Unsent messages to ABIGAIL
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: August 1, 2023, 1:53 am UTC
do you even realise what you did? do you regret anything at all?
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: July 12, 2023, 10:21 pm UTC
I like you more than a friend but I probably won't tell you
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:00 am UTC
I adore you. I adore you so much that I could take a bullet for you anytime. Everytime I see you losing yourself everyday, I feel like losing a piece of myself too. I want to fix you, I want to hold you like you始re the most fragile thing I始ve ever felt my hands on. I want you to feel that you始re loved. I want to tell you how much I love you. Unfortunately, I can始t. But, I始ll always be one call away, I始ll always stay for you.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:12 am UTC
i love you but im sure you don't love me back, i'm sorry but i love you too much it hurts a little inside knowing i might not get to hug you but remember me as someone who loved you
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 25, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
Thank you for everything you鈥檝e done for me over the past couple months. I really appreciate you more then you know. You deserve the world and I鈥檓 beyond grateful for us to have met. You really stepped in when I needed it most. Thank you again
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
I regret a lot about you. I regret convincing myself that you would ever think of me as worthy. I regret making myself feel bad for even liking you to start with. I regret getting jealous because I was confused. I regret ever showing you this website. I regret ever not hating you as much as I used to. I just wish you understood what you used to be able to do to me. I regret never telling you. I regret being so sorry all the time. I know I'm gonna regret being so bitter, but I most regret ever letting you get close enough to know this was from me.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 21, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
you hurt me a lot and i loved you so much, but i've forgiven you. i know i wasn't the best either and an older me would have done a lot different. thank you.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 18, 2020, 8:02 am UTC
fuck you. i thought i could trust you, i thought i mattered, but i guess not cause you turned around and stabbed me right in the back. i sit here crying myself to sleep while you go laugh with friends. i hate you
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:18 pm UTC
i wanna thank you for everything you've done for me and i just wanna say how much you mean to me and you have been by my side ever since we were six and now im saying goodbye to you and everyone .i love you.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
you are one of the strongest people I know. thank you for staying a little longer than you were expecting. you love fully never stop that even if they keep hurting you. that's your shine!
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:22 am UTC
I look back now and I see that in very little ways you showed me that I had a whole new part of myself I wasn't even aware of yet. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:30 am UTC
i've had a crush on you for about 3 years. i know you're bisexual but i don't want to make it awkward.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: November 15, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
You鈥檝e made me question everything about myself in the best way possible, i鈥檝e liked you for 4 years without even knowing. You kept me steady and you鈥檙e never gonna know that you鈥檙e my favourite thing within our universe. Like molten silk you make me float, i鈥檓 always going to miss you for the rest of my days. Thank you for existing at the same time as me, one day we could be perfect.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: November 2, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
Your face is as beautiful as your soul. I fall deep into your eyes every time I look. I would give anything for you to look at me the same.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:37 pm UTC
i wonder if you still sleep with the pillow & blanket i got you. it鈥檚 so small but i just wonder sometimes.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: October 2, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
I wish I hadn't ended things between us Abs. You were my first everything but most importantly my first love. I'm sorry I hurt you so bad but I knew I was holding you back. I wonder if this is your favorite color still, it's mine because of you.
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: October 2, 2020, 4:37 am UTC
U still pop into my head sometimes. A little clip of us, back when things weren't so complicated. I really hope u found peace with urself, that's all I ever wanted for u. It still stings even after all this time, but I guess all wounds heal at some point. I hope u know I miss us too, but I don't think I can ever say that out loud. Thank you for all the memories, I still hold onto all of them. x
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
Hey goofy, you鈥檙e my best friend and I will always be there for you no matter the situation and no matter how far I am. I hope someday it will all work out, but as long as you鈥檙e in my life I know everything will be okay. I love you to the moon and back a million times over. FAA baby no matter what
From: ABC
To: Abigail
Date: September 29, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
hey abby, just wanted to say how much you've impacted my life. our friendship has been through ups and downs. but at the end of the day we're here for each other. i will never forget you. you're one of the few people left on this earth that gets me. thank you for everything.
