From: ABC
To: Anya
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:24 am
You mean so much more to me than you could ever fathom to imagine. You are my first though when I wake up to my last thought when I rest my head. Your smile creates this warm feeling inside me, it just makes me happy. The thought of you makes me happy. Your laugh warms my broken heart that you shattered, that you crushed because I made a stupid mistake, which you know i regret every second of everyday. All I want is it to go back to how things were but that's impossible. I want to go to sleep knowing I'm the person who makes you happy, I want you to fall asleep in my arms whilst we watch the stars at night. I want you to play with my hair when I'm feeling down. What I want is someone that cares and I thought that was you and I'm trying so hard to cling on to the chance that that person is you but it's not and we both know it even if either of us want to believe it. I will always always be there for you when you need me because your always my first priority because for me your a whole chapter in my life and for you I'm just a line and I need to comprehend that now.