Unsent messages to ERIKA
From: ABC
To: erika
im so glad u bugged me. im really not sure if ill be here without u. i love you, but, im still really confused and i dont want to start anything, i dont wanna drag u into anything. i dont want to hurt u more than u already are
From: ABC
To: erika
STOPPPP- omg jesus christ, im suppose to be the top. but whenever u call me pretty or cute?? I FEEL LIKE A BOTTOMM. anywho i love you, mwah
From: ABC
To: erika
you used to feel like home- but at some point I stared at your face and saw someone else. I think that's when I knew nothing would ever be the same again.
From: ABC
To: erika
although we have started to work on our problems i need to realize that our friendship will never be the same
From: ABC
To: erika
Haha it already makes me cringe having to write your name, but I really do love you. I know we aren't on good terms anymore (which honestly hurts me a lot), so I'm just gonna wish you happiness with someone else.
From: ABC
To: erika
I’m a fool to thing I’d ever get over you. I wish I could go back and fix everything. I just want to see you again
From: ABC
To: erika
hey rika, idk if u will ever see this but i j wanna say i love u and thank u. thank u for being one of the most caring and compassionate people on the planet. u r soso beautiful inside and out always and i know u go through a lot of hard shit, but know i’m always right here for u ok? i love u sososososo much mamas?
From: ABC
To: erika
Hi. This wasn’t the type of love normal people feel. I loved you with a love that was more than love. So i just want you to know I will always love you. I’m sorry we changed. I’m sorry I left. I don’t have the guts to tell you but you changed more than you know and it’s not a good change. I miss the old you. I will never forget the memories and love you gave me. Take care and don’t forget me.
From: ABC
To: erika
Why did you kiss me at her party when you knew you didn't like me back. You knew I was in love with you.
Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: erika
i helped you find yourself but lost myself in the process. i put you before myself, leave me be please stop copying me.
From: ABC
To: erika
why did i stay? you were nothing but a burden to me. you held me back from being the yellow you wanted me to be.
From: ABC
To: erika
han pasado 4 años de la ultima vez que hablamos siento el que nos hayamos distanciado y extraño nuestra conversaciones y las bromas que hacĂamos de verdad que lo hago se que hemos cambiado pero espero y algĂşn dĂa podamos volver a lo que Ă©ramos y poder hablar sin sentir esa incomodad ni ese vacĂo
From: ABC
To: erika
hm. idk what to put so i guess ill just write until something comes to me. i miss spending time with you but its okay. we werent like besties or anything. i wanted to be haha. its chill though, i get it. following the loss of myself and all my values, family, and friends, i struggled a lot with who i wanted to be. i wasn;t quite sure where my life was headed. you and everyone else i met this past year helped me. god imagine u see this. LMAO girlll. anyways I'm happy i met u and I'm glad that u helped me become the person I'm proud to be today. though I'm not quite sure who that person is yet. anyways mwah ly rika
From: ABC
To: erika
Sometimes i wonder if you ever really do like me the way i like you or if it’s all just in my head and you only think of me as a friend
From: ABC
To: erika
i miss you. i want to speak to you again, but i’m so scared. i wonder if you think of me too
From: ABC
To: erika
oh how i wish you knew how i felt, and you would feel the same.
From: ABC
To: erika
words cant describe how i feel about you. i love you darling
From: ABC
To: erika
im in love with you and it hurts and i hate you and i miss you. i just want my friend back. cm back
From: ABC
To: erika
I want to hate you. I try so hard to hate you, but I dont. I can only ever think of you. I hate that
From: ABC
To: erika
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough at the time. Hope you're well.
From: ABC
To: erika
you were my best friend and i can’t replace you, no one will fill the gap you had in my life
From: ABC
To: erika
i wanted it to be you, i wanna be the one deserving for you. please talk to me, eri bebi:(
From: ABC
To: erika
i didn’t deserve what you did to me. i did nothing wrong. you made a fool of me.
From: ABC
To: erika
Do you still think of me? I think of you. I wish for a text from you a lot.
From: ABC
To: erika
I wonder if you read these and think I wrote them, I didn’t till this one.
From: ABC
To: erika
I always think about what we did that day before going to sleep
From: ABC
To: erika
I know I'm no longer your favorite person but you will always be my best friend
From: ABC
To: erika
congrats on law school and the engagement. that was fast huh?
From: ABC
To: erika
I wonder if it was all worth it. Are you happy? idk but I'm not so I'm done, you've lost me
