You absolutely are the one who got away. I will always wonder what would have happened if we didn’t lose touch when we were little.

I listened to you lie to me for over a year, made me think we had a chance just for you to get in my pants. I told you I loved you and you looked at me like an idiot, I’ll never forget how much you hurt me.

This is so FUCKING UNFAIR of you. I cannot fathom the fact that you had the fucking audacity to pull all this bullshit after making me believe that you had actual true feelings for me. You just fucking ghost me after genuinely acting like we were gonna make shit official then have the NERVE to tell me I now need to get over you?? Are you fucking stupid? Then when I try to act respectful and mutual by saying goodnight you tell me once again that I need to get over you and "youdoyou"?! First of all I've BEEN doing me you just fucking disappeared when I needed support the most so I had to figure out the hard way that I need to focus on me. Don't you ever fucking think that you have any place to tell me what the fuck I should and shouldn't be doing to get over you. Cocky ass bitch fuck outta my face with that shit acting like I need you in my life. You would be fucking lucky to have me in your life my friendship is valuable and precious. Ofc I can't say any of this to your face but if you end up seeing it I want you to know that you fucked up and it would be in your best interest that you could have made a boundary without acting like an asshole.

I wish you could see how much I am hurting. I wish you could be in my mind to see my pain. Some days are really hard. Some days are most days now. I am lost. I have lost myself and I am not sure how much longer I can keep myself together. It is not you. It is me. I know it is cliche, but I am the problem. We are right for each other, but you are worth far more than the pain I put you through.

i loved u for years, im glad u responded when i texted 5yrs later, and im lucky to love u as a friend now

this is the color of the way you hated this nickname except when it came from me. of the times I called because I knew you would be there. Of when you told me you had to leave. Of the rainy afternoons when we fell asleep tangled together on your couch and the maps you traced across my skin.

I’m tired. I wish I could talk to you about it. I don’t want to be annoying. I just know that I’m not her.

i know that you like me, but i'm scared to love you back. i'm playing with you're feelings and i'm so sorry

ive heard the rumors, ik you like me but i cant like you back. my body and heart can no longer feel for anyone else, im so sorry

i shouldve chose you

i miss you, i wish we had given it another chance, im tired of hoping that we will try again one day

you’re my person.

i love you forever, you’re always going to be mine and i hope you know i’m never ever leaving <3

the loves always there, right where you left it. i think it may always be.

I need you i wish there wasn’t so much distance between us

i still love you. please come back.

a guy kissed me slow dancing on the beach but all i could think about was you. i wish it was you…

i think ab you everyday spence. i miss you.

to you the sun, i had a dream about you last night, i hope you still dream of me, from me, the moon.

I hate how things ended. even if you did hurt me. I still am hopelessly in love with you

i think yk i have a crush on you so just talk to me

i really wanted it to be you

i know it’s over, but i wish we could’ve fixed things.

love you,
love me.