you broke my heart and i let you back in again and again. i was gonna let you be with me completely and you broke me

I don't know how you could treat the girl that loved you most like trash. But maybe I'm better off without the treatment. You ruined me but I came out stronger. I thank you.

I really loved you very much but the thigs I have done so many times. You probaly will never go out with me again but I will try

i miss you, i think we would've worked out yk? you were my first and it may not have been for long but it meant a lot to me. would you have stayed with me if you knew this whole quarntine thing was going to happen? you said you didn't want to be together because you thought you were going to be busy and not have time for me. do you still think about me? even just the slight thought of how i am or what i'm doing? cuz i do, it's been more than 6 months but i still can't help but think about you. you showed me what it was like to be cared for, again you were my first i was not experienced and i didn't know what to do. if i'm being honest we didn't really get to know each other. sure we talked and everything but i feel like we never REALLY got to know each other. i was so nervous about our date that i remember wishing i talked a bit more. i just didn't want to say anything stupid or mess up and embarrass myself. u also kissed me at the end of our date, you were my first kiss as well, i was really surprised when it happened but it was nice i remember not getting over the feelign and butterflies even after it happened. remember when i ran two blocks to hug you? my dad thought we had such an awkward goodbye and let me go give a proper goodbye. i remember n sending me the texts of u and her and u said u thought it was really cute and i couldn't stop smiling. that was also when u gave me ur sweatshirt god i loved the smell of it, i wore it almost everyday. when we were a thing or in a relationship whatever you want to call it, i had never been so happy. knowing that someone likes me as much as i like them, it was amazing and i wish to feel like that again. i'm not saying i will rely on a guy but god did you make me so happy. i kinda wish we were still friends but at the same time i feel like it would've been harder to get over you, i wonder if you're talking to anyone or dating even? i j wish you the best and i hope you're happy. you really are one of a kind tylor.

i don’t know how things look in the future but i do know that i love you even though you may not feel the same

You did the firsts for everything and then when things got hard you left and then replaced me and then boasted about it

every time i think of you, i can only see the good times. like when you bought me chocolate milk, and taught me about a lawnmower engine. you spun me around as we danced in your basement to an old love song on an ancient radio. i thought you loved me. you made me who i am today, and i loathe you for it. i cant live my life without the little things reminding me of you, like the music we used to listen to as we bombed around the countryside at night. i cant visit the hidden little park, because i remember us laying in the rain in your car, the way you looked at me made me believe you when you said you loved me. i cant look at the stars, without hearing your laughter next to me. i cant watch my favorite show without a stabbing pain in my heart, knowing that i only watch it because of you. you wanted to hang out with me one last time before you left for 6 months, after we hadnt talked since the breakup. on the way home you said to me “i dated everyone for a reason.” what was my reason? so you could have someone to hold you, and reassure you when you felt like the world was against you? so you could have someone to be your shotgun rider so you felt less alone at night? i never felt good enough for you, and when you left, a piece of me left with you. and now i just hope, that i can fill it again. fuck you tylor, for making me love you as much as i did, as much as i still do.

U were mean to me but deep down i still love you to this day, i hope u seek me again

i will always love you angel, please know i think of you everyday. i hope we can cross paths again.

i miss you sm. Please come back.

I miss you, why did you have to leave? Why did you give up on us so easily??

I still think about you to this day. I miss you. I love you always don’t forget that stinky.

it’s like i’m still here with you. i don’t wanna say goodbye.

I think about you everyday. Find me

How do I tell you? Tell me

even after you moved, I still hoped to run into you again

I know I can’t say it to you yet, but I love you.

That night changed things for me. I hope we get our chance.

I’ll never send the love letter but I’ll never get ride of my first one, my love

i still remember the day you told me your real name..

im sorry for leading you on like that. i hope you and your new girl are doing okay.

I miss my bestie. I wish you would reach out again.

i’m glad i blocked you. but it doesn’t mean i don’t still miss you. you’ll always be my “what if?”