Unsent messages to SYDNEY
From: ABC
To: sydney
I miss you, but I get so mad thinking about how things ended. you were my best friend.
From: ABC
To: sydney
i was ur best friend for so long. i wanted to be there for u every time. u broke my heart
From: ABC
To: sydney
I hope you still think of me when you see butterflies fly by. 2023 will always be our summer.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I wish I could express how much I really liked u, I was just too scared even when u messaged first
From: ABC
To: sydney
this was your favorite color, I wish you would reach out, I miss you so much
From: ABC
To: sydney
youre in my dreams almost every night its like you hexed me or something.
From: ABC
To: sydney
i have fully moved on but you’re still cruel in my dreams, lovie
From: ABC
To: sydney
I will miss you forever. I know you couldn't stay, but I wish you could have held on.
From: ABC
To: sydney
Although we never made it past a long talking stage, I think you are so beautiful and i miss u.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I had a dream about you last night. It made me miss you even though we were toxic. I love you syd.
From: ABC
To: sydney
never before have i felt the way i did and still do for you.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I miss u and i hope one day u get ur ducks.i hope she is treating u well. i still love u to this day
From: ABC
To: sydney
You’re the sweetest person I’ve ever known and such a genuine friend. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: sydney
My forever best friend. Thank you for being by my side. I love you no matter how far we are apart.
From: ABC
To: sydney
Sometime I wish I told you how I felt instead of being too scared to ruin our friendship.
From: ABC
To: sydney
It's been 3 years. You found new friends and so did I. I was a bad friend. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: sydney
i hope things can be different in the future.i never got over you.im gonna miss u when you leave.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I looked into the sky waiting for a dream then you came along got me so sweet
From: ABC
To: sydney
i’m sorry i couldn’t handle the love you had to give. goodbye, my red
From: ABC
To: sydney
Did I mess up? We can work through it together.
Just please don't leave—please don't hate me.
From: ABC
To: sydney
Took the longest time to get over how you treated me. Now I know exactly what I want and I’m happy
From: ABC
To: sydney
I miss you and your smell and the meals you’d make. It’s a shame we have to go back to strangers.
From: ABC
To: sydney
If you ever feel the urge, please text or call or even show up. This is your last chance .
From: ABC
To: sydney
I miss the little wink you did when you smiled, I wish I felt like enough for you I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: sydney
I can see myself building a life and family w u. Come home to me.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I can delete the pictures and pretend not to know you but the memories are still there haunting me.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I genuinely don’t know what you want from me. Are you trying to run it back?
From: ABC
To: sydney
you are the friendship that I have been praying for ever since I was a child
From: ABC
To: sydney
I can’t be friends w you, I was once too in love with what you were
From: ABC
To: sydney
I think i’m falling for you but i don’t think you feel the same. And i can’t lose you.
From: ABC
To: sydney
my best friend, my first love even though we were never together. Imysm, it’s lonely without you.
From: ABC
To: sydney
i got better for you but you werent there for it..you didnt watch it happen like u should have
From: ABC
To: sydney
At least you know now how it felt to try and it doesn’t work out. The hard way too.
From: ABC
To: sydney
You were my best friend, I still talk about you as if you are
From: ABC
To: sydney
ah you werent supposed to read that but i guess i cant make you unread things. old habits are hard to break and this seemed like the best way to let it all out. i guess i'll spill a bit more. im scared of hurting you. plain and simple. i want to be the person who lifts you up and the person who can calm you down. the person to hype you up and the person to comfort you when u need it. but i dont know if i can be that person you need. at least thats what ive been telling myself these past few months. im scared to disappoint you. and i feel like that would be an inevitable thing. im horrible with words and even worse with emotions. i can be self centered at times. im so far from the person you need and the person you deserve. thats really all there is to it. and yet none of that stops me from wanting to be with you and that scares me too. anyways pity party over. what really frustrates me though is that i cant find the guts to tell you how much you mean to me in person,, like, to your face. cause if i cant even do that how the hell am i supposed to do??? anything else?? did you know i had half of this drafted since like 11:30am?? and as im typing the other half of this its 9:37pm. at this point i have no clue what im tryin to get at. im just throwing up everything in here but i want things to work out too. i really really do. even if i have no idea what 'things' are. ah anyways go sleep at a decent time (aka not 4am) we'll figure it out. i trust us,,, i think. at this rate i think its just a question of when.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I don't need you anymore. Thank you for everything, I don't regret a thing, I just simply don't want you anymore. I'm happy.
From: ABC
To: sydney
I loved you in the most unconventional way. Somewhere in the realm of close friendship. Thank you for getting to know me and trusting me. I don’t know why you view me so highly sometimes, but I’ll try to not disappoint you.
From: ABC
To: sydney
i miss u so much. i miss being ur bestfriend. i hate how i ended our friendship, i’m so sorry. i wish i could go back and take back how i treated u. i will forever love and miss u
From: ABC
To: sydney
i wonder if all of this pain is worth only knowing you love me half way decent. things aren't the same.
