i wish i could say it was easy piecing myself back together after you broke me, but i could never lie like you...

thank you for loving me when i can't even love myself. thank you for being patient with my traumas. thank you for staying with me even though i know i'm hard to love. thank you,just..thank you. i love you squishy.

i’m in love with you, and i really wish you would see it. i know i would treat you so much better then anyone else. i know u don’t feel the same because i see it when u talk abt other people. and i know it would ruin our friendship so i’m gonna stay quiet. i just wish it was mutual sometimes.

You broke my heart when you left and I don’t know when I’ll ever feel okay again it’s been months and I still get flashbacks. I cry when you reach out to me, because it’s not the same. I constantly wish you’d show up every time I leave my dorm but you’re not going to and you’re so far away. I’ll probably never see you again and I guess that’s for the best since we will never be together, seeing you would break me. But I so want you. I want you so much and I don’t even know how I still do. You frustrate me so much and disappoint me and it doesn’t matter what you say because even when you texted me for my birthday, which was nice, I still ended up crying. I don’t think you realize how much I really loved you or maybe you did and you just didn’t feel the same. And that’s fine. I just wish you realized it wasn’t some little thing to me. It’ll probably take me years to fully get over.

i love you it’s been 2 summers next summer we’ll meet again i miss you so much

ive been looking for you in all of them

i was never the one for you

one more time. I promise after that ill let u go.