Unsent Messages

i have moved on and you need to accept that i don't want you anymore. why does it hurt you to see me with someone else? it's not fair bro. you were the one who wanted me first, but then you left me in the end. why? i remembered all the great times we had tho. you helped me both mentally and physically. you made me so happy at times. but at other times you just didn't understand how sad and insecure you made me. you had no idea about my mental illnesses, or how sensitive i was. if you cared so much for me, why did you body shame me, why did you compliment other girls right infront of me, why didn't you ever stand up for me. it still freakin hurts and you have no idea. i needed you tho. thank you for all the great memories we had together. thank you for making me feel like i was the luckiest girl in the world. but that's all over. the reason why i fell in love with you was bc of your kind personality, but now you're just a cold-hearted ass hole who gives zero fucks about no one but yourself. and i hope you know this. you're the reason for the scars that will never heal. if you cared so much, why did you go behind my back and talk shit about me. why? it makes no sense. i have finally met someone who cares for me. who stays up all night with me to make sure i'm okay. who makes me feel great about myself. why are you so jealous about this. you're the one who broke up with me twice. and now you're acting like i was the one who left you. i don't regret dating you at all, bc we did have great times. but it was a mistake that can't be fixed. i'm sorry i was never good enough for you. i wish you the best for you and your future. goodbye.