Unsent messages to ANYA
From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:27 am UTC
your real laugh is what I think the essence of life sounds like when the stars slowly creep into the sky and sing a concerto amongst themselves. A ballad I could dance to forever
From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:24 am UTC
You mean so much more to me than you could ever fathom to imagine. You are my first though when I wake up to my last thought when I rest my head. Your smile creates this warm feeling inside me, it just makes me happy. The thought of you makes me happy. Your laugh warms my broken heart that you shattered, that you crushed because I made a stupid mistake, which you know i regret every second of everyday. All I want is it to go back to how things were but that's impossible. I want to go to sleep knowing I'm the person who makes you happy, I want you to fall asleep in my arms whilst we watch the stars at night. I want you to play with my hair when I'm feeling down. What I want is someone that cares and I thought that was you and I'm trying so hard to cling on to the chance that that person is you but it's not and we both know it even if either of us want to believe it. I will always always be there for you when you need me because your always my first priority because for me your a whole chapter in my life and for you I'm just a line and I need to comprehend that now.
From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
i feel like im doing enough for you. when we did the topics and I noticed you were in that state. i didn't know what to do. I'm worried you are gonna do something. I'm sorry I'm not the best at talking but I'm trying. please wait for me.
From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: October 9, 2020, 2:31 pm UTC
Yeah I know you'll never see this. I also know you'll never be able to understand how many times you've saved me - and how much I love you. I am completely and utterly in love with you. No one has ever made me as happier or sad as you. I'm scared of losing you, even though it's destined to happen one day soon.
Haha. How ironic that I'm so naively hopeless and in love. Quite tragic isn't it?
From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: September 23, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
you can't see colour, it doesn't matter. you kissed me for the first time last night, it was magical. i might be able to fall in love with you.
