Unsent messages to AJ
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 30, 2023, 4:53 am UTC
i’m falling for you harder and harder each day, my love
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 30, 2023, 2:23 am UTC
i look for u in every other guy. but none feel the same as you
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 27, 2023, 6:39 pm UTC
u loved me how i need but u hurt me so much
i miss u
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 10, 2023, 3:40 am UTC
I always think about our first kiss on a random friday afternoon
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 7, 2023, 1:33 am UTC
Promised me you had changed, I didn't deserve any of it
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 6, 2023, 6:21 pm UTC
I like how it feels when you're in my mind,..sometimes
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: August 4, 2023, 6:33 pm UTC
you drew stars across my scars and now i’m bleeding
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 28, 2023, 5:27 am UTC
i wish you liked me the way that i like you
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 19, 2023, 9:02 pm UTC
i can still feel the ghost of your lips against mine
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:36 am UTC
walking away was the best decision i’ve ever made
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:11 pm UTC
Leaving you felt like breathing for the first time
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:58 pm UTC
i wish u seemed as excited about me as i am about you
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:18 pm UTC
wish that you could see all the love i have for you!
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:53 pm UTC
as much as i do like you, im scared of being hurt again
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:52 pm UTC
I miss what we had, I'd still come back if you wanted me to
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:31 pm UTC
I am glad you are happy now. I have finally found my happiness.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: July 13, 2023, 11:20 pm UTC
you frustrate me but i really hope we last
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:03 pm UTC
I miss when we first met. Your not who I know now. I gave you everything and I still will. I wish you would come back
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:43 pm UTC
All my messages are to you/about you. I say I'm done, but I can't shake this hurt. You were my friend & I felt that we would've worked. You've been missing & I'm not going to beg you to be presenr. But, fuck it still hurts.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:39 pm UTC
i hate you. i’ve always been told that those words mean something far beyond my knowledge but i can’t think of another way to express how i feel about you. you make my blood boil and my stomach sick when you text me. my stomach always turned when you messaged me. even before. it was a different kind of sick though. the kind of sick that encapsulates your body and flutters inside your stomach. you made me feel loved. and my god did i pay for such a great feeling. because now i feel the lowest i’ve ever felt in my life. and you started it. i understand you’re young and make mistakes but jesus christ how could you be so stupid? have considerations for other peoples feelings! i thought me of all people would have your sympathy but you treated me ruthlessly and with absolutely no remorse. you made me feel small and unworthy of anybody’s love. and i still do. i struggle finding my self worth and i’ve tried getting validation from other boys but still, i feel gross. you made me feel gross and i hesitate to call you my first love but i guess at one point in time i did love you. but please know that i am so through with you. i’m not one to hate or hold grudges but jesus christ you make it so hard.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:52 pm UTC
I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you, but I know I did and nothing will excuse that. I miss you. Please give me another chance.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:45 am UTC
im sorry i never asked you how you felt and just went with however i felt. and happy new year i hope you have an amazing and wonderful year !!
- yours truly, mika
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:48 pm UTC
why do u do this? why do you hit me up once a month then stop talking to me until the next month. why'd you snap me off her account? just give me an answer
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:55 am UTC
thank you for loving me ever so unconditionally. ive never been as happy as i am with you. im so excited to grow old with you. i love you. i really do. forever and always. pls never forget that.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:08 pm UTC
thank you for showing me what love feels like, i miss you so much and i wish i could’ve made things work for us.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:33 am UTC
sometimes i hope you’ll find your way back to me and apologize, but i know that’s not the type of person you are. i miss u and ur stupid faces
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
i often find myself seeking solace in the idea that in another reality or dimension, elsewhere, we must have worked out. there must have been a place set in time where our ‘happy ever after’ was predestined to be fulfilled, whether that be in another lifetime or another realm of being. my special boy, who will never cease to exist in my thoughts, i love you
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 31, 2020, 7:49 am UTC
You had taken it upon yourself to prove it to me since day one that we were supposed to be nothing more than friends, I'm glad you succeeded. I accept whatever you want to say and yes let's be friends :)
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 27, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
There are too many sorrys I owe you. I hurt you in subtle ways that I excused but I understand how cruel it all was. I love you still. I miss you still. You were a good man to a broken girl. We were never meant to get married, but you set me on a new path to becoming the woman I'm supposed to be instead of the immature rash girl I was. I will love you always baba. (PS you made my freshman year the best year of my life)
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 25, 2020, 3:53 am UTC
I still think about you all the time. I miss you. I wish you’d come back. I’m sorry I ruined it. I regret it all the time. I think I will forever.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 24, 2020, 6:31 am UTC
I'm pretty sure you knew I liked you, I was too shy to speak up. But you moved on without me, the pain is still there like it was yesterday.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:06 am UTC
Thanks for making me hate myself and everything about me. You always made me feel bad for having feelings or having an opinion. You acted like you owned me and made me feel like shit. You were supposed to be my "best friend" but bitch you hurt me. Your sisters a hoe too.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
I was always the one apologizing even though you were the one that hurt me. But then again, it was always about you.
From: ABC
To: AJ
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:06 pm UTC
i want to reach out to you so bad, but i know i shouldn't. there are so many things i still need to say to you.
