Unsent messages to AMY
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:52 pm UTC
You were my first choice, yet were happier being his second. I wish this didn't hurt like it does.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: November 12, 2023, 12:38 pm UTC
your eyes have always be the most beautiful i’ve ever seen. i miss admiring them.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: November 12, 2023, 12:24 pm UTC
i can’t keep pretending you’re not the only person i look for.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: November 2, 2023, 8:58 pm UTC
It’s been nearly a year and I still can’t get you off my mind. I love you.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 31, 2023, 10:03 pm UTC
You helped me through my darkest times and I’ll never forget you for that.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 29, 2023, 10:41 pm UTC
I wish we were closer before you passed ,I think about you daily and i wish you could know that.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 26, 2023, 6:29 am UTC
You’re my blessing I’ll live for my whole life
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 20, 2023, 5:25 pm UTC
Why are you so far away? What happened? Come back to me please
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 15, 2023, 8:41 am UTC
i wish we had been born on the same side of the world. i love you and will for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 13, 2023, 1:30 am UTC
please come back, i miss you so much and i want us to do things right this time please.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 11, 2023, 6:59 pm UTC
you are such a good friend to me and i appreciate that so much !
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 10, 2023, 8:58 pm UTC
you’re reminding me why i liked you the first time round.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 10, 2023, 6:54 pm UTC
i deserved better than that and you made me think i was the one in the wrong. i hope you feel bad
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: October 9, 2023, 8:09 pm UTC
When I think about everything you put me through I begin to realise that it wasn't normal
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: September 1, 2023, 5:14 am UTC
i miss being in love with you sometimes
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: August 17, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
proud of you no matter what. love you forever and ever.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: August 17, 2023, 10:25 pm UTC
you treated me like trash, and i hope u still regret it
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: August 5, 2023, 12:40 am UTC
i'm still waiting and hoping you'll text me
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: August 4, 2023, 7:12 pm UTC
i miss you sm and i don’t even think you care.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 31, 2023, 9:44 pm UTC
No one owes you an apology. You're choosing your own fate
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 29, 2023, 11:16 pm UTC
Was I really that bad? Like I didn't try to hurt you
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 23, 2023, 8:58 pm UTC
I can still feel you, when you're sad or mad. I still love you
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 23, 2023, 11:01 am UTC
Thank you, I'm really happy to be friends with you <3
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:19 pm UTC
I’m so sorry I didn’t do more. I really did love you
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:59 pm UTC
i feel abandoned by you although i have no right to
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: July 11, 2023, 8:37 pm UTC
over a guy? You were my best friend and you left me bc of a guy
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:42 am UTC
You lost something amazing. You lost yourself because ur so concerned with what other people think. I miss you but I think I miss a you that doesn't exist anymore. Maybe it never did
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:39 am UTC
Fuck you. Fuck you for lying. Fuck you for always hurting good people because you don't know what you want. Fuck you for using me
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:38 am UTC
i hate the fact that i ever met you. i hate that i gave you all my firsts, my first 3am call my first favorite movie and everything else. but at the same time i wouldn’t have want to have them with anyone else. i loved the time we spent together and held it too close to my heart. i hate myself for taking it too far and falling for someone i know could never feel the same way. i hate myself for not cutting it off when i know i should have. i hate myself for being a toxic piece of shit who can’t let go. but i wouldn’t want anyone else in my life. i hate myself for caring so much but i can’t help it. i spent a lot of time with you, maybe too much. i don’t regret a single second. there’s no one else i can imagine that would be in my life the way you are. but i can’t tell if meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me or the thing i regret most. i don’t think i’ll every fully get over it. i think you’re still the person who means the most to me. I think i loved you, i think i still love you, and i don’t think i’ll ever be able to stop loving you. and i hope that you can be happy with or without me.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:02 am UTC
You’ll never know about any of the emotional pain you caused me. And I don’t know how long we’ll last—I just know I’ll enjoy it while I can.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:09 am UTC
I am so unbelievably obsessed with you. You're all I can think about night and day. I crave being with you, even just to look at you is so beautiful to me. You're all I want.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:45 pm UTC
hello love :) i doubt you'll ever see this, and if you do you probably won't even think it's about you. but i love you, and i mean it when i say it. the distance is hard, i know we both need a good cuddle. but thank you for making my life better and despite the distance making me way less lonely.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 5, 2021, 2:51 am UTC
you're literally the coolest, nicest, BEST person i've ever met and i'm so lucky to have you in my life. you've always been there for me, you were my light in the dark. thanks.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 4, 2021, 6:12 am UTC
I never thought I could love again, until you. The distance is hard, but someday we’ll get the beautiful house with our little zoo. I promise.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:40 am UTC
Hey Amy, if ur reading this then its me Mayson ur favorite friend? just wanted to say hi and cant wait to make fun of u and see in class.Yay!!
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:11 am UTC
hey amy, you'll definitely never see this since this will get lost within the depths of everyone elses sadness, but i think ill just do it anyway. maybe it'll bring closure. dude i miss you so much you wouldn't believe. not your two friends, the toxic one who stopped our friendship and not the other one because shes kind of irrelevent, even though i know she'll be doing great things, with athletics and academically, but i really miss you. all throughout lockdown we could go out together and everything was perfect. we stopped talking over the DUMBEST fucking thing. and i hold grudges and i know you do too. you're worth a lot more than to be friends with that toxic girl. but you're too naive to see that right now. i think it was a right people wrong time kind of thing. i dont think you trusted me the way i trusted you but amy holy shit i really miss being your friend. i think we stopped speaking in July. its january now and i still feel the same way as i did when i was crying because i knew things would never be the same again. but heres some new things that have happened since our friendship came to an end: my sister was born. i was really hoping you'd meet her but not anymore. i went through really fucking traumatic shit and i needed you the most but you weren't there. you could have calmed me or helped me but you werent there and it made everything a lot worse. i unblocked u on insta, sorry for doing it in the first place.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:41 am UTC
amy. this is a love claim and a cry for help. i love you. maybe? i can't tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings. either way, i love you. i miss you. will you miss me when i'm gone? maybe it will be soon, maybe not. but i don't remember the last time i drank water. i can't sleep, i'm literally nocturnal. and i barely eat. when i do its usually some low-calorie thing. maybe you'll like me back if im skinny and pretty. do i even like you? oh i hate this. i hate me. i'm just an attention seeker and no one cares. no one will ever care. but i care, about you. no matter what happens, stay safe, stay alive. i might love you. im still not sure...
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:35 am UTC
hey. you probably wont see this but i guess that's the point huh. you're my best friend and i don't want to loose you. which is why i'll never tell you how i truly feel. how i want to hold your hand and cuddle. but maybe it's platonic feelings. i don't know how to tell the difference between platonic ad romantic feelings. anyway, please eat something and drink water because no matter if i'm your best friend, girlfriend or worst enemy. i care about you. i love you.
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:43 am UTC
hey jandice! it's the end of 2020 we got a lot closer this year which is fun. i really wanna go to mto rn. love you xoxo
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
I'll be honest. I really don't know how it feels to be in love. But I stg I hope that it is love. You have made me feel more alive and understood then ever
From: ABC
To: amy
Date: December 25, 2020, 3:28 am UTC
merry christmas baby. i know we don’t talk but i love u and miss u and this time of year reminds me of when u came here. i wish i could message u this directly but hope u have a nice christmas and u get spoiled. i love you amy, always
