Unsent messages to CA'GALAAR
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 19, 2021, 3:27 am UTC
The song I'm singing is one of the songs I put in my playlist for you. I never got to sing it to you because I was confused on how to change my hands that fast. It only took me 2 minutes to learn. I'd dedicate it to you (like the first line says), but we aren't together anymore. Unfortunately, I've always wanted to sing you a song in a rally! If you ever love me again, it's still for you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:12 am UTC
I'm slowly letting go of you. I have to. I washed the sweatshirt I wore when you last hugged me. I washed Bobo III. Only because I have to. I'm scared both have covid. The sweater I wore when I saw you on Christmas doesn't have covid, but I washed that too. I washed the socks your mom gave me.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:01 am UTC
I was productive when I woke up. I ate lunch and then washed dishes and then did laundry including my bed sheet right after each other. Now, I'm writing this.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 18, 2021, 8:24 pm UTC
Good morning. I think I miss you. I'm thinking about how you told me every single day that you wanted to go on a walk with me.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:44 pm UTC
Goodnight. I miss your big boy arms. That was freshman me trying to say I liked your muscles. Take care of yourself. Thinking about you earlier made me angry.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:45 pm UTC
You know I was never the type to crave a relationship. Crave love. Crave someone's touch. Crave a kiss. But now I'm missing all of those, but only yours. I only want YOURS.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:17 pm UTC
Good morning. I miss our late night talks. I miss you sending me photos of your sleepy face. I don't even care if all you say is that you're horny. Talk to me. Call me when you wake up. I've been falling asleep pretty early this weekend. Been able to distract myself from you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 7:31 am UTC
I feel insecure because... if I was never what you wanted then... why were you with me for 2 whole years...?
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:16 am UTC
I bought 2 skirts because you liked them on me. You never got to see me in the other one. It has pockets too.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:55 am UTC
Guess I'll just go back to my edgy self before I had you. That's how I preferred people seeing me anyway.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:53 am UTC
Duterte is dumb asf for saying women can't run for president since the Philippines literally had 2 female presidents bruh
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 17, 2021, 1:05 am UTC
It's 5:05 and it's still bright outside. Cuddle weather passed and we never even got to take advantage of it.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:00 pm UTC
A girl wants me to hook up with her but that's about it. No strings attached. I'm not feeling like "exploring myself" at this time. I'd just like to kiss your neck again.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:56 pm UTC
So... you never thought you'd have a girlfriend huh? I never thought you'd be the one to end it all. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:55 pm UTC
Damn God really said "This bitch too edgy lemme make her fall in love while still continuing to be a bitch and then break it"
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 16, 2021, 8:05 am UTC
If a teacher ever messes up my grade, I won't get mad like a Karen. People make mistakes, or just don't have the same ideas as us bruh. No need to go all Karen on those poor hardworking people. Just ask them nicely what you did wrong.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 16, 2021, 1:48 am UTC
Would you still love me today if I had asked you to hang out while you were in a gaming tournament? You were busy. Why would I bother you?
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 11:49 pm UTC
I'm watching The Crucible with my teacher right now. If we were still together, and if it weren't all online, I'd invite you to watch this with me at school.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:28 pm UTC
I want to learn how to sew and make dresses so we could talk about making things. But I'll give up on that now since I can't talk about it with you when the time comes.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:26 pm UTC
I saved every video you sent me before you went to sleep. I saved videos of you saying "Goodnight Jojo mwah."
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:24 pm UTC
My teacher made us watch a documentary and the part about the Mexican-American War has epic cowboy music lmao
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:15 pm UTC
Yes, I'm heartbroken. But you didn't break my heart. I'm heartbroken that I'm not yours anymore, but the only person to blame is myself.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 8:46 am UTC
Even though dancing is awkward for me, I wish I was able to dance with you in my long blue floral dress.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:02 am UTC
I wish I told my mom the truth. I'm finding out just now that she actually wouldn't have killed me if I told her. I was just scared my entire life.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:53 am UTC
I can't even fucking go outside because every time I'm out there I imagine us sitting down on that same spot again, laughing.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:50 am UTC
You were talking to me. Your face was so close to mine. I was tempted. I seized a kiss. I missed. You kissed me back.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:58 am UTC
I remember how your voice sounded like when you said "I don't wanna have to break up with you." That was about Indy.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:37 am UTC
I don't mind dying alone. That was actually what I preferred.
Before I met you. God, I would do anything just to be yours again.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:32 am UTC
I hope you didn't throw away any of my stuff. I'm fine with the pictures, but those are valuable and irreplacable. I know they're just plastic, but I'm sentimental leave me alone.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:29 am UTC
I decided to ask a girl I've never talked to for advice. It was a good decision. I'm coming out of my shell.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:20 am UTC
You're so sweet and kind. You're so compassionate. You're amazing.
I'm sorry I never told you all this.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:54 am UTC
Even though I broke it, I still kept the headphones you gave me for my 15th birthday. I never threw it away. It's special to me.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:04 am UTC
At least you still have 2 other friend groups. Where do I go when I'm alone here? And I drove you away. I don't know what to do.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:50 am UTC
WOULD YOU HAVE HUNG OUT WITH ME IF I ASKED WHILE YOU WERE IN A GAMING TOURNAMENT??? I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU SO FUCKING BAD, BUT YOU WERE BUSY.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:51 pm UTC
This is all my fucking fault I fucking deserve all this I'm sorry I'm really, really sorry this is all my fault
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:50 pm UTC
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From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:42 pm UTC
I miss every little part of your sensitive body. I was good at expressing affection that way (hugs, tickles, not sex lol). I thought we were going to turn out okay through this pandemic. But we didn't survive.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:33 pm UTC
I really wish I left you alone the first time because every single time I talked to you it backfired and I kept fucking everything up.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:10 pm UTC
I AM LITERALLY SO DOWN TO COSPLAY WITH U AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT. DRESSING UP IS SO FUN EVEN THOUGH IM 16
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:43 pm UTC
I'm really really sorry I don't know how to be a good girlfriend I just. This is my first real relationship ok? I regret believing all those toxic stereotypes about how it's normal not talking to each other. And how it's always the guy's fault. I thought texting was enough for you. I always bugged you until you got on. It wasn't enough. I'm really sorry.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:37 pm UTC
Remember when we held hands the entire time during the first play that we watched? Remember when we sat in the back row to kiss during the second play that we watched?
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:32 pm UTC
I was free all the time but you weren't. I always waited for you to be. I'm sorry. I just didn't want to bother you. I'll do better now.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:44 pm UTC
I don't want to lose you. I am so scared of you finding someone better. You used to be the one who told me all of these things. But I would never leave you. You were more than enough for me.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:26 pm UTC
I just want to be with you. I want to hold you. I want to hold your cheeks. I want to hug and smell you first thing in the morning. I want to wake up to you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:16 pm UTC
I'm so sorry for letting what people might or might not even have thought of me affect our relationship.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:58 pm UTC
I was so confident we'd last forever because we got through everything... and I started out not believing in us because I wanted to be realistic. I never should have turned to my fantasies.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:08 pm UTC
It was also Thursday that I looked forward to every single week. It was the day where I had 2 classes with you. It was the day I got you alone to myself.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:03 pm UTC
Your "sorry it wasn't blackmail" was so half-assed that's why it doesn't count bitch. You refuse to even do it properly. What the fuck is wrong with you I'm just asking you to take care of yourself
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:38 pm UTC
I know that you left me because I wasn't everything that you wanted. I was almost. I wish I was perfect for you.
From: ABC
To: Ca'Galaar
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:35 am UTC
Goodnight. I always waited until you went to sleep because that was our routine. You slept at 9. This virus fucked everything up. I'm sorry. And I'm glad you biked here at 5 am. Please take care of yourself. I need you. I love you.
