From:Sterling I seriously do not like you. Idk I DID, but you've been really annoying for the past few weeks and super clingy. I like the attention and I'm playing u on LMAO. You're probably thinking "This isn't MY Sterling" or go confront me about this. I'm just gonna say I never wrote this but in reality, I needed some place to vent. So.... sorry if you see this but please leave me the fuck alone Taylor. Thanks

I don’t know why it still hurts, really. I know I don’t want to be with you, and I know I’m happier without you. But why does it still hurt knowing that you never loved me back? And even if you did, you refused to tell me when you stopped. It’s still so confusing to me and I know I will never get the answer. Maybe that’s the way it should be.

I miss you so much, the way we could make each other laugh in a place that was slowly Destroying me. The way that I always got so lost in your ocean blue eyes. I remember the time we just stood in the rain and talked. How you made sure to save me a fresh strawberry. The way that when you were there everyone else disappeared. I remember the time you tried to sit with me during a break and I was so nervous so I barely even looked up but you just sat there and told me about your new braces. I also remember the next spring when we were in the rain I realized they were gone and you laughed about how long it took me to realize; Even though your had an amazing smile I was always too lost in your eyes. I remember the last time we saw each other and time stoped the minute we touched but the reality of me leaving brought me back. I know you never felt the same way but I know you felt the spark that time. I told you I missed you and you said we would hang out but we never did. I miss you and I know you don’t miss me.

hey i wish our friendship worked out. we got so close in such a short time. i hope you’re doing okay and even though we aren’t friends, i still worry about you.

ur a bitch but u actually make my days worthwhile. ur like a light. fuck u for being so cool and pretty

I don’t think I will ever get over you. I want you back, and I wish you wanted me back too. But you’re different now.

i feel like u only talk to me and flirt with me for attention and i hate it. the worst part is i fell in love with u :

All i had to do was tell you about that bus ticket and i would have been in your arms right now. But i knew she was better for you than i was.

I wish you would confess your real feelings to me, and if I end up giving it to you I hope you're not using me for my body...

we broke up 6 months ago and now you're getting married. you look so happy and it makes me happy. you deserve it. still wondering if you have my clothes you never gave back :( I miss them.

i thought i was insane. i thought i was sensitive. i thought i was wrong. turns out, you’re just a cunt.

AHHHHHH HEHEHEHE IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU! When I’m with you, I laugh and smile more than I ever do without you. And it’s from pure genuine happiness. I love you so much and I hope I can show you. I want to spend the rest of my life showing you.

You were my best friend but I loved you more than that. We went to a Christian school and were both girls so I never told you but I really wish I did. I still think of you a lot of the time but you probably never think of me. The other Taylor took my place as your best friend just because you shared the same name. I hated her when she came to our school at first. I really hated her. I wish I could see you again. But we are probably so different now. I miss you though. I don't think this pain will ever go away because no matter how much time has passed I still cry when I think of you. It makes me feel stupid because you didn't even think of me as your best friend when I thought of you as my whole world.

Taylor... I'm sorry for everything I did. Two years later, I'm still in love with you. I wish you would give me another chance.

I don’t think you understand how much you hurt me when you strung me along. All I did was try to be the best for you and it was never enough.

please never touch me again. i love you, but i’m done choosing you. please forget about me, it wasn’t your fault and we’re both kids, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t shatter me. i’m not mad anymore, just please be happy, i don’t want you to feel guilty. it was for the best anyway. you’re not a bad person, you’re human and i adore you more than words can say, i’m sorry i could never tell you that when we still talked. i’m so happy you were in my life despite how it ended and i’m so fucking proud of you for who you are. you’re gorgeous inside and out and you deserve the world. i am unconditionally happy that you exist.

you have such a pure heart and i love seeing how fiercely you love and support those around you. you have an effortless beauty to you that i admire

I know your favorite color is red so hopefully you know who this is. I regret everything I did to you. You’re all I think about everyday. I wish I could just have one more chance. I could prove to you that I just want you. But I know that’s not possible now. That night in the car I realized you’re still my person and that won’t change. I’ll always love and miss you bub

youll never see this but i miss you. i miss you so fucking much and you left me because your bf told you to. what hurts the most is the fact you listened to him. i thought we were bsfs. fuck.

somehow I hate you and never want to see or talk to you again because of the things you did but i also miss you and miss us

You fucking bitch. you threw me into the worst relationship i ever had and then got surprised when i wanted to die. Was your newer friend so much better than me you had to let them destroy me? you know if your reading this and i'll never forgive you.

honestly, i don’t give a fuck what your doing anymore. and that feels amazing. i’m so done with you. you will never affect me again, i promise that.

Taylor... I loved you then and I still do. I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I really want you back. You still mean the world to me.

I know i’m loosing you to him. u love him and i’m happy for you but soon i know i’m just going to be your 2nd option.

The fact that you choose him over me and thought that was okay, you changed so much as a person and aren't the same when we were younger.

I still remember the moment. You and I in your apartment in the UK, watching tv. You had one of your cats on your lap, and I just looked at you and I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. But I never said anything, and now you’re dating him. It hurts.

okay to clarify, you werent my first love... you were always a friend but here i am anyways cuz I needed to say some things. I know its been 2 years since we even talked and i know we were no longer friends then but i still think about you sometimes. I sometimes want to reach out just to see how you're doing but I dont because i know you dont want to hear from me and all i remember is the hurt you caused me. It was hard losing my best friend... even harder to realize that while you may have been mine i was never your best friend. I was the stand in for someone else until they came back. It hurts. Im doing well though, better than youve ever seen. And the best part is that you would hate the things ive chosen for myself, bc you never wanted me to be myself and now i am. And I'm so at peace. So yeah. Have a nice life...

Our old song came on the radio today. I don’t like who she has turned you into. You were better before her. A small part of me will always wonder what we could have been if I didn’t end it.

i fucking love you like ?? ty a lot for being alive. your existence is really pretty you’re so pretty just ty ty ty ily bye

you’re genuinely such a good person ily n i would do anything for u thank u 4 u like seriously mwah even tho i really feel like im annoying u but yea ily

you’re genuinely such a good person ily n i would do anything for u thank u 4 u like seriously mwah even tho i really feel like im annoying u but yea ily

This isn't anything bad but I might've ended my life if I hadn't talked to befreinded you when I did. Thank you

please text me. why did our friendship have to go to waste? i miss you. can we start over? you deserve happiness. stay healthy, you got this. i love you.

I never loved you. Not even the way you made me feel. Not even the idea of you. The only thing i loved about you was that you loved me.

thank you for being you. im so grateful for you i dont show it a lot but i truly am so happy to have you. youre worth a lot, i cant wait for the day you realize that and see yourself the way i see you. theres nothing wrong with you at all. like nothing. youre worth so much. istg sometimes i lay back and thank god for having you. it makes me smile that you are someone who truly cares. i dont care what happens in my life as long as i have you, i know im gonna be fine. thank you i love you.

you’re an ass whole. ik you got a new phone and all and that’s exciting but you didn’t have to ignore me. you completely forgot that i told you about the sophie and victoria thing which i know you don’t care about but for me personally it’s a big deal i told you since you’re a boy. and ik i’m not making an effort but it would be nice if you tried to like idk maybe say hi to me or something. and ik i shikldnt care but it feels like you’re talking to avery just to make me jealous which ik is like the dumbest thing ever and i know it looks like i’m jealous becuase i slightly am but you get the point. i don’t want to be neglected by you. but if you want to play it that way then i’ll just glow up knowing i was just a fucking play date to u + avery doesn’t even have a good personality

I've loved you since the first day I met you. You make me feel so happy and wanted. I don't regret anything I've ever done with you

Sometimes I wonder if I’m good enough but I guess I’ll never know. I wish you told me you loved me when you did. Everything would be different now

you are my will to live and the light of my whole life. I dont know what I would do without you and I just want you to know that I do love you. You are the crush I always talk about.

Hey, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for ruining such a great friendship. I’m sorry for not being there when you truly needed a someone. I’m sorry for trying a second time. And I’m sorry that I came back into your life a third time only to be too afraid to message you. I want you to know that I miss your friendship, and I know it won’t be the same but I would love to go back and be an actual friend to you. A friend you deserve.

I don't regret us. I miss you and I love you but it has to be this way for awhile. It wasn't you I promise.

I wish you had chose me over him. I miss you and your smile. The way that it could light up any room. If you ever need me I’ll be here for you to fall back onto obviously. I should be well over you by now but how could I ever possibly get over a girl like you. 2 years later and I still sit here imagining every scenerio with you in it. Snap me or text me if you ever decide you want me back in your life

i don't think i can ever forget you. you were with me for almost all of high school. it really sucks we weren't compatible. i miss you a lot. i hope you're able to find new love, and i really really hope we can stay friends, you're,,,, god i miss you so much

please don’t leave me for him, taylor your my best friend and ever since he’s been in your life you haven’t talked to me as much, we don’t talk at all actually and when we do it’s very quiet

You woke a love in me that I didn’t think existed. I wish you loved me like I love you. I’ll love you for the rest of my life.

for you to say that your not good enough for me, and i call you things that i really dont mean, i should be the one who doesnt deserve, you.

For you always being there for me, and still saying i dont deserve you, i just want you to know, i love you and I'M the one who doesnt deserve YOU.

you hurt me over and over again but i let you do it because i thought we were bestfriends but all the while you were replacing me.

i really hope you stay for awhile. my life finally feels normal for the first time in years since you’ve been back

if you're saying these things to lead me on, please stop. im at my breaking point and i dont think i can survive this