Unsent messages to ACE
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: December 21, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
I started smoking so I could use the notecards I wrote all the reasons I loved you on as rolling papers.
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: December 17, 2020, 11:03 pm UTC
AYO thank u sm for literally everything you've done for me?? i literally love u sm and i wanna hang out with u again TT pls hmu
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:11 am UTC
Where did i go wrong? Please come back i miss you. I was doing so fucking good with you why did you have to go
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: December 6, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
You were a catfish in the end but I loved you so so much. I cant see myself in a relationship because of you and I hate it. But thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
At the end of the day it's always you. You're the one I go to bed thinking of, hoping you're doing okay.
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:03 pm UTC
I know that I said I didn’t want to talk to you, but I thought about you every night after I’ve said that for 5 years
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:03 pm UTC
I know that I said I didn’t want to talk to you, but I thought about you every night after I’ve said that for 5 years
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:01 am UTC
You were my first love. And I’ll never forget you because of how you treated me. You were the root of all of my toxic and manipulative behaviors that I have some then fixed. You said that maybe later in life we could meet at a coffee shop in a different place but I hope I never have to see you again
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: October 13, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
sometimes i still make monkey bread and think of you. i wonder if you are okay and safe. i think you were at your aunts house when we last spoke and were decorating your room there (?). i hope you are okay and that 16 has been treating you well. you always gave so much and took nothing in return. i miss you lots but i know that you wouldn’t have left if you didn’t need to. i loved waking up to your messages in the morning. i loved listening to you talk about shows i never watched. i wish i told you i loved you more. i hope you are safe and happy wherever you are. sometimes i miss you so much it hurts. i hope you are doing better now and know that even if you aren’t a part of my life anymore i will still love you in whatever you do.
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
I had a big crush on you a few years back and was upset when you had to move to Japan. I still kind of like you.
From: ABC
To: Ace
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:39 am UTC
i hope that one day , you will wake up and look outside the window of a small house , in a big town. with waterfalls and streams , large trees and woodlands , small shops and secret alley ways lit by golden lights. that you will always smell fresh bread and blooming flowers. that even on days where the rain seems so heavy you could drown and the fog clouds your head , that you feel so much you could break that you will turn over in bed and see me there to comfort you and we will take you on a trip , in our truck and go tunneling or a bike ride to a dimly lit cafe to cheer you up. one day you will be okay and i cannot wait to be there when that happens. thankyou , that despite it all , you have made me feel infinite ... i love you elio
