From: ABC
To: trevor
even though i was friends with you when we were young, I caught feelings for you a while ago. hope you feel the same way :)
From: ABC
To: trevor
I accidentally said your name when I was with someone else. If only you’d known the lengths I would go for you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
It hurt so much to see you at the airport, and have you ignore me as if I was the one who did you dirty.
From: ABC
To: trevor
you were the one person i thought i could trust. then you went and yelled at me. for nothing. everyday. all day...
From: ABC
To: trevor
i still love you. i should've told you. i cant stop thinking abt what we would've been. i'm sure youre well over me by now but i'm not even close to being over you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
It was never the right time for us and that's okay now. I still think about you. I hope you really love her.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I feel like I've outgrown our friendship but I don't know how to tell you. I hope one day you realize that your actions hurt others.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I am so utterly in love with you. I will never leave you and I pray over you every single night. I pray we will make it and I pray that you grow closer to God.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I love you. I care so deeply about you. But now that I’ve moved on I’m happier knowing it didn’t work out. I’ll always be here for you bro
From: ABC
To: trevor
tonight showed who you really are. i’m finally able to be ok. i finally realized i’m not in the wrong. it’s you. fuck you. any guy would give the world to be with me. fuck you for making me think i’m the bad one. it’s you. you’re everything wrong with you
From: ABC
To: trevor
Neither of us said it, but we both knew. I wish it could be different.That night we danced together and just ran down the street laughing like we just struck gold, ill long for that moment.
From: ABC
To: trevor
It's a weird feeling. Falling for someone new. Falling for you has been so much fun. But...It's incredibly scary because I know it won't last you will get bored of me like my ex did. Give it 2 months and you'll be sick of me. You say you won't leave but that's what everyone says. We lie and hope that, that lie will become the truth even though we both know that can't happen. I know this is a part of growing up but does it really have to hurt this bad? It's weird because I can recite this whole feeling happening with my ex and I just don't want to do it again. But I do want to fall for you and I do want to build a life with you but I just can't put myself through another heartbreak. Because when my heart breaks its truly shatters. And the more people that break it the more I wont be able to fix these shards. The more refined the pieces become end up becoming dust. That get's swept up and thrown in the bin. And then I'll truly never be able to recover. So I beg of you, please don't break my heart.
From: ABC
To: trevor
im sorry we don’t talk anymore because i was selfish and those selfish decisions effected you. i’m glad you taught me people can’t always forgive and sometimes it’s better for both of us to move on. i miss you a lot and love you so much but i’m glad we’re both happy on our own know. You were such a good friend to me and i regret not telling you soon about how much i loved you before you were gone.
From: ABC
To: trevor
honestly, yes it’s my fault i didn’t have any respect for myself. it’s my fault you led me on for a year now. i’m always apologizing for your mistakes, doesn’t that say a lot about yourself? you always make me feel horrible about myself saying how i never take the blame for my mistakes, but in reality; it’s you. you are the one who can’t take responsibility or clean up your actions. all this time i’ve looked past everything you’ve done and i’ve tried to see the best in you, but everyone finally made me realize, you just don’t care about anyone except for yourself. you really made me feel so shitty about myself for so fucking long, but it was just all your own anger and insecurities that you were taking out on me. i forgave you way too many times and gave you way too many chances. i stayed around for so long, not because i didn’t respect myself, but because i really had hope that we were gonna work out, and you really can’t blame me for thinking that. i hope you sleep well with her tonight and she brings you all the happiness i couldn’t. i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: trevor
thank you, for how you make me feel. words cant express how madly in love i am with you. idk what i would do without you
From: ABC
To: trevor
we could’ve been so special together if we just talked everything out, i still think about you even tho i’m happy with someone else you are still in my mind.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I think you may be who I’ve been manifesting. When we spoke for the first time last night I felt a spark in my soul that has not been ignited in a long time. I cant explain it, but I need to get to know you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
you were the best worst thing thats ever happened to be because it was horrible, but youre the reason i am where i am today.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I wear butterflies on my mask for all the butterflies in my stomach I used to get when you used to look at me like that....
From: ABC
To: trevor
you were nice to me when i’d been bullied by people like you my entire life. you went out of your way to support me when you didn’t have to. you were the first person i felt so deeply about. i miss how i felt when you smiled and laughed. the way you looked in a beanie at football games. but you're straight. i’m over you now, but thank you. thank you for existing.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I don’t think I’ll ever stop thinking about you. That day was the best thing that ever happened to me and then you just treated me like I was nothing. I can’t help it, I miss you so much that it hurts. I wish you would just text me. I just want to hear you call me cute or beautiful again.
From: ABC
To: trevor
you broke me. you made everything go dark again. i hate you, but i thank you for what you did because it made me who i am today. and i am so much better than i was with you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I don’t think I could ever forgive something like that. I wish I knew why you did it.
From: ABC
To: trevor
i’m so happy to see you like this. it just hurts how it couldn’t have been with me.
From: ABC
To: trevor
please
please don’t leave again. i just got you back in my life.
i just wanted a friend .
From: ABC
To: trevor
i knew i would obsess over u the whole school year when i saw u for the first time
From: ABC
To: trevor
i still love you. i always have. i don’t know how to stop.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I'm sorry I ruined it. You're the fire that I truly wish never burned out
From: ABC
To: trevor
I told you I wish you nothing but the best after a talk we had, I still and always will mean it
From: ABC
To: trevor
You hurt me, you crush a love for something I never thought could be. I will never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I met u at a b day party and you are so cute & hilarious I am literally smitten over u lol
From: ABC
To: trevor
i love you sweet boy. i will never stop loving you. im sorry you were taught to be ashamed of me.
From: ABC
To: trevor
sometimes i still think of you and my heart hurts but i don’t want you back anymore
From: ABC
To: trevor
I wish things hadn’t ended the way they did, but I hope you’re doing better.
From: ABC
To: trevor
I want to marry you and grow old together and experience the rest of my life with you.
From: ABC
To: trevor
i wonder if you ever think of me how i think of you. i know what we have isn’t invisible.