Unsent messages to LANA
From: ABC
To: Lana
i didnt think you would leave but you did it only hurt when i realized we would never hold hands again
From: ABC
To: Lana
Hey! Just wanted to say that I really miss you. We're back at school now, so even with the new rules, it's not like we're far away. But that's not why I miss you. I miss you because you're shutting me out now. You may not know what's going on with yourself but that doesn't mean you can't let me help you. Anyways, I miss YOU.
From: ABC
To: Lana
Haha you were my first crush, but I never had the balls to do anything about it. I’m glad I didn’t though.
From: ABC
To: Lana
Haha you were my first crush, but I didn’t have the balls to do anything about it and I’m glad I didn’t.
From: ABC
To: Lana
You were different from my other best friends and it wasn’t in a good way. You weren’t a good friend. You were super toxic and got into stuff I shouldn’t have been. You didn’t believe me when I tried to tell you the truth you didn’t believe me. Once we stopped being friends I felt bad and almost went back to you if it weren’t for my new friends. Fuck you!
From: ABC
To: Lana
Do you think we could’ve lasted if you hadn’t moved? Do you still think about the broken promises we had that you broke? Have you cried over me every single day since 2015? because I do.
From: ABC
To: Lana
hey bby, i miss u so much i think of u almost everyday, i ruined our friendship in elementary school it’s all my fault i miss u so much bro i miss the way we laughed together so hard, u made me feel so happy. i hope u feel the same way. i always tell myself it’s my fault which it is, if i hadn’t ruined our friendship we would’ve been friends right now, it wouldn’t be so weird between us whenever we see each other. i love u.
From: ABC
To: Lana
hi baby i love you so much and you make me the happiest person ever and i want to see you already i miss you a lot
From: ABC
To: Lana
Hiya! You probably already know how I feel about you by now, because I often tell you :). However, I said I'd send you one of these so that's exactly what I'm gonna do! You mean the whole world to me, really. I love you with my entire heart. You're always there for me, and I know that sometimes I don't deserve you as my best friend but I'm truly grateful for you. Eternally grateful. You're so lovely, understanding, and I'll love you for all eternity. I always know I can go to you whenever I have something really good or really bad on my mind and I always just want to tell you. And when I'm hesitant to say when I'm sad, sometimes you clock that I'm upset and you somehow always manage to make me feel better, even if it's by just talking to me for a little while. I really want to do that for you too, but I guess you must not get upset very often, either that or you don't like talking about it. Because I swear I never do anything to help you. Hey, maybe I do, maybe I don't. But you're still my best friend and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I miss seeing your beautiful smiling face in person every week, but I'm also grateful that I get to see it over a screen every week rather than not at all. Even when you leave, I won't ever forget you (if we ever lose touch, that is--which I really hope we don't) and I'll always think of you as my inspiration and big sister. I love you to the moon and beyond, you stunning human being. I hope you're good, and that you're happy because that's something I really want.
You're the best,
Yours always,
B
From: ABC
To: Lana
i miss the person i became best friends with, but im still sorry
From: ABC
To: Lana
my childhood best friend, you'll always be special to me. I see the scar on my knee and i miss you
From: ABC
To: Lana
i wish i had liked you this much earlier and that you had never stopped liking me. i miss us :(
From: ABC
To: Lana
thank you for being my one constant in life. youve stuck by me for years and never gave up<3
From: ABC
To: Lana
i like you sm. ill keep cherishing each and every memory weve made so far. sunsets remind me of you.
From: ABC
To: Lana
i am in love with you and it pains me that we can’t be together, you’re the only person who gets me.
From: ABC
To: Lana
i never told u but at some point during that year w/o u i fell in love w u my moon, mi amorcito, ily
From: ABC
To: Lana
When you mention your type all I think about is how I fit it perfectly
From: ABC
To: Lana
i know we are not talking right now but i actually miss you and need to talk to you
From: ABC
To: Lana
i'll love you forever and always, my dear. please never give up on yourself.
From: ABC
To: Lana
I write you letters and rip them up because I value our friendship more.
From: ABC
To: Lana
Im sorry i never asked, im sorry i never told you i just wish we were together. Maybe someday
From: ABC
To: Lana
everything changes and still remains the same. I can’t do this anymore without you next to me.
From: ABC
To: Lana
a part of me will always love you more than a friend. seeing you happy is all i could ever ask for
From: ABC
To: Lana
i love you, i’m sorry if i’m bad at showing it but i do i really do. :)
From: ABC
To: Lana
I rlly miss the old you, the that was my bff before you changed so much for the worse.
From: ABC
To: Lana
Never thought I could love someone like you, and therefore the decision i made was so heartbreaking
From: ABC
To: Lana
living without you is like looking at the night sky and not seeing any stars
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From: ABC
To: Lana
You’ve been my bestfriend for like 2-3 years now. I just wish you were mine
From: ABC
To: Lana
I wish I had never let you go. You were so special to me and I was too immature to realize it.
From: ABC
To: Lana
to my sweet girl, i love you so very much, i can't wait to spend our lives together
From: ABC
To: Lana
i wish i could let you go, but i don’t want to. i want a future that you can’t see. and it hurts.
From: ABC
To: Lana
I still want you to see me , see that I'm good without u . I want to feel valued by you for once .
From: ABC
To: Lana
i love you so much, you’re the sister i’ve always wanted
