I miss you. I hope you’re doing good. It’s hard not having you around anymore when I used to tell you everything. You were everything to me. I wonder if over this period of time if you’ve found someone new or found a way to fall out of love with me. My only hope is that one day you realize how much love I truly did give to you no matter what. And to maybe realize the slightest bit how much everything hurt. I don’t know if me breaking was a blessing or curse, but what I do know is that it’s not fair. I care so much still, and I’ve tried to stop, but it just doesn’t work. When I met you I saw yellow, I saw the world in the brightest colors, and ever since you’ve been gone it’s went gray. I love you, and I always will. No matter how far time can get away from us, I will always be here.

Maybe it was the right person at the wrong time. We were both young and dumb, but sometimes I wonder how you could hurt me as bad as you did. Regardless of all the wrongs, there was still right with us. And I promised to love you through all the good and bad, and I still do. And if I was able to go back and relive every moment again I would, because I don’t regret it. One day you’ll fall in love with someone else, and I know that day will be hard for me, but I’ll be happy for you. At the end of the day since we met, all I wanted was to see you happy. Just know in every single world, I would’ve found a way to love you. Sometimes forever and always is just a moment, and those moments I’ll always hold onto.

part of me will love you forever, i hate that we can never get it right & be tg i wish u never moved