Unsent messages to ALEXA

It's still you and I'm sorry

you may not think about me anymore but i miss you and im sorry

Still keeping my promise

I still dream about you

you’re married, why are you still worried about me

Old me didint love myself

I guess this is me Saying Something

I miss you so much :(

im in love with you

i’m sorry if i hurt you. idk if i can be what you need rn.

I wish we were more than that

I hope you’ll find someone else to make you happy

i love you bff

Do you remember this color..? I hope you still keeping it

I'm still here

love you forever and you matter

miss you lex

i’m so glad to have you as my friend <3

i dont know whether i should hate you or love you.

i do miss you still. i'm sorry i couldn't make it work.

do you even think about me?

I could see us together in the future.

i don’t know how to let go of people until i hate them. congrats, you made it possible. when i tell people the things you did to me, i realize how fucked up it sounds. you hurt me in ways i won’t ever be able to explain. over &amp; over again without hesitation. &amp; i let you, because i loved you. loved. i don’t anymore &amp; i can say that wholeheartedly. this is me letting you go.

You told me today i’m the only person you’re texting consistently out of all your friends. I felt kind of special :) I hope we get closer. This is gonna give away who I am if you ever read this but i loved the song Alone part 1 by x. I never really was interested in his music until you showed me a song of his. I hope you’re doing ok tho that song is rly sad, especially the end and u said that was ur favorite part... I love you. even tho we’ve only been texting for about almost two weeks, ur a great person :)

i was wondering what you did with my clothes but actually i hope you got rid of them, i hope you wear your new boyfriends clothes. i hate him, i want to fight him.

I miss you, we used to be so close. I realized something, i used to have feelings for you, and i think i still do. I have a boyfriend, but just thinking of you makes me blush. You made me realize i wasn’t straight, and i think you liked me too. I text you but you never reply, and when you do, you only reply a few times and then leave me on delivered :( i wanna spam text you telling you how i feel but i’m positive you don’t feel the same. Plus you told me you’re just going to focus on yourself right now. I’ll always be here, just one call away. I wanna see you, your gorgeous face, your red cheeks(even without blush), your soft lips. Everything about you is so damn perfect. I want you. I feel horrible, my boyfriend has no idea about this obviously, but i just want to break up with him and kiss your lips. Maybe one day alexa.

I know we have both had rough pasts, and i’m not allowed to see you anymore, but i’m always one text away.

what happened our friendship? it’s almost been a week since we talked, but probably months since we had an actual conversation. you drift apart from me each day even further. I love you. i want you to know that i’m here for you, i want you to know that you can talk to me whenever you need! I’m one of your best friends. You always distance yourselves from your loved ones when you need help, we’re here, we’re all here. I miss you, the old you. You’d rant to me everyday, tell me every single little detail about your day, i miss that. i took it for granted, i took YOU for granted. I don’t wanna lose our bond, i don’t please don’t leave. You need space, i get that, but i just want a text from you at least every other day. We only text occasionally and we don’t even have good conversations like we used to. You’re sad, sadder than ever. I can tell and i just need you to talk to me, i’m fucking here alexa. I love you, we all do. We will never stop loving you.

always by isak danielson

i miss you, i'm sorry by grace abrams

arcade by duncan laurence

same room by jp saxe

i wish i wrote this before it ended by adrian garza

jealous by labrinth

line without a hook by ricky montgomery

i'm unsure on what to write but i know i want to express my real and true feelings about you.
you are the one person in the entire world who can continue to hurt me and break me down and yet i will still want you. at this point, i don't even know if you are who you say you are.. but i don't know if i actually care. i want you to know that i just wanted you and only you, i couldn't give a fuck who you are or what you look like, i know your heart and i want that.
i hate that even months later i am still here wishing you'd just text me, it's been almost a week. i try not to be too needy now, i know you need your space and i know you are healing. i am proud of you. but it hurts a lot to not have you in my life. i adore you

you blocked me.. ditched me.. hurt me.. and yet i still forgive you..i don’t know why you did what you did i question myself if i were not good enough or just not enough.. i hope your life is better with you new friend.. i hope you still think about me or talk about me... either one of those i hope you’re reading this i just want you to know i regret nothing that happened in our hangouts at school or just anywhere. you mean a lot to me people are gonna argue with me for “going back” to you but it’s my choice if i decide to bring someone back into my life even if you really did break me so i just want you to know i dislike you screw you but i love you.- e (red was your favorite color)

I know black was one of your favorite colors I wish that you were here still and I wish you could have said bye or something like that I wish I knew what you were thinking I’m sorry that you had to pretend for that long I’m sorry I should have done some more than made jokes so that you would smile and the truth is I knew but I didn’t want to make you sad by bringing it up I’m sorry that I still text you even though I know that I shouldn’t because it’ll only hurt me more but I didn’t know what to say I didn’t want to be selfish and tell you to stay because I know that the pain must hurt so I wish you the best and hope your not feeling pain anymore and I’ll miss you I wish I could say goodbye but I can’t yet just let me talk to you a little longer I’m sorry for bothering you while your up there but I’ll truly miss you here

you hurt me, over and over and i finally blocked you but i need you, i need you telling me i’m a good person i need a reminder god please.

-You were always so rude to me. Calling me names, and including me in drama that wasn't even about me. You made me feel like shit. I wished I would have punched you that day. It's okay tho. You're dead to me now.

Hola... Hace más de 5 años que ya no hablamos, no tienes idea de cuánto te extraño, creo que piensas que te odio, cuando no es así, casi siempre pienso en ti, a diario, de hecho. Fuiste mi ángel, por quién aún sigo viva, fuiste la luz más hermosa de mi vida y no te mentire, seguir sin ti fue realmente dificil, seguir sin ti, lo es. Sabes? Me aleje de ti porque nunca había amado tanto a alguien, fuiste mi herida más bonita, estoy tan agradecida por tanto y ahora que no eres más que un fantasma de mi pasado, desearía tanto por lo menos solo verte, escucharte o saber algo mínimo de ti. Si tuviera que decirte algo lo único es... Que te amo, te amo demasiado y se que puedo estar amando una ilusión o los recuerdos que tengo que ti pero lo hago, y lo siento tanto por todo el daño que te hice cuando estuve tan mal, ¿Que basura de persona arrastra consigo al abismo al más bello de los angeles?. En fin... Espero que dónde quiera que estés y lo que haya Sido de tu vida estés bien y feliz. Te amo aún estando en el olvido y así me niegue a admitirlo.

i’m sorry for hurting you. i wish i could talk to you again and i miss you so, so much. you were my best friend, why did you have to try and pull our trio apart? you should have known i was going to choose her. i cant speak to you again, it would hurt too much bringing you back into our lives, and anyways, the only person i need is her. she wants nothing to do with you, it would hurt her if i were to reconcile with you.

I didn’t know who i was, but i do now. I wish I could have told you how much you meant to me and how much i loved you.

You are gorgeous, intelligent and don't take anyone's shit (can I swear on here?) and I love you for all of it. We went through some stuff together (camp) and I'm grateful that we're still friends after it. You've always been there for me and I know you're going to do great things. You're a queen.

why do you always distance yourself once things get difficult? why don’t you talk to me about your problems, im here for you, always. i’m your best friend, well one of them.

I love you forever. Despite the distance, I swear that I still miss you, you continue to hurt me and it hurts even more when I see that you do not choose to choose me again.

You know when you read a book and you reach the page that makes you understand the theme of the story? The story long realization? Meeting you was my realization. My purpose. You’re my epiphany.

i felt like i was boring you and like you were so uninterested in me that i knew it was better not to chase you when you left. u have no idea how much i just wanted u to come but i guess i’m just selfish. i wonder a lot about you but i hope you’re doing well, and i hope ur happy

i wonder if that message with my name on it was from you, but i think im just too high lol.. i hope ur well

alexa perdí el contacto contigo:(,nos conocimos por un Juego y t quise much0, no sé de ti desde 2016 and i feel sad bitch

i love you i have loved you since we becames bestfriends even tho u get me angry your not going no where i love you much you make me a better person of my self no matter where life would take us i would always love you,,,,J

I never thought we’d be this close. I love you because you listen to my problems and try to help even tho it may be hard , I love you

i love you,i have loved you from the moment we became best friends you make me so happy even with everything u put me thru i would'nt trade you for nothing i love you so much ....J

i dont know where id be without you. you've done so much more for me than you'll ever know. i love you

Hi kids and hi bm that went and had kids with other people... anyways Ik y’all don’t know who I am or maybe y’all do (idk), I just wanted to say be good to your mom and don’t stress her out. I told her not to have all of y’all, but she did, so be good to her since she gave you life. And whoever is the funny one... keep being you bubs bc you are AMAZING!! I also hope one y’all turn out gay bc flavor. Anyway, love you kids that aren’t mine and don’t let school depress you!

You are my favorite mom, mafia princess, bm, gf, and mom! You’re one of the sweetest people Ik and always remember that what other people say about you or expect from you don’t matter bc you’re a wonderful person and ik for a fact that you’ll do GREAT things in the crazy thing we call life! Love you and keep being your lovely self
P.s. I want to kiss you mamas