Unsent messages to TOBY
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 25, 2023, 9:07 pm UTC
i think i loved you so itās too bad u had to ghost me
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 19, 2023, 2:53 am UTC
I wish you would just make up your mind silly
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 18, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
i feel the same when i met you when i was 14. iām now 18
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 17, 2023, 9:29 pm UTC
i love you so much too much itās hurting me
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 17, 2023, 5:28 am UTC
āi wouldnāt do that to youā ā¦ sure.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 14, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
i think im in love with you, i want this to work.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 14, 2023, 5:30 pm UTC
i had a dream we reunited and it felt so real
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 10, 2023, 4:26 am UTC
you are my bff ily :3 you matter so much to me and i luv u!
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 4, 2023, 4:24 pm UTC
i want you to miss me. even though i dont want you anymore
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 2, 2023, 11:44 pm UTC
We're just 2 snails and 2 everything else in love <3
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:01 pm UTC
iām so sorry i hope youll forgive me one day
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:03 am UTC
i still love you, i think i always will my love
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: July 18, 2023, 2:00 am UTC
to this day, ive never loved anyone the way i loved you, bunny.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: July 13, 2023, 12:19 am UTC
i miss you sm man i dont even know why we dont talk
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: July 10, 2023, 10:00 pm UTC
How long will you keep me waiting? Iām getting impatient
~
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:03 pm UTC
happy late birthday <33 i hope one day youāll see these
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 17, 2021, 6:22 am UTC
i miss you, the night where we lost eachother i believed that we were gonna get closer but it ended up being the beginning of our end.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:05 am UTC
Two years later and I still think about you all the time. I canāt help but think something more couldāve happened between us if it was a better time. I would give anything to have one more day together. I miss you. Do you still think about me too? When you said youād never forget it did you mean it? I hope to see you again one day.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:24 pm UTC
You are the love of my life. I still think about you every day. I hope that maybe one day our paths may cross again.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:51 pm UTC
i liked you for a year and when you found out u treated me like shit and blocked me hope u suffer w/o me bc your nothing with out a bad bitch x
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:35 pm UTC
Why did you lie to us so much? I hate that I still worry about you. I don't even know who you really are.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:50 pm UTC
I am so proud of you, you're not my cousin, you're my brother, and you're also my best friend. No matter what. I miss you all the time whilst I'm at Uni - you can last without me, you can do anything. Chase your dreams, I believe in you.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:39 pm UTC
i will always love you, even if we don't end up in italy together when we are 70. you are my most favourite thing
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:54 pm UTC
I messed up. I'm so sorry. I know that it'll never be the same and I'll never forgive myself for that.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:11 pm UTC
You cheated on me, and have gone through 2 more girlfriends since when we broke up. I wish I had listened to the advice I was given
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:44 am UTC
I try so hard to move on but i feel something with you even after all this time. If you see this, yes itās me and this is for you so reach out to me love, i miss you
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:29 am UTC
hello, i donāt think you understand how much you do actually mean to me. When we started talking i was the worst iād ever been mentally and somehow that smile of yours turned my whole life around. I know you see yourself as your demons but please please know that none of that shit matters to me; i donāt fucking care if youāve been through shit in the past. That doesnāt define you. I love you for the person you are, have been and will be.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
i wish you knew how sorry i am. i should have let you go. itās been two years and i still miss you every day.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 24, 2020, 2:13 pm UTC
thank you for everything, you really changed my life and i donāt think iād be here if it wasnāt for you
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 21, 2020, 4:24 pm UTC
hey,
It's been over a year now since I wrote one of these. I've changed a lot, maybe you have too. After everything, I think I can say I've moved on. A part of me will always love you. But you hurt me in a way I never imagined you would. it's ok though you were a well-learned lesson. I met this new guy which I mean you know about and he makes me happy. I don't think I'd mind too much having a future with him. We're so young though and what about school ugh commitment issues right. But you'd like him I swear you would. I like him a lot I think he's made me change a lot too for the better. I've realized though I'm really paranoid now. When he turns away his phone, I get nervous. Ik he wouldn't do anything, but that's what I thought with you. It's like anytime he does anything out of the ordinary, I can't help but think. My head won't let it rest, it's really tiring. I don't want to ruin it again. maybe you can relate to that now idk.
Well, it was nice ranting,
bye m.
p.s. I hope your family is ok too
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 17, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
Iām so sorry about how things ended with us but thank you for making me love myself make me laugh even when I didnāt want to thank u for listening to my stupid rants about random things like aliens or our deep conversation at 3 in the morning Iāve told you things I would never tell anyone thank you for the memories u made me feel like I was special and that someone could actually love me they way I only thought was possible in a stupid movie or book but o god is it real and O god I felt it for you I never understood when they said when u fall u fall fast but now I understand it I donāt think ill ever love someone they way I loved u and thank u for making me realize that life isnāt so bad after all I hope we can meet again in another life time your twin flame m x
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 17, 2020, 3:45 am UTC
i canāt even remember what your face looks like anymore. please come back home baby you are my everything
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:32 am UTC
im sorry for being so cringe, you were my first anything and I was inexperienced and a lil socially dumb. still am to be fair. I dont want there to be any bad juju between us but you did literally ghost me even though you live ten feet away lol.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 10, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
I canāt believe i had feelings for you at one point...you literally have human shit on your wall...gross
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:42 pm UTC
I just want you to notice me again. I see the way you look at her and it kills me. Your such an asshole but I love that, I love you ā¹ļø. I just wish things went different. I wish you answered my messages and I wish that we could just have a normal conversation.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
BRO I LOVE YOUUUUUU, you were like the first person i met when i moved to nyc and i couldn't be luckier that i met you, you can make me laugh like 24/7, and im really glad you live across the hall from me ;) , anways, heres to sleepovers at my place and watching shitty hallamark movies until 5am, love you
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
ngl, i didn't think you would actually ever like me back. u rlly rlly rlly suck at texting tho, and i'd like to ft more often, but whatever. just text me back loser :p
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: December 3, 2020, 10:59 am UTC
Am I not fun?
What do you mean I'm too serious?
You literally never talk to me so how would you know what I was like?
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: November 26, 2020, 8:32 pm UTC
When i 1st saw you i knew i loved u. you mean the world to me still even tho you chose her. i love you anonymous x
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: November 22, 2020, 1:45 pm UTC
hey, ur bit of a bitch but u were good at the same time, idk u confused me. but anyway i hope she enjoys having u :)
From: ABC
To: Toby
Date: November 22, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
I think I might like you, I don't know, I am content being friends, but we don't talk as much anymore and I feel I have done something wrong
