i spent almost a year on you for you to constantly break my heart over and over again. i know you didn't care about me and that you called me many names that made me come back to you when i didnt know why. i laughed about it on the outside, but internally i cried. why didnt you like me back? was it because you didn't like the way i looked or was it because i didn't meet your standards? or just because you wanted to be a jerk to the first person that actually liked you back for once in your life? you know, i loved you. you made me actually believe what love was. that's so crazy, i know. why didnt you want me? i'm funny, i'm the type of person that you want to get to know. i gave you to much attention and im so glad you never liked me back. i would sit in my bed thinking why i wasnt good enough for you. im so glad because im so much better than you and i know my worth. you're a gemini, its classic to get this behaviour from you. you never even talked to me and you broke my heart. its like you would look at me and you broke it over and over. it felt like it couldn't break anymore but it did. anyways, you never deserved me and i dont know why i wasted my time on you.

throwback to when I somehow managed to go to the bathroom in my dream and piss all over my bed while my girlfriend was sleeping next to me and we had just gotten the mattress and had no sheets on it and then I cleaned it up without waking her up and acted like nothing happened

i still think about you. i will never understand why you didnt love me, or why u pretended to at least. did u ever love me? i miss you so much. im not the person i was before i fell in love with you.

i know i may have said i never want you back in my life again but if you wanted me id always come back, i will literally always love you:( sorry im not good enough for you

hey lol. i know we haven't known in each other for awhile but i feel like ive known you for YEARS. ngl i didn't think i would see myself in a relationship with you first and i also thought you were j being nice/a troll lol. but everyday you make me fall more in love with you. ive never met a person who is so kind hearted, intelligent, hilarious and respectful as you are. you make me feel so loved, respected and protected all the time. i can't believe you're actually mine rn and I feel so blessed. my face hurts all the time from smiling so much omg. anyways im very much in love with you ;)
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hey lol. it's jess, you'll never find this, and if you do i doubt you'd say anything, but i've had feelings for you for a while now. i liked you for a couple years in elementary, and then when you moved away and moved back to ri started to like you again around late july. i wish i could have the guts to tell you, but i don't, since i feel like you wouldn't feel the same way. i think you're so interesting, and a goofball, texting you are the highlights of day, you just make me happier and make the heavy feeling go away, thank you for being you

You hurt me more than anyone else has, but it has taught me many lessons. I did not deserve to be treated that way. I am thankful that you left because I don’t think I had the courage to walk away. But now that you are gone, I have officially moved on and I couldn’t be happier. Thank you for being a stepping stone on my journey to true happiness

It's been 2 years since you left.

I'm finally starting to love myself the way I loved you.

I still love and miss you even though you blocked me

loving you is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do

wishing the girl you are talking to was me instead.

I wish I had done things differently with you. I’ll always miss you and even if you hate me forever.

Anytime I see an ups truck I think of you. I wonder how your new dog is. Are you seeing anyone?

I kind of wish we never got together back then cause I think we would of worked now

Im changing my middle name to your old name. So that in someway, i can always carry a part of you.

i feel like there’s so much left unsaid and idk how to say it

you really hurt me. i really loved you. i know it's not your fault but i wish we never happened.

You’ll always be ranked #1 in my heart :)

I wanted to marry you. I wanted to love you forever so badly.


I still do.

It wasn’t meant to work out right now, but just know you meant so much to me

I really miss you. Sometimes I still wish I picked you. You made me feel super cared for. I’m sorry.

Tell me how to be and I’ll be it for you. I’d change everything

if i had treated you better you would’ve left regardless. i love you but it hurts.