I wish I had asked to hangout in person towards the start of the quarantine instead of just messaging you...

I always knew you were the fakest lol, but I gave you the benefit of the doubt. Our "friendship" is history.

We aren’t friends anymore and I think I want to keep it that way, but thank you for the learning experience.

You told me that you always saw yourself with a Christian and didn't think it would work out but now that i've changed, not just for you but for myself and i want to thank you and want to let you know i still love you but idk if you still do....

you were and are my first love. we've been through so much together and I love u so so much. stay strong

I can’t ask you why you’re upset, I can’t make you feel better, cause I know I’m the reason you’re crying. I’m sorry I disappointed you. I never meant to hurt you. Take care.

I hope you live a great life and find someone that is not your gender and loves you more than something else.

i know you say you don't wanna hurt me but you saying we should just be friends hurt the worst. i love you and i know you still have feeling for me. just give me one more chance. i love you LJ.

i miss you and the way we could laugh at anything for hours. you understood me more then anyone ive ever met. thank you for being there no matter what. you made my life so much better. i cant wait to see you again soon

Oh Anna, this feels so silly. It seems like forever ago we were holding hands in the school hallway. I am so grateful for every memory we share. Looking back on all our old texts it makes me feel so warm. Even now you are still so special to me. Even though I'm not sure if its in that way. Do you remember when I would write you songs? That was so embarrassing but cute at the same time. The way things ended was unfortunate. I know parents can be difficult sometimes, but you taught me so much. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have been able to become the person I am today (in more ways than just realizing I was into girls) Just know that I will always be here you help you up when you fall. I will always be your friend.

you´re very lucky to have him, we both know what he´s been through. please take care of my best friend

type your first love's name and what you would tell them... there's too much to tell you but it's not the same coming from me. You know exactly what I'm going to say. You don't know who you are and you don't know what makes you you. I can't tell you because I don't know either. You wasted so many possible relationships because you were too scared or were too unsure or didn't know what to do to make the right impression. If you're you and they don't like that then fine. Move on. If they do like you then you've struck gold. But you'll never know until you try it and find out. One day I hope you find someone that loves you enough to tell you who you are without you having to ask them. You need to know. Find Harry. Make it work because it can and you know it can. Make the effort that it needs. Please I beg of you. I love you too much to watch you're biggest fear scare you into allowing it to come true. I don't know the real you so I don't know what colour is the colour to pick.
Grey for uncertainty.
I love you anna. Please love yourself enough to open up to Harry because he needs that vulnerability to be able to give what you want and need.
Love,
anna

I’m sorry I wasted our friendship. I never realised how much you meant to me, can we please be friends again, I’ll honestly do anything. I miss you.

You meant the world to me and i had to let you go for the best of the both of us. you made me so happy but you can't "fix" something that has been broken for years

i hate u so much. u made me so misrable for months and caused me the worst pain ive ever felt. u and all the other girls in ur friend group made me cry everyday for months. i cant belive u were my bestfriend at one point, all of u were. and btw, i dont have a disorder ?

I can't do 20 assignments, clean my room, do sports, and check up on my friends all at once. I'm just one person

hello there,
it's been a while. and yet some time will have passed and yet i find myself thinking of you

Going out with her has been my biggest regret for years. Still can’t believe I forfeit a chance with you.

i love you so much more than anything in this world and I'm so happy that I get to be your friend and that you are in my life and I hop we never stop being friends

hey..i remember you telling me that you’re insecure without your glasses, you told me that others said you were ugly but the truth is, i think you’re perfect.

I understand why you left, your reason was as good as any, but I wish we could’ve faced the problem together. I hope you’re getting the space you need to grow.

You are my best friend you know? And I love you so fucking much. Sorry that I can't say you that. I dont know how to show my love but you are really my dearest friend♡♡♡

Hannah♡

I am so sorry like you don't understand, our friendship was great this is seriously all my fault and I regret everything I've ever did and really wish our friendship can come back I have now really understood you hate me and how much a "joke" is to u. I miss you.

Your the reason I found out I was a bi- sexual..when you changed infront of my I- was memorized....I love to my bestfriend

i was too young to know i liked girls . would things have been different if i hadn’t fucked everything up ?

when you blocked me i was so confused. i thought that we had just grown apart, but i guess you never understood that. i hope you’re happy without me. that’s all i ever wanted for you.

I’m sorry I broke you. I can’t forgive myself. I put you through so much. I hope you know I’m so proud of you. That you’re still fighting.

I don't know why I stuck on for so long when we really had zero connection. I always laugh when looking back because I'm in awe of how stupid I was not to realize I was wasting my time.

I'm so grateful you were in my life... I'm sorry things ended so awkwardly between us. I didn't mean to hurt you.

you've hurt me countless times. you've made me feel like i'm nothing. but because of it i've realized how much i'm worth. i wanted to hold onto you because of all the memories, but i'm letting go now.

i purple you u really mean so much to me i can’t put it in words words are really to simple to be used for such a message please never leave ur inner self

I wish you would’ve listened to me just once instead of making everything about you all the time. It was exhausting.

I hated the way you responded and now I dread the day I have to see you again, but also I can't wait.

anna. You were my person , even though i wasn't yours. I know i messed our friendship up but I changed. and so did you apparently

you have changed so much since i initially met you. you’re so fucking selfish and i honestly hate you more than i love you.

“I’m not breaking up with you because you became distant with the loss of your father” I’ll never forgive you for those words, I had plans for our future, all for nothing.

fuck you for choosing popularity and grace over me. you were everything to me and i was nothing to you. my heart will always have a you-shaped hole in it.

You are beautiful, a princess that outdoes all others. One that makes other royalty quiver in fear. One that no one would dare lay a hand on  because you're too enthralling, too distracting that people just stop and stare.

Je sais que c’est pas facile et c’est normal d’avoir l’impression que le monde te tombe dessus mais je crois en toi et peu importe si pendant 3mois tu disparais de la circulation car tu veux te concentrer sur tes études, je serai toujours là pour toi le jour où tu auras besoin de moi :) n’oublie pas de t’amuser un peu quand même !

i didnt know someone could be such a bitch, all because of your boyfriend. Everytime you message me trying to be nice, i smile. But i know that you are what you would call everyone else "a two-faced bitch trying to act hard" when really that was you all along. I hope you either change for good the next time you come running back to me or never associate with me again. Same goes for your sister.

You’re too gorgeous for this world, just thought I’d put that out there. I embarrass myself in front of you daily, and I know you’ll never like me back, but I miss you every day I don’t see you. You’re the star of this musical and I can’t wait to see you flourish. Ily.

I miss you and i’m so lost without you. I’m not sure if i’m doing okay or worse at this point. I wish you were still here, why did you have to leave me. I can’t get sleep and i’m so broken without you.

I'm sorry I caused you so much pain and trouble. It was inevitable in the future, but I should not have turned my back on you for another

i like you so much, and you know that. it hurt seeing you have feelings for someone else, but i want you to be happy. i want to stop talking to you, becaise it hurts too, but i cant

do u still think about me? do u miss me like i miss u. u brought me so much happiness what happened. i think about u all the time. your smile your laugh your everything. i would do anything to be ur best friend again. if u know who this is text me. miss u so much

even though you were only in my life for a short time, I will forever be grateful for the experiences we shared. I only hope the best for you and that you find someone who loves you more than I did. we may not be soulmates and you may have broken my heart, but you helped me finally realize who I was and who I want to be. you deserve the world.

I know our paths may never cross again, but I miss your touch every once and a while. I’ll forever be in love with you, T.

hey! i know you're probably not gonna see this and you're probably not even real, i miss you. i should have said yes. i regret trying to push you away so much. i want to change so much. if i hadn't been so caught on the thought you were just another way for her to come back, you would still be here. you deserved so much better.

I hate that my brain wants to be nice to you. u called me crazy, u called me bipolar, u messed with my head and made it so hard for me to feel things and still ur the one scared of me, because i will never ever cross the street when i see you.

I was going to write something terrible, I wanted to tell you how you used up all of me, how it took me 5 years to realize you’d left me with only a shell of myself. But I don’t want to. I look for bits of you in every person I encounter, you live in the ballroom of my fucking conscious, you haunt me. I have no need for you in my life, in fact I could go as far as to say I don’t want you in my life, so I’ve been trying to figure out why, when the world goes quiet, why is it you that I dream of.

I hate you, but god I would give anything, anything at all, just for you to love me.