im sorry i never asked you how you felt and just went with however i felt. and happy new year i hope you have an amazing and wonderful year !!

- yours truly, mika

i often find myself seeking solace in the idea that in another reality or dimension, elsewhere, we must have worked out. there must have been a place set in time where our ‘happy ever after’ was predestined to be fulfilled, whether that be in another lifetime or another realm of being. my special boy, who will never cease to exist in my thoughts, i love you

after everything that happens. i still think abt you. i think it was love. there’s no other explain. you probably think i’m crazy. but idc what i felt was real. together we had a great connection but it crashed and burned. all the love stories are the heartbreaks. i hope you know how much i care about you even after you broke me. i’ve written to you a million times and never told you. i’m sure you don’t ever think abt me and think i’m crazy and regret everything but i know you had to have felt something at some point. i’m scared i’ll never feel a connection like that again. you ruined my trust and i’m scared to love anyone again. but no matter what i wish you the best and i hope you realize the person you’ve become because i miss the old you. i love you and i hate you. a million works can’t describe how i felt after us. imagine.

My parents get angry when i tell them i still think you’re the one im going to marry. don’t make me give up on us.

Remember how you always told me that hurting me and letting me down were your biggest fears? You did.

idk why u dont talk to me anymore. i rlly like u.. a lot and even tho we barely talked i felt a connection

You were my soulmate, you were my best friend, you were supposed to be my forever... rest easy baby I hope to see you soon

i want to reach out to you so bad, but i know i shouldn't. there are so many things i still need to say to you.

I wish i could tell you how i feel. ive liked you for so long but you will never feel the same way back and thats ok.

I was always the one apologizing even though you were the one that hurt me. But then again, it was always about you.

We're both in different relationships right now but for some reason I have dreams of us together and just laughing like we used to. We no longer talk since we broke up long ago but i miss having you as a friend.

Thanks for making me hate myself and everything about me. You always made me feel bad for having feelings or having an opinion. You acted like you owned me and made me feel like shit. You were supposed to be my "best friend" but bitch you hurt me. Your sisters a hoe too.

Ang saya natin noon. Sorry I left without telling you. I know I turned you down because I was not ready but I want to let you know that I still remember how you cared for me, how you were there every single day. I appreciate the love you gave me. Im sorry I couldn't return it. But I still think about you and I hope you're well

We never went on our pizza date and I still haven’t lit the candles you gave me. I’m sorry it didn’t work...

It's all too much and it's all pointless. I wish everything could fucking stop everything for like a good month or two so I can finally breath. I want to get rid of this immense amount of pressure I feel to do anything and everything because it's fucking paralyzing and I feel like shit all the time

thank you. for everything you've done for me. thank you. you saved me. please please don't go. just hold onto me forever okay?

I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you, but I know I did and nothing will excuse that. I miss you. Please give me another chance.

I stop myself every time i try to call you. It's been almost a year since ive heard your voice. I just need you here. I miss you in my bones.

i guess this is goodbye, cub. i hope you are happy with her, please don’t treat her the way you treated me.

I'm pretty sure you knew I liked you, I was too shy to speak up. But you moved on without me, the pain is still there like it was yesterday.

you were the first person i ever truly loved sometimes i wonder what it would've been like if i never let you go i'd take you back in a heartbeat i hope you find someone that treats you well

I still think about you all the time. I miss you. I wish you’d come back. I’m sorry I ruined it. I regret it all the time. I think I will forever.

Y r u so damn dry, and the thing is i know u think we are having a good convo but rlly its the same thing over and over. Tell me abt the little things how hockey practice was if your team won anything even the smallest detail about wha u ate idk idrc, i just wanna hear you open up and not this dry as shit.

thank you for loving me ever so unconditionally. ive never been as happy as i am with you. im so excited to grow old with you. i love you. i really do. forever and always. pls never forget that.

I wish you wouldn’t hold back from me…

how could u do that to me? i was willing 2 love u forever but u didnt want my commitment and loyalty

i love you so much. but theres no spark. It feels like there should be. it should be you. im sorry.

i know we havent known eachother long but i hope you find your way back to me.

i love you more than life itself and i wish i had told you sooner

I thought you wouldn’t be able to hurt me until you did, love.

I got my license today are you proud of me? I miss you I’m sorry for how it ended i love you

I wish that we could have had a chance, but I gave you 3 and you chose everything but me.

I still think about you

i went to your districts, told you i’ll always support you no matter what. i miss you so much aj.

crazy that we’ve been watching each others lives from the sidelines all these years. weird.

you’re the only boy i’ve felt comfortable with. i’m scared of losing you.

i'll be waiting, always

Tell me you miss me, cause ik i miss you

Sometimes when I think about you, I remind myself how easily you moved on.

im sorry for saying i love you

i hope you get to heal and that eventually you find you’re capable of loving. i promise you are

I only wanted you to happy. I guess she could do that in under 3 weeks. Guess I wasn’t worth it

Loud and proud queen, loud and proud <3

i hope you're the one

i love all of you, my sweet angel.

I hope she makes you happy fr, gets everything I wanted. I hope she keeps my side of the bed warm

I hope you stay sober and I hope you stay safe and happy. We loved you, but that wasn’t enough

Tdy would have marked 1 year since we first met,I still miss u and see myself with no one but u

i saw u in my dreams again i miss u so much baby

I miss you terribly kitty And I still love you too.