i legit love you so much, you make me feel so loved and safe. i hope you’re the one that i marry. if not i hope this doesn’t end bad:/

Sometimes I ask myself why you left while I'm still here and how it would be better if we could switch places

Sometimes, for a second I believe I saw you. Then the painful memory, that we will never see each other again hits me.

it's been three months since you left and I still miss you so much I cannot breathe sometimes. you are the stranger I love the most in the world.

You were everything I had. But now you're gone. I hope we will see each other there again. Wait for me

Now that you are gone I hope that there is another world were I can one day see you again. Hug you again

I hate it here. I hate how you made me blame myself for the end of us. I hate the sinking feeling. I hate how you told me that if only I came by your house after we broke up, that we could've still been together. I hate the anxiety you left me with. I hate it here.

I meant it when I said: I hope we can take some time to become better persons for each other. I really meant it. I really wanted to be my best self for you. I really wanted us to find our way back together again. But somewhere along the way you left me alone on that road. I thought we promised to never lie to each other

i cant believe i was crying over you 4 hours before you put a picture of another girl in your bed on your priv story - at least delete me off it first. fuck you

you said we could catch up when I'm home for christmas like 2 weeks ago too. i think not anymore lmaoo. i really thought you were different.

tonight I'm sleeping in a room and I realized the last time I slept here was seven months ago, that night when we were on the phone and woke my sister up. can you come back now please because I can't do happiness without you

I hope you realize one day that I really loved you with everything I had. I hope you realize that no one loved you as much as I did/do-

i love you and i miss you so much but this is the way it has to be :(. I want to be with you so badly it hurts

In seventh grade, I had the biggest crush on you but when summer came I didn't talk to you because I didn't have snap yet. When eighth grade started I kind of forgot about you because we didn't have any classes together, well I told myself I forgot about you. When that whole thing was going on with J.D. I realized I was over you because I didn't care and I was happy for you, even though it didn't work out. But then you started snapping me more and more and then you started with the compliments and then you asked me out. At that point, I didn't really know how I felt about you so I said no and I found all of the flaws I could and I did that the other three times too. But there was one that was different. When you started dating K.A it felt a little odd. It's not that I wanted to date you but it felt like nothing had changed between us even though you had a girlfriend who happened to be one of my best friends. I didn't know what to do, and then you asked me out. What the hell. I hated you. You and K broke up after a while but I was still mad at you. If you are wondering yes I did tell her, sorry, I had to. But it has been a while and we are friends again and I'm glad we are. I just feel like I never know how to feel about you. You are very confusing B.G.F.

Hey.
As I'm writing, it's 5am on the 1st of January, 2021.
I just spent hours celebrating New Year's Eve with my friends. I didn't think of you anywhere in those times. It's only now, as I'm alone to sleep on the couch and I spotted your name on Spotify, that I go back to you and wonder where you are now. Who you are with. Who you are at all.
I miss you, but less than before. And I think I'm finally starting to resign to the fact that you don't want to talk to me anymore. After all, I want you to be happy in your life, and even though it makes me very frustrated that I cannot be in this picture at all, I must accept it. And as I'm starting this new year, I want to move on more than I ever did before. I pray that the moment where I'm finally completely over you comes soon enough. I'm ready.
There will still be tough moments coming, like all the painful memories of remembering what I was doing a year ago with you. Those will be coming for at the very least another six months, because this is a time of my life you marked more than anyone else. A year ago, you sent me the first text to wish me a happy new year. In like 20 hours from now, you'll call me just because you miss me and we'll talk quietly in the night of my house, feeling the happiness of seeing each other again in a few days. In 3 months, we'll say I love you to each other for the first time and you'll make me feel a happiness and comfort I never felt before and haven't since. In 3 months, we'll also have to separate again, which brought its own fair of struggles but also its happy moments; I'm still so sorry I couldn't live up to the bond we had, so sorry I couldn't trust what we shared. In 6 months I'll be coming to visit you, knowing as soon as I arrived that these moments I was living would be those I would later cling onto, realising even right In the moment that I would kill to relive them again in the next months of my life. In 7 months I will be thrown into the worst pain I ever felt and leaving you then losing you will be one of the main reasons.
It's over now, and I hope this is one of the last times I write to you. I want to let you go.

please just show me your feelings for me please. ive waited so fucking long and i dont want to wait any longer

my biggest mistake was making you my home. now you tore down the foundations and i have nowhere to go back to.

i never thought someone like you would be the first. you're the opposite of everything i thought i loved. yet when i look at you, or get a text from you, all i feel is joy.

hey. you were my light. without you it is dark. i need you here. pls show me a sign. i need to know you're watching over me.

I remember meeting you at a summer camp thing and you liked me. I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye.

hey bubba, you were the best thing that happened to me. I am heartbroken that i have to live the rest of my life without you by my side. you were my best friend. I miss everything about you. heaven is lucky to have my angel. you will always be my big brother, even though I am now older than you were.

So I'm laying here in the middle of the night crying, wishing you were here again but knowing it's not possible

How strange is it that you once gave me warmth but now the only thing you feel is the cold earth you're burried under. And so I'm here all alone crying in the middle of the night leaving my only wish to just see you for one last time ungranted

Why is it that everytime i try to sleep the memories of you hit me? It's been three moth i've spend thinking about what went wrong and how i could've done better

Thank you for the way I make him feel well ovbi isn’t good enough if the fit can come sleep with a literal dead girl

I liked you for a while but we were too close friends then when we did start speaking I stopped because of a friend and you were mates with my ex I didn't wanna stop but I value my friends I still very much like you but I think we have both mostly moved on and are still good friends shit happens man

hey, it's me again. you always bounced back after the hospital, why couldn't you do it one more time? I hope you're having fun up there. miss you.

in one of my birthday cards, you wrote "you and me, buds forever". I didn't realize that forever meant even in heaven. pls come back

i spent 6 months loving someone 25 hours away from me only to come out and finally be myself and have you not want me anymore...i wanted you to be my forever

Why do you mock me? You knew and still did what you did

It used to be so easy hating you.

I loved you too early and you loved me too late…now we are nothing

im sorry i couldnt make it to your funeral. i think about you every day.

we’re so similar it’s almost perfect. i just wish you liked me as much as i like you.

I still miss you

i wish you didn’t lie about wanting to be in my life forever

I hope you can still acknowledge ur beauty, cuz trust me its there.

I just need a sign

i miss seeing your face and hearing your voice <3
wish we talked more

i wish you stayed

i wish you stayed

if only...

you ruined me. all i needed that day was love, but that was never enough for you, was it?

do you miss me the way i miss you?

last december we weren't talking cuz of me. this december its the other way round.

One night together?
Then a fresh start?

You hurt, but i miss you. i wish we can work things out. Love you. hope you come back mi corazon.

I wish life was kinder to you. You’re too sweet to be getting hurt so much

Could we have a night you & me, for old times sake? After that day over coffee, ur stuck in my mind.

sometimes i want u in my bed. not like that but kinda like that