Unsent messages to TROY
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
i liked you deeply for 4 years, i always wondered if u ever felt the same but u only liked the skinny pretty popular girls..
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 14, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
there's so much i could say. i wish i could text you. but you're happy now. and it hurts but i love you enough to let you go.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
goddamn im never going to meet someone like you for the rest of my life. i know you want to love me but theres something in the way
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 11, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
I told myself that it was right person wrong time,I only said that because I didn't want to let go...
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:07 pm UTC
why does everything have to remind me of you? Everything in life has me think of you. This color does too
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
why did you hurt me. i loved you so damn much. what did i do wrong? i gave you my all, but it still went wrong.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
for all the shit you put me through, i still dream about you every night. i still look at the playlist you made about me, it's been a year and you still add to it. im not guilty when i see you. i just wish i never let myself fall so deeply in love with you. i wish i could forget you.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 30, 2020, 11:56 am UTC
It’s you who occupies my mind
I know you must be thinking of me
Text me, call me, follow me or something
Connect with me
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
Thank you for always being so understanding to me. I’m really happy we are friends. Right person, wrong time.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
If how you feel about me is true and it means a lot to you, then i think it would be best if you told me how I feel like to you
Because the days are only getting shorter and our lives are getting wiser, we have all the power in the world to make our dreams come true
and my dream is to waltz with the one who fought for me for the rest of my living days and long after
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:58 am UTC
You will always have a piece of my heart. I hope you will find someone who can make you truly happy one.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:02 am UTC
Troy i would say you are my first love you took to places ive always wanted to go you opened my mind up to new things you made me want to be a better person in life you help me come out of my shell you made me laugh you made my happy and when you never texted me back i just couldnt bruh like what did i do the last time i kissed you and said i love you and you never fuckking texted me back i th`ought wewere gonna travel the world together
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
Im still in love with you and theres a million things I want to say to you but can't. I hope you're doing as best as you can be. I love you kid
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:48 am UTC
Why’d you do it. It hurt me so so much. More then you’ll ever know. And you may not even care but it hurt so much you took a piece of me that piece I gave to you even though I’ve been hurt before and I can’t get it back. It hurts so much you’ve given me horrible trust issues. You’ve manipulated me but hey at the end of the day I hope your happy and I wish you the best please don’t do it again to anyone.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
I didn't believe in right person wrong time till you came along. I told you i'd wait forever and I meant it.. I love you, forever n always, babe
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:07 am UTC
I miss when we made eyecontact and smiled, now we both hide our eyes behind are hair hoping we didn't see each other .
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 11, 2020, 4:18 am UTC
I forgave you for something that others can't seem to forgive me for doing. Why does that hurt so much?
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: November 9, 2020, 1:19 pm UTC
Sometimes when I’m sad, I make up scenarios of you tryna make me feel better. Holding me. Being stupid. Anything.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: October 9, 2020, 4:45 pm UTC
i wish things worked out. i will always & 4ever love u. i miss u more than ever, ur always gonna be my best friend in my heart. stay safe p00pi3butt
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:13 pm UTC
I wasn’t planning on falling in love
You stole my heart the night you got bold and kissed me, you had no right!
I feel like a hopeless romantic sometimes, who started out with different motives, because all I’ve done is search for my future and instead I have found myself bumping into pretty fools that keep messing with my heart. Now it’s six am and I’m learning to keep letting go of what I had zero control over, like love at first sight..
A
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: October 5, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
Why wasn’t I good enough? I wish I was more to you then just a pair of legs. I gave you my all and you toke advantage of it
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: October 1, 2020, 4:31 pm UTC
I let the past go and now I long to speak to you face to face, this place is so unreal and terribly real too. I want to be real with you.
I couldn’t understand why the words wouldn’t come out when I was with you, and now we both do. It feels good to finally be on the same pages and on the same chapter, I realize now others were writing our story for us and that simply won’t do.
I am so proud of you and how far you have come
I pray for the day that we get the chance to become friends again
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:40 am UTC
We ended so you could get better, I still miss you every now and then but I’m doing better :) I just hope you are too love
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 27, 2020, 8:20 pm UTC
I have dreams about you and I know I’ll always care for you, but I know we’re not meant to be together.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 24, 2020, 11:37 am UTC
Im tired of you hiding in my brain
Im tired of entities playing games
Im tired of people telling me what to do
Blink and I just might be hellfire and the ocean too
Im tired so face me with the honor I deserve
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 17, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
it's been almost a year now since i last saw you, and for some reason, i still can't get you out of my head. it doesn't hurt anymore when i think about you, but i'm still wishing you the best.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 16, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
You don't understand how much I miss talking about what you love. The stars, basketball, music, all of it.
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 15, 2020, 11:47 am UTC
It’s so strange.. How it feels like we’re worlds apart when we were next door almost yesterday.
I think I’ve surrendered to the magnitude of feelings I’ve carried surrounding you and only you. We just had to have remembered each-other from a past life upon meeting because even when we’re not together in this life, we are inseparable. There are things that spark a connection in my brain about you throughout my weeks at a time, that pull me vigorously back to the idea of you. Who are you right now? I wonder.
But what I have wondered the most, is why the universe gets so loud in regards to you.
You must be as important to the world as you are to my heart.
I love you
From: ABC
To: Troy
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:07 pm UTC
You taught me what it feels like to be really and truly cared for, and I’ll always remember it. I just wish you’d stop wearing golf tees. We get it, you play golf.
