Unsent messages to ZARA
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: May 29, 2024, 2:56 am UTC
I love you more then life itself. I can't wait to marry you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: May 14, 2024, 5:54 am UTC
We're more like strangers than friends now, but it's better than being enemies. How's the dog?
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: May 10, 2024, 8:50 am UTC
I miss you. But I wish you the best of luck in life. I hope you make good choices.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: April 30, 2024, 3:03 pm UTC
I’m sorry I did this, I need to figure out my life, and I’m sorry you can’t understand it
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: April 29, 2024, 10:16 pm UTC
Your freckles and eyes drive me crazy, I think I love you
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: April 29, 2024, 8:25 pm UTC
i saw you commented on my post and deleted it. text me. you know I'll forgive you for what you did.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: April 26, 2024, 5:00 am UTC
I don't have to forgive you, and I probably wont.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 24, 2024, 3:25 pm UTC
i think i'm falling out of love with you. u make me feel claustrophobic & i can't be mad at u for it
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 18, 2024, 8:40 pm UTC
You’re my favourite friend, I’m sorry I want you as a lover
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 16, 2024, 1:11 pm UTC
you’re my best friend. I love you. maybe more than I should. I’m confused and im sorry
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 6, 2024, 5:12 pm UTC
I love you. My whole heart belongs to you. <3
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 6, 2024, 2:53 pm UTC
you lost someone who adored you simply because you couldn’t take accountability and apologise.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: March 4, 2024, 6:18 pm UTC
I dream about you every night, about that one apology I didn’t get. Why can’t you just say sorry.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: February 27, 2024, 7:23 pm UTC
my first love
I hope you could understand how much i love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: February 13, 2024, 5:45 pm UTC
i miss you. you’re one of my best friends. reach out to me when you are ready. i will be there
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: February 6, 2024, 9:05 pm UTC
you’ve changed, not for the better.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: February 2, 2024, 3:10 pm UTC
you're so refreshing to be around. I love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 30, 2024, 10:11 pm UTC
Why won’t you look at me the way you look at him?
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 10, 2024, 4:57 pm UTC
i dont know if we still work but i dont want to let you go
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: November 12, 2023, 12:09 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish there was more than friendship between us
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: November 4, 2023, 1:56 am UTC
only if you knew how much i love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: October 11, 2023, 11:49 am UTC
u got everything u deserved after I left. My only regret is that I wasn’t there to see it
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: October 10, 2023, 3:57 am UTC
it's gotta end at some point and i have to to take the first step
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: September 22, 2023, 8:03 am UTC
i don’t want to like you anymore
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: September 5, 2023, 6:07 pm UTC
i hate that “not coming back” is the only thing you meant
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: August 2, 2023, 12:08 am UTC
I think of you every time I see a paper crane
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:41 pm UTC
I'll never be able to hate you even though I really want to
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:52 pm UTC
Im sorry I broke your heart and now months on I realised it was a big big mistake, it hurts me even more to see that you've moved on to someone else and it hurts every time seeing you post him when me, a girl, who tried to give you everything is sat here with these feelings which I cant tell you because you'll never see me in the same way. Seeing you 2 months ago made me really realise how much I still did like you and have all these feelings for you. I know I never told you but you really were my first love and I hate that I never told you. I hate the fact that I cant listen to certain songs and not think of you and sometimes I would say things that you used to say all the time and it hurts like a fucking bitch. I'm sorry. I love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:51 pm UTC
i’m in love with you. i know it’s unfair to say this now but it’s true, i’ll never love anyone the same.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:46 pm UTC
I wonder if you ever finished our show, I never did. I tried, but that felt like moving on. and though I know I shouldnt, a part of me still hopes you'll text back. its all so complicated and I cant be mad at you but it would be so much easier if I was. if I could just blame you instead of missing you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:43 pm UTC
I haven't spoken to you in weeks. it sucks to even just think about, so I try not to, but its hard since you're always on my mind.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:11 pm UTC
Why am I will never be enough to talk you down the ledge, if your only want is to suffer, spite, and hypothesise why, jump.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:24 am UTC
I read what you wrote on here. you've hurt me so much Zara, so fucking much. I'm a person, I make mistakes, but that doesn't mean I'm responsible for everything that goes wrong in your life. I don't exist to make your life difficult. I didn't ask for you to develop feelings for me, but you blame me for it anyway.
Step out of your own head, just for a second, and imagine the effect your words have had on me. It's my birthday, I don't need to hear how terrible of a person I am for adding a song to a playlist.
I'm going to leave you alone. You don't need to feel guilty.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:59 pm UTC
i love you to the ends of the universe and back but my intrusive thoughts keep telling me to ruin us. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me yet my brain is telling me to end things and i hate this
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:58 pm UTC
you dont understand how badly i want to just tell you absolutely everything thats going on rn but im scared that if i tell you whats wrong, itll make things bad between us
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:04 pm UTC
sometimes i feel like i am just your school friend and mean nothing more and sometimes i feel like we only have each other and it’s really weird. also i’ve been feeling some suppressed anger towards you for no reason but i just wanted to cause you pain. am i a sadist? probably not. anyways yeah. i feel like maybe one day we will kiss but we’ll see. i hope you don’t see this or i’ll cry literally i’ll be so mad. n e ways that’s what’s popping haha.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:36 pm UTC
i didn’t realise you hated me like you do. i’m deeply aware of the flaws you see in me - i see them in myself too. i hate myself for them. i don’t know if i can carry on being friends now i know how you perceive me. i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: December 28, 2020, 10:21 pm UTC
Hey, I wanted to let you know I truly do love you and I never want you to leave me. I love your eyeliner.
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: December 21, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
I love u so much. u deserve so much. stop waiting and start living. u don't need him, whoever he is. always all my love, f
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:21 pm UTC
I know you love him, and I know you'll never love me, but u make me feel like life is still worth living, that the sun is still worth seeing and i pray that ull be there when i wake up, but it is what it is x
From: ABC
To: zara
Date: December 3, 2020, 8:46 am UTC
You’re literally the best person I’ve meet in my entire life, you mean so much to me I want to see you happy
