I wish you could see how much I am hurting. I wish you could be in my mind to see my pain. Some days are really hard. Some days are most days now. I am lost. I have lost myself and I am not sure how much longer I can keep myself together. It is not you. It is me. I know it is cliche, but I am the problem. We are right for each other, but you are worth far more than the pain I put you through.