Unsent messages to X
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
you were a great friend to me, i'll miss that the most. i just wish it didn't end that way. i'm so sorry.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:50 pm UTC
hi boi! I really miss u...please call me sometimes or whatever. Actually short message is also really good. I just want to have good contact with u but for now we are strangers again ;)
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:41 pm UTC
i know that i wasnt good enough but i wish you could of told me. i would of changed just for you but instead you just left. i dont think i have feelings for you anymore because i know your embarrased that im associated with you still. i do miss what we had and i really thought that i would get you back. it has been a long time and i think im over it but it still makes me jealous to see you with other girls. rip to the year i wasted with u lol
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:32 pm UTC
I did so many things wrong but at the end of the day I felt like you didn't care. Take care of yourself forever yours.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
u warned me that u would break my heart, but I never listened ~ so instead of u hurting me alone, I hurt myself in the process of falling for u
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:36 pm UTC
Sinds the day I saw you for the first time I felt something that I had never felt before and as the days past by we became closer and closer I couldn’t go a day without talking with you you were my drug I tried living without you but I can’t now we are talking again but it’s not the same it’s like ee both still feel the conection but we are afraid of trying again and in case you want to know YES I still feel butterflies in my belly everytime I see you you are the only one that can change my mood with a “hello” I fucking love you and I think i’ll never stop loving you
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:05 pm UTC
me has destrozado la vida, me siento muy mal por no poder contar todo lo malo que me hiciste y lo mal que lo pasé contigo... Han pasado dos años y seguramente estés haciendo tu vida como si nada hubiera pasado, pero yo no olvido lo horrible que fue mi vida mientras estaba contigo. Espero que no hagas sufrir a nadie mas nunca. Me has dejado mas inseguridades que nadie, me veo horrible y no soy capaz de volver a ser yo misma, no me reconozco. Eres el gran error de mi vida.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:17 am UTC
If you're a real friend, you'd understand and be patient and kind. If not, well that's too bad because I don't remember you right now. I'm sorry. There is nothing I can do.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 26, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
Eras a la Ăşnica persona a la que perdonarĂa lo que fuera con tal de no perderte y aĂşn asĂ no lo veĂas
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 26, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
mi primer amor? no lo conozco, pero siento algo muy fuerte pero no se por quien, creo que el dĂa que lo conozca lo identificare, al menos eso espero. Por el momento, personas se burlan de mi por no estar con alguien, saben no soy esa persona que sale a la calle y porque le dicen algo bonito se rinde ante sus pies, quiero irme de este paĂs, lo necesito.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:25 am UTC
I hope, my friend will be my bf, but now he has a gf and recently I told him I really like him, and I was in love with him, but I still really really like him
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:59 am UTC
I think you might end up with her so i'll say it now. it would've been fun, if you would've been the one
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:55 am UTC
I finally get what taylor meant when she said " the greatest loves of all time are over now" we must have met in another life
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:34 pm UTC
te quiero mucho y me doliĂł que me cambiaras te echo de menos y te doy las gracias, tu hiciste que me quisiera a mi misma y me ayudaste con muchos problemas muchisimas gracias por eso pero me duele, y mucho
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:55 pm UTC
I trusted you. I thought you was different. Ive forgiven. Now I'm empty and you still won't let me leave. I wish you never hurt me.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:05 pm UTC
You were my first real love and u still are. Actually you dont feel the same. Im caring about u a lot. I just cant get u from my mind i think about u everyday. EVERYDAY. Well I know that u are taken. probs. whenever u are texting me im so happy. i just cant get over u. it all started in the beginning of 2020. pretty long time right? i just want to have you. i thought that all my feelings for u will just dissapear. they didnt ofc. if u feel the same...i will be the happiest person on the whole world.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:22 am UTC
i loved you with everything in my soul. it really didn’t matter what you did. i didn’t eat or sleep when we were apart all i could do was feel sorry for myself. i gave up a lot to be with you and look where it got me. alone. im still trying to get over you even tho ik you never loved me back. i wanted you to be happy, but ig you can’t be that with me.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:37 am UTC
you cared so much until you didn’t. you found someone else. you said “don’t take it personally”, but i definitely did.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:12 am UTC
Honestly I do regret not giving our relationship a chance. There has been so many times that I look back and want to cry at how much of a mistake I made. I'm sorry for how much I hurt you.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
i really did love you. but it was only me, i worked so fucking hard for that relationship but you did absolutely nothing. thanks for being there for me, all though it was only just about you. in the end, after i thought through all the horrible shit you’ve done to me and everyone else. and after i decided i could let myself be selfish for one; i deserved someone better. in the end. you didn’t care. you only guilt tripped me, and then forgot about me. if you loved me so much, how could you do that to me? how could you let me go so easily? how could you Not Care about me?
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:27 pm UTC
I can’t continue to stay here if you don’t want to, i can’t pretending the love i need if you don’t give me yours.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 15, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
you’re the best thing that’s happened to me, you’ve helped me become myself and i’m so grateful for that
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 14, 2020, 5:27 pm UTC
I finally accepted you're not coming back. But I don't regret meeting you. I wish you the best, and you will always be in my prayers.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 13, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
i always end up here..i don’t want to wait around anymore , ik I’m enough with or without you. But, you lied again. just admit it , you don’t love me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:40 pm UTC
Your supposed to be my best friend yet you date my ex a few days after I break up with him, then guilt trip me into all this shit
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 11, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
how do i move on when you were my best friend i miss you so much but you don’t want anything to do with me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:30 am UTC
life itself was so meaningless to me before i met you now that you’re gone everything reminds me of you.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
Todo el mundo merece tener alguien como tu en su vida. Solo espero que la vida nos vuelva a juntar en algĂşn momento, porque estoy segura de que eres el amor de mi vida.
t'estimo.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
kiss me before you go
please just stop and kiss me
make time stop
i'm selfish but i can't live without knowing you
my life will not be the life i know it's meant to be, it won't be right if i never meet you
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:28 am UTC
I don't love you the way I once did and it breaks my heart.
I can't say it out loud because I want to fall in love with you all over again. This time in real life, if you'll let me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:23 am UTC
I don't love you the way I once did and it breaks my heart.
I can't say it out loud because I want to fall in love with you all over again. This time in real life, if you'll let me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 7, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
I don't love you the way I once did and it breaks my heart.
I can't say it out loud because I want to fall in love with you all over again. This time in real life, if you'll let me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 6, 2020, 1:13 am UTC
I never thought the only person who could make the hurt go away would end up being the same person that ruined me
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 5, 2020, 6:30 am UTC
she is everything i am not in the best way. she's beautiful sure but she will never love you the same
From: ABC
To: X
Date: November 4, 2020, 12:39 am UTC
i can see now
clear as day
that you're in love with her but hey don't forget about us okay?
we haven't met but i know we will. you're my lucky one. we are destined to be
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 22, 2020, 9:57 am UTC
i have moved on and you need to accept that i don't want you anymore. why does it hurt you to see me with someone else? it's not fair bro. you were the one who wanted me first, but then you left me in the end. why? i remembered all the great times we had tho. you helped me both mentally and physically. you made me so happy at times. but at other times you just didn't understand how sad and insecure you made me. you had no idea about my mental illnesses, or how sensitive i was. if you cared so much for me, why did you body shame me, why did you compliment other girls right infront of me, why didn't you ever stand up for me. it still freakin hurts and you have no idea. i needed you tho. thank you for all the great memories we had together. thank you for making me feel like i was the luckiest girl in the world. but that's all over. the reason why i fell in love with you was bc of your kind personality, but now you're just a cold-hearted ass hole who gives zero fucks about no one but yourself. and i hope you know this. you're the reason for the scars that will never heal. if you cared so much, why did you go behind my back and talk shit about me. why? it makes no sense. i have finally met someone who cares for me. who stays up all night with me to make sure i'm okay. who makes me feel great about myself. why are you so jealous about this. you're the one who broke up with me twice. and now you're acting like i was the one who left you. i don't regret dating you at all, bc we did have great times. but it was a mistake that can't be fixed. i'm sorry i was never good enough for you. i wish you the best for you and your future. goodbye.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 17, 2020, 2:14 pm UTC
You’ve been engaged twice sense we have dated. You knew my fears yet proceed to make them a reality perhaps It was just selfish of me to think in the end it would be you and I. I’ve had many men I’ve lost count propose to me or make a proposal of some kind. A promise to have me as that someone for the rest if their lives. Of course naturally it had made me excited and feel that joy every little girl wishes of although at the end of the day it wasn’t you. I didn’t want to live throughout my dreams with anyone else and maybe that is my fault.
You see I don’t mind if your happy, not at all. It really isn’t that the fact that you may be living out my dreams with someone else. I understand it could be something you want too. Its the fact that you didn’t want to try with me. You never once messaged me from your stand point. I was running around with a broken soul thinking no one had yet to notice. You did. I never knew.
My brain thinks too fast for my fingers to keep up my eyes are drenched and I will forever say this is stupid and I won’t give you the satisfaction of my sweet words and knowing the things I’d never say to you. I’ll keep it at whatever this is.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
do you still have a key emoji next to my contact? is my fingerprint still saved to your phone? do you miss me or is she better? have you lent her the grey jacket yet, the one you’d only ever lend me? did we give up too easily? did you ever love me harder? could you ever have loved me harder?
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:18 pm UTC
do you still have a key emoji next to my contact? is my fingerprint still saved to your phone? do you miss me or is she better? have you lent her the grey jacket yet, the one you’d only ever lend me? did we give up too easily? did you ever love me harder? could you ever have loved me harder?
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 17, 2020, 3:17 am UTC
does my contact still have a key emoji next to it? does your phone still have my fingerprint saved to it? do you miss me or is she better? have you lent her the grey jacket yet, the one you’d only lend me? did we give up too easily? did you ever love me harder?
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 13, 2020, 2:20 pm UTC
never thought i would say this but i actually liked you back. but i guess you’re happy now, so i’m happy for you too
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 9, 2020, 3:19 am UTC
It’s been 14 years and I still loving you!! We can’t be together but I just want you to know that I still thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 7, 2020, 12:46 pm UTC
there was always something beautiful about you. I don’t know, probably your eyes when you look at me, or your smile :)
From: ABC
To: X
Date: October 7, 2020, 12:45 pm UTC
there was always something beautiful about you. I don’t know, probably your eyes when you look at me, or your smile :)
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
i fell for you, and i don't know what we are. or what this is. but all i know is that i fell in love with you. and i hate it so much.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 26, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
Why are we even still trying ? at one point you were the best person that had ever happened to me. but now i don't want to love you anymore.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:21 am UTC
I wonder if one day you’ll listen to my songs and you’ll think wow, these are great. Well they should be, they’re written about you
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
5 hours. 5 hours is all it takes to get to you yet it’s been almost 18 years and you still don’t know my face.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:18 am UTC
Promise me you won’t marry her. Not at least until after you’ve met me. Just give me one shot, and if doesn’t work at least we tried.
From: ABC
To: X
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
I’ve been in love with you since I was 14. 14!! Isn’t that crazy?! I’ll be 18 soon. In a way you’ve been the best 4 years of my life
