Unsent messages to SUMMER

You're still my favorite, love.

u remind me of my dad, i just wanted u to care about me

u remind me of the color blue </3

I miss you sm

i miss you more then anything

I love you, I will always love you no matter what.

always and forever <4

forever winter if you go

i miss u

I want you mama

Ive always liked you, but u were looking at hin instead of me.

fuck you. this isn’t to a first love, this isn’t to an anything love. i fucking hate you for what you did, i hate you more than anyone. and then blaming everything you did on me? no. just no. i want you to be safe, god forbid i ever say that again, and if you died i wouldnt forgive myself. but i fucking hate you. i’m trying to forget, ive told people that im forgetting about it but its never gone. its always there. i fucking hate you. so much.

i still hear your voice in my head and dream about going to greece with you when we graduate. i wish you texted me back.

I am so glad that I met you and I am sorry that things ended the way they did. The lord always knows who to giveth and who to taketh away.

I went from getting butterflies everytime I look at you, to wanting to puke. You hurt me in so many ways yet you still get to live happily.

I miss u and I love u. there's so much I'd tell u if u were here. u were one of my best friends and u gave me another one of my best friends. i know that the fact that we could drift in and out of closeness made us such good friends but I feel like I was a bad friend to u.

i fucked up. i know i did. and i really wish i hadn’t. i know it’s not the same anymore. it never will be. i did something that i never should have done. ever. im so sorry. i truly am. i wish i could tell you. i honestly wish i could. but i’m too fucking weak to do it. i am afraid to see what’s left. i am afraid of ruining your life by coming back into it. i miss you so much. i don’t think you know that. and that’s my fault i’m so sorry

To sum, yes I chose orange for ur background bc ur a ginger(sorry not sorry). I think the thing I love most abt u is that ur a lightweight like me and u make the best cat sounds. Being serious tho, I can’t thank u enough for how much u have been there for me the past couple of months, I don’t know what I would’ve done without ur messages. I always laugh when I’m around u, ur so fun to be around and u are so pretty like please stop being perfect!! U deserve everything so stop going after ppl whose names begin with J!! Go for L instead... jokes, I promised I wouldn’t bully u abt that anymore! I freaking love u though, love M xxx

you make me feel sadder than anyone but you also make me happier than anyone. i guess i choose the highs over the lows.

I miss you so fucking much ik i messed up alot but ive grown up i hope your doing good without me im not doing so good

The things I would do to hold you again and for it to feel like it did the first time. Thank you for teaching me what love felt like.

i know you will never love me back. but, when ever i feel your touch im warm inside and, thats enough so, once again i love you,

i love you but you'll never love me back. every time i feel your touch i feel warm inside. so once again i love you

I couldn’t love you then because I was terrified of what they would think, I’m sorry I couldn’t be as brave as you are

Hi, I don't actually know why i like you, I just do, kinda weird because i met you on the Internet lang hahaha it sucks, because i really want to talk to you but i can't, because i might bother you, i want to talk to you at 2 AM while we wait for the sun the come up, i really want to know you, But i can't, Kasi sino ba naman ako? I'm just a person you met thru internet.

i just want to talk to you while we wait for the sun to show up, but then again, i dont know if you feel the same way