C & J broke up exactly a week after we did. I wanted to talk about it to you. At first I was like, HAHA! NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS! I found out because J posted sad shit, then I checked C's bio, he's off. I literally just mentioned her to a friend yesterday and he was still on there.


You know, she was the girl I was always worried about? She's exactly YOUR type. That's what always made me so insecure every single time I saw her. I love the way I look, until I see her perfect, perfect straight teeth. She'll tell you "shut up," and you'll obey her. You guys are already close. And she's your type. At first I found it funny how it happened exactly a week after us, and you know J finally getting it lol, then I realized how she's back on the market. And so are you.


We literally dated the same fuckin ugly dude. Our standards are just THAT low.

I fucked it up so bad to the point where I can no longer send you memes so I am saving it all in a folder for when the time ever comes.

I like Marvel movies and I used to make Miraculouses out of clay. I realized all this 8 days too fucking late.

I miss grabbing the back of your head while we kiss. Which I didn't get to do the last time we kissed because you're bald now.

I saw that Giselle actually made a Tik Tok announcing theirs. It broke my heart too. I never talked to her but she was always supportive of me in class. She's one of those people that makes me miss school. I remember when they broke up at homecoming, she cried behind me in Math and I asked her if she was okay. "I'm fine," she said through tears. She's really sweet and I hope she finds someone who deserves her. G and A got back together a hundred times. C and J got back together once... even A has hope it will happen again. I don't know about us.

My dream is fucking me up and so is their breakup. For the past few days, I've been able to distract myself from you by binging the entire High School Musical series. That dream... felt so real. Now I got a girl to worry about even more than I ever did before, and... I don't fucking know. Today, I miss you. Tomorrow, who knows?

? I'm all gummed up inside ?

I'm watching all of the Adventure Time episodes with the good songs because I remember all the titles, except I've never seen the Slow Dance episode because that came after I moved so I never got to see it. I started with the Fionna and Cake episode. You know why.

This is the whole reason why I started learning music.

Since I'm the first known person to ever like you, I hope I made you happy. That's all I ever wanted. I'm so proud of you for beginning to love yourself.

We literally survived... with nothing in common... for 2 whole fucking years... why did you even ask me in the first place if I'm not what you want? We could have developed THAT and hung out if we didn't have a pandemic right now. Just shitty timing. I know what to do better next time.

It's been a week now. YOU are the FIRST and ONLY boy that I'm having such a LONG and HARD time to get over. I guess you're different.






Knowing you, you're already done by now lmao. I'm not any different than the rest of your girls.

I understand bitter people now. I'm not in the mood to see happy couples in my feed. But it's my problem, not theirs. I wish I hadn't let the bitter people affect me. It's their problem, not mine. I wish I showed you off more.

You were never a bad boyfriend. You treated me well. I appreciate you for that. I always felt so lucky to have you, I'm really sorry for not saying that enough. I'm sorry I didn't do enough. I'll never do it again. I promise you.

Holy shit I didn't expect you to respond tears fell down my face immediately you have no idea. Tears fell on my lips and my mint chapstick burned.

I guess I still love you. In my head, I don't know. Trying not to. But everything else I do, what do they say?

Bruh unless you do something shitty it's literally never gonna go away. My heart is now immune to your political bs.

You literally have no idea my tears fucking fell INSTANTLY when I got your notification it's like I have a crush on you or something and then I switched whatever I was listening to to Clusterhug

Do you still want to be friends?


I'm really sorry I said I hated you I didn't mean it I was just so angry about not being yours anymore

Should kids be allowed to be kids and go through the rollercoaster of life, or should they be spared from getting early heartbreaks?

Hey... thanks for responding though. At least you still care. You can never make me feel like I'm back in a classroom again.

Mark replied to my story, I posted about my mint chapstick burning, it's probably that. I already know it's not gonna be any good so I'm just gonna ignore it.

I saw a photo of me 2 yrs ago, I remember that was the time you were absent from school and I was sad because you weren't there to walk me home.

Nevermind I think my period is just coming up. Still miss you though.



This is the Jojo equivalent of "wyd"

Clusterhug is the only idkhow song I've been listening to ever since you dumped me. Wtf have you done

I'm going to call you when this semester ends, if my teachers don't assign any homework, which I doubt. But I promise, I'll call you as soon summer ends.

Are you over me? The truth.








I won't believe that you're not. TWO years. I know how you felt about me. You can never just... get over all of that.

I'm so sorry I never thought about the consequences of my actions. I wasn't aware that someday... you won't forgive me. Someday... you'll get tired. I wasn't aware that we weren't going to be together forever.

It's officially over. I never thought this day would come. And I never thought it would come like this. You're different. I'll always wish I was still yours. Mahal kita. I just wish I knew that was the last one.

Hey, you still mean a lot to me. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you that a lot. I hope I showed it though. Physically. You still do. I hope you know that.

Whenever I said I wish we could've hung out before breaking up... you never even brought that up. What happened?

You know... I only had a little crush on you. And then I fell more and more and more and more and more in love with you every single day. Now here I am, wasting tears over you.

What the fuck was the point of jack dumping me if it didnt help me be stronger about this ellis breakup smh ???

I would do anything for you. I would take you to see all of the stars in the galaxy if I could. I would name one after you too.

I have all the potential to write a song about you right now but I'm not that talented unlike your sister

Goodnight. I don't fucking know why but you mean a lot to my heart. Mahal kita. Promise you'll take care of yourself?

If everything I'm expressing right now doesn't show how much I care about you, then I don't know what else will.

What do I have to do for you to take me back? Please. I still love you. You can't possibly just throw everything away.

You can delete and throw away all our photos but no matter how forgetful you are I know your memories of me will be with you forever.


Also I saved every single one anyway. They'll always be here.

You used to be so proud about how long we've been together. How could you throw all that away? You were so excited for our 2 year anniversary... which is next month...

I cry instantly whenever you say something nice to me because I know you still love me but I will never get why we aren't together anymore.

I can't even go outside without feeling sad because I'll always remember our last kiss in the parking garage.

Maybe I'll never get over you. I'll just learn how to deal with my feelings for you. I hope you stay in my life though.

Fuck you corona. If it weren't for you, I would have been able to kiss the love of my life one last time before we broke up. Maybe this wouldn't have happened if I was able to see him.

One thing I will NEVER, EVER regret is how I said yes to you even though I knew it was too early. I'm so happy I took the chance. I'm so happy you loved me. I'm so happy that I made you happy. I'm so happy that I made you love yourself. I'm so happy that you learned from me. I love you with all my heart.

Good morning. Did you eat breakfast yet? I'm sorry I didn't send you a goodnight message, I fell asleep right after crying.

Bruh I dreamed about kissing you again, except this time you just texted about wanting to do it. Yeah my brain's just making this all up.

YOU PROMISED ME.

YOU PROMISED ME THAT IN 2021, YOU'RE GOING TO BE BY MY SIDE AND CARE FOR ME EVERYDAY. YOU TOLD ME, I'M THE LIGHT OF YOUR LIFE. YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME. YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU'RE GOING TO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE ON A PICNIC ONCE THIS SHIT'S OVER. YOU TOLD ME YOU CARE FOR ME.



AND THEN YOU TOLD ME, "I JUST DON'T WANNA MAKE PROMISES I CAN'T BE SURE I CAN KEEP."


YOU PROMISED ME.

You did love me with all your heart. You still do. Hinding-hindi talaga ako makakahanap ng tulad mo. Ikaw lang.

If only I knew that was the last time we were ever going to exchange "My tummy hurts" "Awww babe, I wish I can help"

Ang hapdi kasi ang tagal na nating hindi nagiloveyou. Dalawang araw palang. Pero matagal na. Namimiss kong sabihan ka ng iloveyou. Kahit dalawang araw palang. Mahal padin kita, gusto kong sabihin. Kaya lang nirerespeto kita. Sige, take your time.

Gago. Bakit ka ganon??? Sabi mo sakin na tapos na. Wala na. Pero lagi mo nalang sinusundan ng "we don't know what's gonna happen yet." Gago. Nagpapa-asa ka pa.

Pero you seem confused. Unsure.

Tapos yan naman... nagpapa-asa ako sa sarili ko.

Hiling ko lang ay sana gumaling ka na.