sometimes i feel like i am just your school friend and mean nothing more and sometimes i feel like we only have each other and it’s really weird. also i’ve been feeling some suppressed anger towards you for no reason but i just wanted to cause you pain. am i a sadist? probably not. anyways yeah. i feel like maybe one day we will kiss but we’ll see. i hope you don’t see this or i’ll cry literally i’ll be so mad. n e ways that’s what’s popping haha.