From: ABC
To: zara
hi my love. i just wanted to thank you, for everything. everything you've ever done for me. you are the most precious and beautiful person i've ever met in my life, i adore you. i wish i could tell you how i feel. i don't want to ruin things with you. you're perfect & you're loved, cherished even. thank you for saving my life, i'll never be able to repay you. you're everything to me. please never leave. i want to grow old with you, i want to be your partner in crime. but, you'll never know, will you? from the bottom of my heart, i love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
You’ll probably never understand, but I loved you so much, platonically that is, but it grew to a point I was so happy just to see you, I’d get out of my comfort zone bc ik you’d be there. You just made me so happy, I’ve kept all the birthday cards you gave me, I remember last year crying bc you forgot to give me one. It’s my fault for unnecessarily growing attached to you. I just hate the fact we can’t be friends anymore and I wish I could understand why you lied to that extent. I miss you bro
From: ABC
To: zara
I gave you so much of myself. I lost parts of myself along the way. It hurts that it wasn't enough. I love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
I gave you so much of myself, I lost myself along the way. It's not fair to have to miss you. I love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
Me gustaron muchas personas en mi vida, pero el dolor que me causo esto fue el mas grande de todos. Me empezaste a gustar, eras mi mejor amiga. Me declare y vos pensaste que era joda, estabas con un chico y no me ibas a dar bola. Teniendo una amistad mas fuerte que todo, siempre que necesitaba algo vos estabas, me ayudaste en el momento mas dificil de mi vida. Diciendo chistes de estupidos llamándonos trolas, tortas, etc. Yo sabia que eras hetero aun asi lo intente porque tenia esperanza. Siempre te quiese dar un abrazo, y nunca te lo pude dar. La única persona que me gusto que me hizo llorar por su rechazo. Me hubiera gustado ser el, asi estar juntes. Espero que me hayas considerado tu mj, alguna vez algo mas. Espero que algun dia nos veamos y te pueda dar un abrazo aunque estemos a miles de kilometros lejos. te amo. Te mando un abrazo desde aca, tkm demasiado. Si lees esto te digo que no me gusta tu pololo, en realidad me gustabas vos. gracias por todo
Fuerte abrazo, tu trola favorita ?
From: ABC
To: zara
sometimes i feel like i am just your school friend and mean nothing more and sometimes i feel like we only have each other and it’s really weird. also i’ve been feeling some suppressed anger towards you for no reason but i just wanted to cause you pain. am i a sadist? probably not. anyways yeah. i feel like maybe one day we will kiss but we’ll see. i hope you don’t see this or i’ll cry literally i’ll be so mad. n e ways that’s what’s popping haha.
From: ABC
To: zara
Hey, I wanted to let you know I truly do love you and I never want you to leave me. I love your eyeliner.
From: ABC
To: zara
you dont understand how badly i want to just tell you absolutely everything thats going on rn but im scared that if i tell you whats wrong, itll make things bad between us
From: ABC
To: zara
i love you to the ends of the universe and back but my intrusive thoughts keep telling me to ruin us. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me yet my brain is telling me to end things and i hate this
From: ABC
To: zara
i hope you still like green.
often i find myself wanting to message you, to ask how you’ve been, desperate to know. but i don’t want to hurt you, to have to bring back a memory you may not want. but i promise you, when i’m out of school and have the money, i will find you- and you will have the choice to take me or throw me away. it doesn’t matter, just know that i’ll never forget about you, and even if we don’t talk anymore, it doesn’t have to be the end.
From: ABC
To: zara
I haven't spoken to you in weeks. it sucks to even just think about, so I try not to, but its hard since you're always on my mind.
From: ABC
To: zara
I wonder if you ever finished our show, I never did. I tried, but that felt like moving on. and though I know I shouldnt, a part of me still hopes you'll text back. its all so complicated and I cant be mad at you but it would be so much easier if I was. if I could just blame you instead of missing you.
From: ABC
To: zara
i’m in love with you. i know it’s unfair to say this now but it’s true, i’ll never love anyone the same.
From: ABC
To: zara
I know you love him, and I know you'll never love me, but u make me feel like life is still worth living, that the sun is still worth seeing and i pray that ull be there when i wake up, but it is what it is x
From: ABC
To: zara
even tho we were never together I have always loved you, and if you re gonna see this one day remember me, the girl who stopped u from killing ur lungs:) I love you
From: ABC
To: zara
i know you're probably still thinking about a lot of things you shouldn't be at your age. i know things are hard for you right now but I hope that you know I'm always thinking about you and wishing the best for you. i told you today that I finally found someone I love, I couldn't figure out it at first but finally with some help I figured out that I really do love someone. this person is you. you might think that this is weird since we've been best friends for so long and I understand that. I'm fine with it just being a one-sided love, with only me thinking about you and loving you cause that brings me so much happiness already. i wouldn't want to ruin our friendship. thank you for everything. i love you and I would die for you any day.
From: ABC
To: zara
im so so sorry. i lied about getting better and tbh I think I'm a lot worse. i might even be going soon. i don't know when soon is but its kinda soon I think. I'm so fucking sorry
From: ABC
To: zara
I love u so much. u deserve so much. stop waiting and start living. u don't need him, whoever he is. always all my love, f
From: ABC
To: zara
I read what you wrote on here. you've hurt me so much Zara, so fucking much. I'm a person, I make mistakes, but that doesn't mean I'm responsible for everything that goes wrong in your life. I don't exist to make your life difficult. I didn't ask for you to develop feelings for me, but you blame me for it anyway.
Step out of your own head, just for a second, and imagine the effect your words have had on me. It's my birthday, I don't need to hear how terrible of a person I am for adding a song to a playlist.
I'm going to leave you alone. You don't need to feel guilty.
From: ABC
To: zara
Im sorry I broke your heart and now months on I realised it was a big big mistake, it hurts me even more to see that you've moved on to someone else and it hurts every time seeing you post him when me, a girl, who tried to give you everything is sat here with these feelings which I cant tell you because you'll never see me in the same way. Seeing you 2 months ago made me really realise how much I still did like you and have all these feelings for you. I know I never told you but you really were my first love and I hate that I never told you. I hate the fact that I cant listen to certain songs and not think of you and sometimes I would say things that you used to say all the time and it hurts like a fucking bitch. I'm sorry. I love you forever and always
From: ABC
To: zara
oh where do i start. oh ik. fuck u. u ruined so much of my elementary school years and now ur trying to become friends? yeah i dont think so. the grudge that i hold against u is like nothing ive ever had before. i would go on but i dont wanna hurt ur fragile little feelings.
From: ABC
To: zara
I miss you. But I wish you the best of luck in life. I hope you make good choices.
From: ABC
To: zara
i hate that “not coming back” is the only thing you meant
From: ABC
To: zara
We're more like strangers than friends now, but it's better than being enemies. How's the dog?
From: ABC
To: zara
my first love
I hope you could understand how much i love you.
From: ABC
To: zara
i love you and i know you love me but i feel that are spark is slowly dying
From: ABC
To: zara
why are u acting so weird? i thought i was ur bsf, im going to push u away if u don’t ttm.
From: ABC
To: zara
I dream about you every night, about that one apology I didn’t get. Why can’t you just say sorry.
From: ABC
To: zara
you lost someone who adored you simply because you couldn’t take accountability and apologise.
From: ABC
To: zara
you’re my best friend. I love you. maybe more than I should. I’m confused and im sorry
From: ABC
To: zara
You’re my favourite friend, I’m sorry I want you as a lover
From: ABC
To: zara
i think i'm falling out of love with you. u make me feel claustrophobic & i can't be mad at u for it
From: ABC
To: zara
it's gotta end at some point and i have to to take the first step
From: ABC
To: zara
u got everything u deserved after I left. My only regret is that I wasn’t there to see it