ive never felt like i was enough; never enough to receive any good from anyone. i am only to be used to make others happy and that is good. i love you, you matter to me

I just need to get it off my chest. My brain is working overtime and I can’t stop crying. It’s bad again.

you are loved and cared about. it will get better, I can assure you that. now im hypocritical, I don't practice what I preach. it'll be the death of me eventually, but i swear by it. if you have nobody to live for, live for me. a complete anonymous stranger. live for me

I used to oppress my feelings towards you, to the point where I couldn't even think of your name without having to distract myself. However recently I’ve learned that it’s better to feel these feelings rather than push them away. After all they do say that if you try to trick yourself into not missing someone you’ll end up missing them even more. So that’s what I’ve decided to do...of course I’m not going to tell you anything, it’s better to adore and support from afar I guess

hii! guess what?? im shifting tonight! im so excited! im going to do it, im going to shift to my desired reality. its so exciting ive been wanting to do this for so long, and i finally am going to do it. im in the process of doing all my preparations, and tonight i am going to use the raven method. i know it will work, i am going to shift. i am so excited i cant stop talking about it. i just wanted to talk about it to someone, as its in the process of preparing. but anyways, yeah im shifting tonight! ill come back tomorrow and tell you how it went in my desired reality!

do u believe that you can fall deeply in love with more than one person? or will you always compare everyone to that special person? or is each love different?

What’s hilarious is that I’m just now realizing that whenever I would ask if you were okay, you would never ask me back. You never cared I was just something pretty to look at. Well I’m done, I’m no longer going to keep making myself look like an idiot because of you. I do care for you still, but Im fucking over it. So fucking over it

why when im finally happy, do i feel guilty. why do i feel like i don't deserve it, why do i feel the need to cry even though i have nothing to cry about, why does feeling happy feel so wrong

i think i give out more love than i recieve. idk. but jesus i love this boy so much, when will someone feel the same about me

Looks like someone is too bitter and it has turned into this obsession of hatred. Fucked up in the head.

Im so happy for those people who found their love,i hope the best for the both of you and staystrong

This isn’t the end! This is your sign to get what u deserve!

you took all the good memories and left me with the bad.

i just want to be loved by someone