You broke my heart when you left and I don’t know when I’ll ever feel okay again it’s been months and I still get flashbacks. I cry when you reach out to me, because it’s not the same. I constantly wish you’d show up every time I leave my dorm but you’re not going to and you’re so far away. I’ll probably never see you again and I guess that’s for the best since we will never be together, seeing you would break me. But I so want you. I want you so much and I don’t even know how I still do. You frustrate me so much and disappoint me and it doesn’t matter what you say because even when you texted me for my birthday, which was nice, I still ended up crying. I don’t think you realize how much I really loved you or maybe you did and you just didn’t feel the same. And that’s fine. I just wish you realized it wasn’t some little thing to me. It’ll probably take me years to fully get over.