I lost myself trying to love you. You made me feel unlovable. You told me you didn’t want a relationship.. but you only meant you didn’t want me. Why did you string me along? Now I have to see you with her and pretend it doesn’t hurt

I loved you. But I could never tell you. When you told me you loved me too it hurt more than you will ever know to tell you I didn’t love you back. And it hurt even more when we grew apart and you started to hate me. I still love you deep down and I wish I could let you know.

i want you to be my friend my lover i want to be with you but i know we wont work together

i always want to watch Totoro with you again

looked at our old texts and got rly sad... i miss you and i still have feelings for you x