From: ABC
To: alexa
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:34 am
I know black was one of your favorite colors I wish that you were here still and I wish you could have said bye or something like that I wish I knew what you were thinking I’m sorry that you had to pretend for that long I’m sorry I should have done some more than made jokes so that you would smile and the truth is I knew but I didn’t want to make you sad by bringing it up I’m sorry that I still text you even though I know that I shouldn’t because it’ll only hurt me more but I didn’t know what to say I didn’t want to be selfish and tell you to stay because I know that the pain must hurt so I wish you the best and hope your not feeling pain anymore and I’ll miss you I wish I could say goodbye but I can’t yet just let me talk to you a little longer I’m sorry for bothering you while your up there but I’ll truly miss you here
