Unsent messages to VIVIAN
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:32 pm UTC
I wish you would stop giving me reasons to leave
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:32 pm UTC
you have showed me that I am capable of being loved. Thank you for never leaving even when things get hard. I love you more than anything. My best friend forever.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:54 am UTC
i thought you were my first, but you weren’t. hope you’re still having fun in chicago. i miss hanging out with you.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:31 pm UTC
i freaking miss you and i hate that you left me bruh. why wasn't I good enough for you. Why arent i good enough for anyone. I should've realised I was never your first choice yet I continuously made the mistake on telling you everything that goes on in my life when you generally don't give a fuck. Fuck you for making me feel like that. Fuck you for leaving me. Fuck you
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
i was so mean to you. i'm sorry. the whole time i loved you and the only thing i knew how to do was hide it
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:01 am UTC
Hey Viv, I really miss you. It's been two months now as of yesterday. I wish we had a second chance. I want to hear about your day and tell you about mine, and whenever something pops into my head be able to text or call you. I really miss you, I love you. I hope you are doing good.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: December 3, 2020, 4:51 pm UTC
what am i doing wrong? you always leave me out. you make excuses. please tell me what i did. i can't take it anymore. i just want at least one real friend that will love me back and treat me like a real best friend.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:39 pm UTC
i'm glad i helped you discover yourself, but in turn you broke me in two. don't push someone else overboard like you did when it was us two.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:35 pm UTC
how did i disappoint you? what did i do wrong? and why did you leave first? i don't miss you, but i've always wanted to know if you ever did.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: October 25, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
You were my first friend and my first love. I still think about you and all the potential conversations we could’ve had.
From: ABC
To: vivian
Date: October 20, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
Why did you hurt me so bad? Why can't I trust you? Why aren't you picking up your phone? Why do you only text back saying you can't talk? Why does it hurt so fucking much to hear your voice? Why can't I forgive you? I loved you so much.
