I hope your doing okay too , I think I’m managing. It’s the hope that things will be okay in the future that’s keeping me going I think.

You have hurt me so much. You've manipulated me and made me hate who I am. But I'll always give you the benefit of the doubt and forgive you, because I know deep down you aren't a bad person you've just been through a lot. I love you, but you pretend to be the good person as you suck the life out me slowly. I tried. I really tried. I'll miss you.

hey, i like you in a way more than a friend. we’ve been such close friends since elementary school and we’ve been through some of the hardest moments of our lives together, which only makes this all the more challenging to say. i know that you’re straight (or at least you’ve only dated men), but i wanted to tell you this maybe in hopes that you felt the same way. i’ve been hiding this for awhile, as you can probably tell, but i really needed to get this off of my chest; it feels like i’m suffocating. i just hope that even if you don’t feel the same way i do that we can still be close. i will always love and care about you soph, anytime you need me just call. love you ❤️

I can't explain how sorry I am about the way I handled things and how I hurt you. I hope you're doing ok. I miss talking to u.

I feel stupid writing this, I shouldn't have ever sent that text. It ruined everything, our friendship, our relationship as a whole. If I couldn't I would take it back in a second. Now I have to push you away and I'm sorry for that.

you are my bestfriend and i will never love someone like i love you. we have never had a bad time together and we never will. i cant wait for the next time i go to your house. also i chose gray because its pretty like you :) love, kalana (aka, wifey).

im really happy for you, but sometimes i feel like a side character. You can be so extremely childish sometimes. I know that you have been there for me through everything, but so have i, and i think that it is unfair for you to always be looking out for yourself.I feel like i always have to compete with you, and i feel like, even though you dont mean it, you are always somehow looking down on me, and the person that I am.I am not something broken that you fixed. i will not be in your shadow anymore. I just wish you would grow up.

ive never felt as loved as i did when I was with you, which is why it hurt so much more when I found you never loved me in the first place.

Hey, I don't think your going to read this but, I miss hanging with you. I miss talking to you, but I feel like our friendship is awkward currently

We've been friends since the day I was born. I guess 16 years can break any relationship though, huh? You were always the goal. The level I couldn't reach. Every year it seemed you were getting higher and higher up, further away from me. I guess I was just looking at it wrong. You were walking away. I'll give you your space now. I know you don't want to hear from me. Someone who will always be so far from your level. So far below you. So broken. I tried for 15 years to make it so our friendship would work. Even through the bullying, the trauma, the bad grades, the depression, everything I tried. You didn't. You saw me broken and saw a way to escape. You taught me that no matter what I was never enough. I should be mad, shouldn't I? But I'm not. How can I be, when you're in so many of my memories? You saw my shattered heart and laughed at it. I don't blame you. I'm pretty pathetic. Now I'm hiding in my room, seeking comfort in distractions, and honestly I just wish that you're happy. I hope that 15 years of friendship made you happy. Tell me if I need to let go?

i doubt ill ever tell any of this to you. there will never be the right chance, ill never be brave enough. so ill write it here. all my raw emotions and my love for you in this stupid little online thing cuz i dont have the balls to tell you any of this. im new to love. before you, i'd never been in love. you were the one who let me figure out my true identity, who i really am. you make my day better. everytime i see your face i get butterflies of excitement because i get to be around you. you light up my life.
ok lets start with the whole story...
it started as friends. we got really close and i had never really had a friendship like ours before. one where we could laugh, cry, tell each other everything, it was never like that for me. i always got so excited to go to school to see you. we were really close all the time. i thought it was just what it was like having a best friend, but i was wrong. when you came out was when i really knew. knew that it was more of a friendship i wanted. we got really close, holding hands, resting our heads on each others shoulders, long hugs, i thought you felt something too. but then, just as i was going to start thinking of how to tell you, you told us you were dating her.
i didnt know what to think.
i still think theres something more between us. something you havent done to me for years happened in science, out of no where you whispered in my ear, 'youre my favourite dylan' and as always i whispered it back. on our walks, you put your hand in my pocket, link your arm around mine, and one time amany literally said ooOOo and i-
are you leading me on on purpose? or do you just see this as friends. i dont get it. you confuse me. i still love you sophia, and i wont stop.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to justify me being a shit friend but I wanted to let u know that I am truly sorry and have learned from my mistakes. Our friendship is to thank for a ton of my personal growth and I’ll never regret befriending you.

My heart tries to reach for you, but i push it back every time. I dont know what to do about it. I get jealous so easily, whenever you talk to someone else. I know i should get over it but its hard. You are always the person i go to talk to first, always my first choice. "You sunshine, you temptress"- Harry Styles. this quote reminds me of you, im not sure why, its just beautiful. im so glad we reconnected. i love you

i wonder if we were meant to be but in a different life where i wasn’t so broken and helpless. you put in all the effort and time and i couldn’t give it back to you. i said it was the distance between us and it wouldn’t work out. in reality, it’s because i didn’t want to burden you with my problems. you deserve better. you are a beautiful and such an intelligent person. i hope you find a girl that treats you like royalty. maybe one day we will make that lavender cafe in the middle of nowhere somewhere in europe. maybe we will have the little succulents and make homemade strawberry milk. maybe not in this lifetime, but maybe in the next one.

i’m sorry i hurt you. i’m sorry the timing was never right. if i could go back and change everything i would. i’ve been meaning to tell you i miss you. you’re gorgeous. i would’ve given you everything, i just couldn’t. please never think it’s your fault. you always made me want to get better.

i’m torn exactly into two pieces, one who wants you and one who’s gone dark.

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At this point I’m just trying to avoid you. I really don’t wanna see you in public again lol. When you were in my life I was at the lowest I’ve ever been. I guess it’s a good thing we stopped talking.

I’m too cowardly to say this but I’m in love with you I hope you’re happy with him no matter how hard it is for me

sophia. i’ve been friends with you for half a year now, but i had a crush on you for a while longer than that (i’m over u now dw). thanks for being an awesome friend.

I miss you too , I want too message you but I’m only 95% sure it’s you and I’ll feel like an idiot if I’m wrong :(

You will forever be my best friend. We've let each other go too many times and I'm never letting that happen again.

I love you so so much more than anything in the world, but I’m ready to be normal friends like we said I hope we can stay that way , as long as your in my life even if it’s only in a small amount I know I can be happy

I love you so so much more than anything in the world, but I’m ready to be normal friends like we said I hope we can stay that way , as long as your in my life even if it’s only in a small amount I know I can be happy

Can’t put into words how you make me feel but there is a video / song that does it. If you want to search Dreamgirl Teenage Blues . And watch the top result , that’s how you make me feel

Can’t put into words how you make me feel but there is a video / song that does it. If you want to search on YouTube Dreamgirl Teenage Blues . And watch the top result , that’s how you make me feel

Can’t put into words how you make me feel but there is a video / song that does it. If you want to search on YouTube Dreamgirl Teenage Blues . And watch the top result , that’s how you make me feel

Not my first love but an ex friend. I understand why we stopped being friends. I just wish you would have communicated it to me better. You didn’t have to cut me off completely. Best of luck to you now though. You are a beautiful girl with a good head and I know you will do well and I would never wish anything other than that for you.

I don't miss you, and thats weird for me Sophia. 11 years of being close friends, just for you to one day drop me and for what? Something that Josie did? Im gonna be honest, you didn't feel like a very good friend when my parents were getting split, It feels like its always about you. And hey =, I can understand that you have problems and lots of people do,I just wish you could have showed me more support. You said all those rude things over text and social media, but when we are at school you still hangout with all of us in crowds and stuff? Please just stop. You make me really anxious, like you are just gonna freakout at any moment. You cant come back to me, please, enjoy the rest of high school with the new friends that you used to talk about garbage about behind their backs. Im sure they would love to know the stuff you said. Ive done nothing but love and support you, please leave my life for good. I wish you well

hi sissy. you won't see this bc idk if you go on this site but i js wanted to say hi. also don't look up my first boy i ever fell fors name please, you'll get mad x, amira

I miss you. I’m sorry I loved all the time we spend together on the beaches and round tables chatting about the future. Please come back

I love her so much I want to be with Sophia everyday 24/7but she loves her friend not me and it hurts me I wish it could be me I wish it was me not her.

was i ur fill in? just so you could have company? you used me and had no care about how i felt in the end.

was i ur fill in? just so you could have company? you used me and had no care about how i felt in the end.

sometimes i hate you so much i wish you weren’t my sister you make my life so difficult for months i’ve been going through stuff and you know that but you just ignore and tell me to shut up when i just want help i’ve comforted you countless times when you were sad but you can’t for once be there for me and i don’t understand what i even did to you i genuinely like being around you sometimes but other times you just make me feel even more shit about myself. or i want to talk to someone or do something cause i literally wanna kms and you just tell me to leave and you hate me. your one of the worst people in my life and i wish sometimes you would leave but i also don’t know what i would do without you

I loved you, why did you leave? I hope one day we can reconnect at least as friends. Our chemistry was amazing.

When I listen to certain songs and close my eyes I can see you in front of me. We are dancing , the city lights are bright we are alive and in that moment you are beautiful

i wish we were closer. i want to cuddle up to you, i want to cry into your shoulder. i want to laugh with you and fool around. i can tell you anything. i want to be by your side i can't wait for this pandemic to be over.

im so glad i have you in my life and i would date you in a heartbeat but i dont wanna ruin anything :(

i hope i can keep you. you make me feel a way i can't explain. i love you. i can't wait to finally hold you.

I hate you so much, you’re so over dramatic. your so fucking annoying i wish i never became friends with you.

Do you remember how we stared at each other when we did movie night? I wish I smiled or did something other than just look. I wish I had the guts to call you or text you. You’ve been on my mind so often it almost hurts...but it’s ok, just the thought that you’d someday like me back makes me excited

i don’t think you understand how much you mean to me. i love you so much and you’re the best friend i could ask for. everything is so hard lately but your always there for me. i love you.

Damn I can’t tell if you like me or just like having someone in your back pocket but I think I’m gonna move on I’m running out of time sorry

so obviously you weren't a first love but I still wanted to leave you a message. just I miss you. thank you for being friends with me. I won't let your memory fade away from me. you impacted a lot of people, so even though you left us early, we will always have that.

I don't know why you are so rude. I hope that you eventually become happy with urself and treat others right

hi soph. i love you. I'm so sorry I always go on about my problems. you deserve so much better. it will get better. please stay for me.

remember when you said you loved me? that was the best day of my life. i miss you sophia. please message me. i'm too scared to talk first, because i dont know how to fix things.
always yours, alivia

i think i was in love with you last year. i'm jealous of your new boyfriend. i wish we talked more. i miss having english class with you. you light up every single room you walk into. you're so beautiful and incredibly smart, you're going to go so far in life. i can't believe i was jealous of you becoming friends with my friend freshman year. i thought i would be replaced, but instead you replaced her. when you told me your crush during the musical, i was honestly heartbroken. i didn't know why i felt like that at the time, but i'm realizing it now. i love you

Te amo. Quiero estar contigo. Quiero vivir contigo. Pero sé que no me amas. A pesar de que no podré ser feliz junto a ti, mientras tú seas feliz, yo seré feliz.

You’re my best friend and I love you more than you will ever know. I’ll always be there for you. Love, K

I hope your doing okay , I miss you so much already . It’s so hard knowing that you aren’t there anymore to ask me how my dreams were or how my day was , but I know that this is for the best for both of us and I’ll be okay in time