fuck you. this isn’t to a first love, this isn’t to an anything love. i fucking hate you for what you did, i hate you more than anyone. and then blaming everything you did on me? no. just no. i want you to be safe, god forbid i ever say that again, and if you died i wouldnt forgive myself. but i fucking hate you. i’m trying to forget, ive told people that im forgetting about it but its never gone. its always there. i fucking hate you. so much.