Unsent messages to ANNA

You didn’t know as much as you thought

Wish you could see how special you are.

Care for the people that care about you.

wasup (shocked emoji)
lov u!!!!!!

fingers crossed

Why?

I was going to write something terrible, I wanted to tell you how you used up all of me, how it took me 5 years to realize you’d left me with only a shell of myself. But I don’t want to. I look for bits of you in every person I encounter, you live in the ballroom of my fucking conscious, you haunt me. I have no need for you in my life, in fact I could go as far as to say I don’t want you in my life, so I’ve been trying to figure out why, when the world goes quiet, why is it you that I dream of.

I hate you, but god I would give anything, anything at all, just for you to love me.

I understand why you left, your reason was as good as any, but I wish we could’ve faced the problem together. I hope you’re getting the space you need to grow.

You meant the world to me and i had to let you go for the best of the both of us. you made me so happy but you can't "fix" something that has been broken for years

you were and are my first love. we've been through so much together and I love u so so much. stay strong

I wish us being forced apart hurt you as much as it hurts me. We could have fought it but you gave up on me, on us

it's always going to be you, i knew that from the start. i love you more than words can describe. you still are my world and that will never change.

i should have reached out to you. i pulled away and you didn’t deserve it at all. i loved you so much and i couldn’t ever seem to tell you

I wish I could tell you how much I love you without feeling guilty that I don't mean it in the same way you do.

I hate that my brain wants to be nice to you. u called me crazy, u called me bipolar, u messed with my head and made it so hard for me to feel things and still ur the one scared of me, because i will never ever cross the street when i see you.

do u still think about me? do u miss me like i miss u. u brought me so much happiness what happened. i think about u all the time. your smile your laugh your everything. i would do anything to be ur best friend again. if u know who this is text me. miss u so much

i didnt know someone could be such a bitch, all because of your boyfriend. Everytime you message me trying to be nice, i smile. But i know that you are what you would call everyone else "a two-faced bitch trying to act hard" when really that was you all along. I hope you either change for good the next time you come running back to me or never associate with me again. Same goes for your sister.

You are beautiful, a princess that outdoes all others. One that makes other royalty quiver in fear. One that no one would dare lay a hand on  because you're too enthralling, too distracting that people just stop and stare.

you have changed so much since i initially met you. you’re so fucking selfish and i honestly hate you more than i love you.

sure they are better but i would drop anything to be with you doesn’t matter who i’m with how much i could get from where i am i would leave just to be with you

hello there,
it's been a while. and yet some time will have passed and yet i find myself thinking of you

i hate u so much. u made me so misrable for months and caused me the worst pain ive ever felt. u and all the other girls in ur friend group made me cry everyday for months. i cant belive u were my bestfriend at one point, all of u were. and btw, i dont have a disorder ?

Je sais que c’est pas facile et c’est normal d’avoir l’impression que le monde te tombe dessus mais je crois en toi et peu importe si pendant 3mois tu disparais de la circulation car tu veux te concentrer sur tes études, je serai toujours là pour toi le jour où tu auras besoin de moi :) n’oublie pas de t’amuser un peu quand même !

“I’m not breaking up with you because you became distant with the loss of your father” I’ll never forgive you for those words, I had plans for our future, all for nothing.

you've hurt me countless times. you've made me feel like i'm nothing. but because of it i've realized how much i'm worth. i wanted to hold onto you because of all the memories, but i'm letting go now.

You are so beautiful. I think i’m falling in love with you, but i know we can’t be more than friends.

I made so many mistakes. I never should have confessed my feelings to my best friend. I feel like I ruined everything

I messed up , I really did. I let my depression turn me into a negative toxic person. I hope your happy now and i wish u nothing but the best . I love you and you were the reason I was alive for so long. I’m still trying to keep myself here and I promise I will be back to a better me

i love the way u talk. i love the way u smile. i love the way we make fun of each other. i love ur touch. im so desperate for your touch. im going insane. i think about you every second of my day. i get so excited when u text me. omg, i think im in love.

dear best friend,
I love you so freaking much. You are indeed the prettiest girl I have ever seen + your personality is just *chefs kiss*

Hej älskling, du vet att jag älskar dig. har aldrig känt något sånt här förut. hoppas jag gifter mig med dig. älskar dig

i hate that we are growing apart but i think it's for the best. i changed, you didnt. like always, i'm the bad guy.

I know our paths may never cross again, but I miss your touch every once and a while. I’ll forever be in love with you, T.

even though you were only in my life for a short time, I will forever be grateful for the experiences we shared. I only hope the best for you and that you find someone who loves you more than I did. we may not be soulmates and you may have broken my heart, but you helped me finally realize who I was and who I want to be. you deserve the world.

i like you so much, and you know that. it hurt seeing you have feelings for someone else, but i want you to be happy. i want to stop talking to you, becaise it hurts too, but i cant

I miss you and i’m so lost without you. I’m not sure if i’m doing okay or worse at this point. I wish you were still here, why did you have to leave me. I can’t get sleep and i’m so broken without you.

I hated the way you responded and now I dread the day I have to see you again, but also I can't wait.

I don't know why I stuck on for so long when we really had zero connection. I always laugh when looking back because I'm in awe of how stupid I was not to realize I was wasting my time.

You are my best friend you know? And I love you so fucking much. Sorry that I can't say you that. I dont know how to show my love but you are really my dearest friend♡♡♡

Hannah♡

i love you so much more than anything in this world and I'm so happy that I get to be your friend and that you are in my life and I hop we never stop being friends

i miss you and the way we could laugh at anything for hours. you understood me more then anyone ive ever met. thank you for being there no matter what. you made my life so much better. i cant wait to see you again soon

I never realized that it was more than a friendship for me, until very recently. I hope our paths will cross again. I love you

hey! i know you're probably not gonna see this and you're probably not even real, i miss you. i should have said yes. i regret trying to push you away so much. i want to change so much. if i hadn't been so caught on the thought you were just another way for her to come back, you would still be here. you deserved so much better.

i still think about you, sometimes i wish i could find another version of you in someone else. Although i know it would never happen, i still dream about it. i still remember all the small things you told me, making my face light up and my heart shiver in butterflies. You were my first and i wanted you to be my last, i love you, and i miss you everyday. sometimes i just want to cuddle up next to you, poppy, and rocky and hum a song against your back.

I am so sorry like you don't understand, our friendship was great this is seriously all my fault and I regret everything I've ever did and really wish our friendship can come back I have now really understood you hate me and how much a "joke" is to u. I miss you.

hey..i remember you telling me that you’re insecure without your glasses, you told me that others said you were ugly but the truth is, i think you’re perfect.

I can't do 20 assignments, clean my room, do sports, and check up on my friends all at once. I'm just one person

type your first love's name and what you would tell them... there's too much to tell you but it's not the same coming from me. You know exactly what I'm going to say. You don't know who you are and you don't know what makes you you. I can't tell you because I don't know either. You wasted so many possible relationships because you were too scared or were too unsure or didn't know what to do to make the right impression. If you're you and they don't like that then fine. Move on. If they do like you then you've struck gold. But you'll never know until you try it and find out. One day I hope you find someone that loves you enough to tell you who you are without you having to ask them. You need to know. Find Harry. Make it work because it can and you know it can. Make the effort that it needs. Please I beg of you. I love you too much to watch you're biggest fear scare you into allowing it to come true. I don't know the real you so I don't know what colour is the colour to pick.
Grey for uncertainty.
I love you anna. Please love yourself enough to open up to Harry because he needs that vulnerability to be able to give what you want and need.
Love,
anna

i know you say you don't wanna hurt me but you saying we should just be friends hurt the worst. i love you and i know you still have feeling for me. just give me one more chance. i love you LJ.

We aren’t friends anymore and I think I want to keep it that way, but thank you for the learning experience.