sometimes i still make monkey bread and think of you. i wonder if you are okay and safe. i think you were at your aunts house when we last spoke and were decorating your room there (?). i hope you are okay and that 16 has been treating you well. you always gave so much and took nothing in return. i miss you lots but i know that you wouldn’t have left if you didn’t need to. i loved waking up to your messages in the morning. i loved listening to you talk about shows i never watched. i wish i told you i loved you more. i hope you are safe and happy wherever you are. sometimes i miss you so much it hurts. i hope you are doing better now and know that even if you aren’t a part of my life anymore i will still love you in whatever you do.