ever to be able to forgive you for what you did while you were gone.

hey hunnybun!! i dont know if youll ever see this but i just need to say that i love you so much like more than you could ever know i think about you 24/7 and would do anything for you. i know youre not in a good mental state right now and i just want to tell you that ill be there always and we'll get through this together no one will ever hurt you again i love you :3

ps: you're really really cute :3

Having you out of my life is the best thing that ever could have happened to me. I feel so free. You were suffocating me.

I really wish I didn't care what tomorrow is. I wish I didn't care about our anniversaries or your birthday or Christmas I wish I didn't care because I obviously meant nothing to you and it should mean nothing to me. You probably already forgot. I wish I was like that. But I think I'm always going to remember. And I'm always going to care. And what you did is always going to hurt.

i’m sorry for letting us decide our friendship wasn’t good enough. you’ve always been enough for me. i don’t think i would've made it without you.

You were the one person I thought I would always have in my corner. I trusted you with everything about who I was and you completely betrayed that the second you knew you had the power to. Sometimes I'm still angry with you for that but mostly I'm just relieved you're out of my life for good because I'm better off without you. I don't miss you anymore because everything you did while we were apart proved to me you never really loved me at all. So I guess I didn't lose a damn thing. Trying to hurt me back won't make you happy. I hope one day you realize that but I know you won't. You're a hateful, angry little person and ending this was the best choice I ever made.

I think I'm going to try to let this go and forgive you. Because at one point in time I know we loved each other. And that should mean something.

I really hope someday I'm able to forgive you for what you did. I really hope one day I can look back on us and remember the good instead of this because otherwise it was such a waste. I don't want to hate you for the rest of my life, Aubree. But not hating you means I have to forgive you and I can't understand why you would want to hurt me like that. I don't think that's who you are.

You don't see that you're the problem.You blame everyone else for everything and manipulate them into feeling sorry for you so you always have an excuse on why you aren't doing anything that impressive with your life.

There hasn't been a single day that's passed where I've been okay without you. We were supposed to end up together. I'm so sorry.

I’m sorry I’m a coward. I wish you could like me

im sorry he treated you like that. you deserve better

I can’t tell if you like me or not. I wish you would just tell me

i know im not perfect in any way, but i do know that my love for you is.

I still like you. Even tho we both have relationships now I wish it could’ve been you Aubs.

i wish i could take everything back i miss you loving me

I'm so in love with you I want us to last forever mamas-sage green like ur favorite color

Im not sure if I should hate you or miss you for leaving and forgetting about me and your friends.

i like watching you when you don’t know

I’m sorry for any hurt I’ve ever caused you. I sometimes regret not giving you that chance.

i loved you and you left me. i wonder what hair color is next?

i can’t explain how happy you make me

I wish I would’ve expressed my confusion differently, you were great.

you will always be my favorite person

You brought my light back

you are my other half

please my sweet baby tell me you think of me like i think of you.

remember when we called and said vows and i cried? what happened to you loving me forever

you were so beautiful to me. i miss when we were bestfriends.

I wish you knew how much I miss you. Ik things ended cause of me but you always my lil goldfish

I sometimes stay awake wondering what life would be like if we were still in touch.

Sometimes I lay in bed realizing I can’t go back to when we used to be.

every time i try to start over, all i get is reminders of you. i lay awake at night thinking of us.

Why did you leave him just to go back to him again?

I didn’t need more than you, you were all I’ve ever wanted

I miss you. It’s really hard not to talk. I wish you never left. We had so much love. Call me

I’m so sorry, i ruined us, if only I tried we could’ve been happy, It’s all my fault, I miss you

i thought you couldnt bring yourself to ever remove me? what changed?

idk why i still crave talking to you after all this time.

Every time we call, I can’t help but wonder if you will ever tell me you love me again.

I still think about you, im sorry we didn’t work out.

Everything reminds me of you. I hope you are doing well, fly out this summer

good job mamas

Id comeback without a second thought.

i love you baby, forever and always. maybe the universe will bring us back together.