Unsent messages to TAYLOR

You fucking bitch. you threw me into the worst relationship i ever had and then got surprised when i wanted to die. Was your newer friend so much better than me you had to let them destroy me? you know if your reading this and i'll never forgive you.

Taylor... I'm sorry for everything I did. Two years later, I'm still in love with you. I wish you would give me another chance.

You were my best friend but I loved you more than that. We went to a Christian school and were both girls so I never told you but I really wish I did. I still think of you a lot of the time but you probably never think of me. The other Taylor took my place as your best friend just because you shared the same name. I hated her when she came to our school at first. I really hated her. I wish I could see you again. But we are probably so different now. I miss you though. I don't think this pain will ever go away because no matter how much time has passed I still cry when I think of you. It makes me feel stupid because you didn't even think of me as your best friend when I thought of you as my whole world.

i thought i was insane. i thought i was sensitive. i thought i was wrong. turns out, you’re just a cunt.

I don’t know why it still hurts, really. I know I don’t want to be with you, and I know I’m happier without you. But why does it still hurt knowing that you never loved me back? And even if you did, you refused to tell me when you stopped. It’s still so confusing to me and I know I will never get the answer. Maybe that’s the way it should be.

Hey taybae. I love you endlessly and I wanted you to know that even though we joke around a lot, that more seriously...you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. My best friend forever. You are my whole heart. I hope you see this someday. I hope you're happy when you do. Because you make me so happy every day. Tim to stop! Peace out

Our old song came on the radio today. I don’t like who she has turned you into. You were better before her. A small part of me will always wonder what we could have been if I didn’t end it.

I know i’m loosing you to him. u love him and i’m happy for you but soon i know i’m just going to be your 2nd option.

Taylor... I loved you then and I still do. I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I really want you back. You still mean the world to me.

somehow I hate you and never want to see or talk to you again because of the things you did but i also miss you and miss us

You know it’s funny that through all of this, you’re still the only person I see standing there while i’m walking down the isle...

if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be majoring in linguistics in college. you impacted my life so much, and i think about you all the time. I still love you

I wish you didn’t have to be so lonely right now, but if we can’t be together, at least I can have your back.

I miss talking to you man , I miss how close we were . I still care about you so fucking much , I miss just being close with you man

if you're saying these things to lead me on, please stop. im at my breaking point and i dont think i can survive this

i really hope you stay for awhile. my life finally feels normal for the first time in years since you’ve been back

i don't think i can ever forget you. you were with me for almost all of high school. it really sucks we weren't compatible. i miss you a lot. i hope you're able to find new love, and i really really hope we can stay friends, you're,,,, god i miss you so much

I don't regret us. I miss you and I love you but it has to be this way for awhile. It wasn't you I promise.

dear person writing to Taylor L. im sorry you're hurting. I hear you, I see you, you're not alone. although that sounded incredibly creepy I didn't mean it that way. if you're seeing this write me back under the name Taylor.