always the artist, never the muse

even tho what you did hurt me, i’ll always be right back at ur side the second you call my name.

you remind me of lilac skies

i love you more than youll ever imagine.

Im falling more in love with you every day.

You let her hurt you repeatedly and complained but got angry when i tried to love you?

come here and let's have that mature conversation you were talking about.

i’ll always remember us. i wish i wasn’t so distracted back then

how was it so easy for you to leave after everything

I’ll never forget that night w u in the car
I’ll never forget any night w u actually
xoxo forever

first everything (but boyfriend)

i cried when i realised i loved you. i cried when i realised you didn’t love me

you make me feel understood

i wish you'd stayed

Thinking about you leaves me in a numb like state. I will always wish it was you.

i love you.

I miss how we were and how we acted.

ur the sweetest boy ever

I never meant to replace you. I still love you Zaky poo

i think i could love you. please fall with me.

I still think about you and wonder what happened after I moved

glad to know you didn’t take any of the advice i gave to you in the letters. maybe one day huh?

When will you stop messing me around and finally tell me where I stand with you?

it’s been months since we left eachother, you’re still my first thought everyday.

I miss you and ur silliness. I’m sorry for playing with your feelings I acc loved u

i’m so sorry Zak, I think about you everyday

In my head your song will always be overdrive by conan gray

rest easy, ill miss you forever, and love you for longer.

its been months. i dont think i MISS you, i just wish everything couldve been better.

Can’t stop thinking about you. Wish we could spend more time together outside of school.

if you see this i hope you reach out honestly, I miss you pretty boy

Would it have been different if I had ever admitted it to you?

i actually like u i hope this works out.

I so desperately wish I could make it stop hurting for you, i love you too much

i found the letters you wrote me the other day. you promised me we would stay friends. i miss you

i wish you wanted me the way i wanted you.

i wish you were still mine :( i love you

Your so charming I adore you if you didn’t have a girlfriend I’d say something but I respect that

Do I even mean anything to you?

youre still all i want and probably all i will ever want.

your text made my heart jump. one day let’s meet up and have a real talk. hope ur well

I dream about you every night - I wonder if I’ll see you again.

I hate that I let you use me

I need to get this out so I can move on. I've liked you ever since we met. I mean I really liked you

i hope all your dreams come true

I want my children to have your eyes. I don't want your children to have another woman's smile

I miss you every single day

You were my best friend. I'm scared I'll never hug you again. I don't think it would be the same.

i know things i wish i didnt. i can’t reach out no matter how bad i want to.

it’s been years ,i despise that i still mourn our lost potential, we were too young.i miss ur cats