Unsent messages to ANNA

I love you but I don’t know how you don’t see how she is toxic to you. You’ve changed and I miss you.

anna. You were my person , even though i wasn't yours. I know i messed our friendship up but I changed. and so did you apparently

i purple you u really mean so much to me i can’t put it in words words are really to simple to be used for such a message please never leave ur inner self

The thought of you makes me cry, but then I remember the times where I was smiling with you and now I want you back.

Can we just sit down, talk and eat ramen at 3 a.m. They never said love had to be romantic just be in each other presence is enough for me

youre such a fucking idiot, why do you keep running back to him when all he does is hurt you and ignore you and use you

That hug where you told me I was the most beautiful girl you’ve seen and you couldn’t imagine your life without me. That is all I want Chloe. Please come home. I miss and love you more than you know. -A

you are the most manipulative fucking cow. fuck off :)

For someone who "hates liars" you really have no problem lying and gaslighting the people you consider friends.

I know you'll never see this but god, I love you. I'm crazy about you and I don't know how to say it. You're absolutely everything to me. You're addicted to tv and sports. You've had it hard it the past but seem to laugh constantly. you're just a funny person in general but have a special love for dogs. I love you, I always will..

Your the reason I found out I was a bi- sexual..when you changed infront of my I- was memorized....I love to my bestfriend

Oh Anna, this feels so silly. It seems like forever ago we were holding hands in the school hallway. I am so grateful for every memory we share. Looking back on all our old texts it makes me feel so warm. Even now you are still so special to me. Even though I'm not sure if its in that way. Do you remember when I would write you songs? That was so embarrassing but cute at the same time. The way things ended was unfortunate. I know parents can be difficult sometimes, but you taught me so much. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have been able to become the person I am today (in more ways than just realizing I was into girls) Just know that I will always be here you help you up when you fall. I will always be your friend.

You hurt me in a way that I won’t be able to repair. I look at the memories we made and want to go back.

The night you left me waiting in the dark, was one of the worst nights in my life. And it still hurts.

I know I was cruel to you when we were children, and I know that you're straight. But I've loved you since I knew what it was.

even at only 12, even after everything you did, i still would’ve moved mountains for you, but you could never love me.

It hurts to sit here & listen to you complain about all these people who have hurt you when all I want is to be the one who does right by you. But you’ll never feel the same about me. I can’t bring myself to walk away even though it hurts so much.

I'm sorry I caused you so much pain and trouble. It was inevitable in the future, but I should not have turned my back on you for another

You’re too gorgeous for this world, just thought I’d put that out there. I embarrass myself in front of you daily, and I know you’ll never like me back, but I miss you every day I don’t see you. You’re the star of this musical and I can’t wait to see you flourish. Ily.

fuck you for choosing popularity and grace over me. you were everything to me and i was nothing to you. my heart will always have a you-shaped hole in it.

I'm so grateful you were in my life... I'm sorry things ended so awkwardly between us. I didn't mean to hurt you.

i miss u so fucking much and our friendship was the only time i really felt alive, but now you hate me. i just wanna formally apologize and tell you that you’re a great person through and through and you’re gonna make it. kick life’s ass for me sissy. ?

when you blocked me i was so confused. i thought that we had just grown apart, but i guess you never understood that. i hope you’re happy without me. that’s all i ever wanted for you.

I hope you live a great life and find someone that is not your gender and loves you more than something else.

You told me that you always saw yourself with a Christian and didn't think it would work out but now that i've changed, not just for you but for myself and i want to thank you and want to let you know i still love you but idk if you still do....

I wish I had asked to hangout in person towards the start of the quarantine instead of just messaging you...

I wish you would’ve listened to me just once instead of making everything about you all the time. It was exhausting.

I’m sorry I broke you. I can’t forgive myself. I put you through so much. I hope you know I’m so proud of you. That you’re still fighting.

i was too young to know i liked girls . would things have been different if i hadn’t fucked everything up ?

Going out with her has been my biggest regret for years. Still can’t believe I forfeit a chance with you.

I’m sorry I wasted our friendship. I never realised how much you meant to me, can we please be friends again, I’ll honestly do anything. I miss you.

you´re very lucky to have him, we both know what he´s been through. please take care of my best friend

I can’t ask you why you’re upset, I can’t make you feel better, cause I know I’m the reason you’re crying. I’m sorry I disappointed you. I never meant to hurt you. Take care.

I always knew you were the fakest lol, but I gave you the benefit of the doubt. Our "friendship" is history.

This was a friendship type of love but I really miss you. I wish we didn’t go different ways right before high school started & I want you to know that you’re the sweetest, funniest, and most genuine person I have ever met & no friendship I have had since ours has ever been the same. I’m grateful for the time that we had together.