I used to oppress my feelings towards you, to the point where I couldn't even think of your name without having to distract myself. However recently I’ve learned that it’s better to feel these feelings rather than push them away. After all they do say that if you try to trick yourself into not missing someone you’ll end up missing them even more. So that’s what I’ve decided to do...of course I’m not going to tell you anything, it’s better to adore and support from afar I guess