i hope that one day , you will wake up and look outside the window of a small house , in a big town. with waterfalls and streams , large trees and woodlands , small shops and secret alley ways lit by golden lights. that you will always smell fresh bread and blooming flowers. that even on days where the rain seems so heavy you could drown and the fog clouds your head , that you feel so much you could break that you will turn over in bed and see me there to comfort you and we will take you on a trip , in our truck and go tunneling or a bike ride to a dimly lit cafe to cheer you up. one day you will be okay and i cannot wait to be there when that happens. thankyou , that despite it all , you have made me feel infinite ... i love you elio